+despite.my.broken.heart+

I wish things were so easy.
The way they are said to be.
Things such as saying I love you,
To the man of my dreams.
Why must things be complicated?
Why must they hurt so deep?
Why must I keep hurting,
Even in my sleep?

This is how I've felt.
This is how I feel.
I've told you before,
My heart is not for just anyone to steal.

Sometimes I think,
Maybe I should give in.
I shall never be noticed
By the one I love deep within.
I wish I knew which way to turn.
I wish someone would tell me.
Maybe then I could stop the pain,
The hurt that soon shall be.

My eyes are blurred,
My heart is broken.
There is only one thing I could give you,
One small token.
My love.
My love.

That is all I can give,
All I can feel.
I must love you.
I know there is no other way to deal.
I must love you,
Whether returned or not,
At least I went out,
At least I sought.
I just pray,
I hope I never am forgot.

Always remember,
The love I had for you was true.
Never forget that,
Not even on your days of being the deepest blue.
Just always remember,
I love you.

*This poem was written after I found out the one I love likes someone else...not to mention I wrote him a letter and had it given to him the same day I found out about the new girl...

+the.poetry.corner+