+i.cried+

Do you really want to know what I did last night?
I cried and cried.
You were such a huge part of my life.
It seems as though in a way you've died.
It hurts to say it,
But I can't avoid this feeling in my stomach's pit.
I miss you so much.
Hearing your voice,
Feeling your touch.

I cry and wonder why,
But I just end up letting off a frustrated sigh.
It hurts to be with you,
Yet it feels the same to be without you.
My throat tightens,
I have no idea what to say and still be true.
True to you, true to me.
I just wish I knew what to say, what to do.
I'm more confused than I've ever been.
I love you, I hate you,
This whole predicament is such a sin.

I don't deserve it,
And if you really knew me, you'd know it's true.
Someone like I with such wit.
I just wish you knew.
What you've done to me,
I loved you so much.
Couldn't you see?
I suppose not,
Considering what postion you've put me in.
This plight, this spot.

I love you,
But I suppose you never knew
With what you've done to me,
Making me this blue.

Just remember,
I'll always have a place in my heart for just you.

+the.poetry.corner+