Hello there!
It’s me again,
Coming back for more of the same old shit.
I managed to pick myself up again,
Now here I am waiting for you to knock me
down once more.
Your features are unreadable,
And there’s nothing but smoke where
the fire in your eyes should be.
But I can feel your gaze on me,
Feel you looking me over,
Judging me and picking out my flaws.
Things that once terrified me,
Now seem humble and weak compared to you.
And I know I seem like nothing,
As opposed to all the others,
But I can be messed up too,
Watch me try!
I can cut if you want,
If it’ll make you love me more,
And if not I guess I’m screwed.
Not that there was a time I ever wasn’t.
It’s all so amazing to me,
How you can kill me without realizing that
you’re doing a thing.
You have this incredible gift,
To make people hate themselves,
And realize how fucked up life can be.
So congratulations,
You’ve really done it now,
You’ve successfully managed to kick
the legs out from under me,
And leave me to drown in your own self-contempt.
---Anonymous
You make it hard to breathe
When you’re holding me as tight as you do
And some of the things you say make me cry inside
And I don’t think you realize what those "jokes"
do to me
Making me feel like shit
Like I never was, never will be and am definitely not worth
any of it
And when I really need to talk to you
You’re not always willing to listen
Despite what you say
You can always
find ways of distracting me long enough to make your getaway
But you make it so damn hard to be mad at you
Cuz I have to catch my breath whenever I hear your voice
And when I see your face everything else melts away
And you’re killing me slowly
From the inside-out
But it’s a sweet suffocation
And I’m loving every minute of it
And without you I am nothing
So come on, keep on destroying me
These are the happiest days of my life
---anonymous
they'll tell you that i'll change
you,
but you've heard it all before,
they'll tell you just how bad
i am,
makes you want to try me more.
some things just must be experienced,
some things just can't be explained,
i can show you things you've never
seen before,
if you're willing to endure the
pain.
you'll hurt yourself in the process,
and you'll hurt the ones you love,
but when the numbing sets in deep,
you'll be feeling ok,
better than you'd ever dream of.
but there's one more thing i haven't
told you,
just one more thing you need to
know,
once you let me in, and under
your skin,
i promise i'll never let go.
i'll infatuate your mind, i'll
infect your blood,
until you no longer know what
is real,
i'll can take away your human
emotion,
i promise you'll never have to
feel.
i know what you've been looking
for,
i can make you feel like a whole,
in return i ask for only one thing
all i want is your soul.
---Jesse
Darkness is everywhere
And so is light but darkness
cant bring happyness throughout
the night
---Marc