Do You Still Want Me
© Carol Jackson Ministries

*Used with permission*

Lord Jesus here is the cry of my heart.
I cannot help but have this conversation with you
because I feel so far away from you right now.

Please hear my cry, I have not been living all that I should.
Not preparing for your coming as well as I could.
So many times struggling with the same kinds of sin.
Only to get convicted, and repent, and try again.

So many times I've made promises to you.
Yet breaking the old ones again promising to do.
All of the things that would bring glory to you.
But failing once more never seeing them through.

Why are you still with me? Why do you still care?
How much more of me do you feel you can bear?
In me doing those things contrary to your will.
Yet my spirit is grieved crying out to you still.

I never can return living in my old ways.
My place is with you now and always.
I don't deserve another chance just to fail you.
Still you never leave me alone even though
you knew that I would fail you many times, 
yet you still called my name.
My life from that day has never been the same.

I feel torn and tattered where can I now go?
I feel worn and battered with sorrow to show.
Lord help me to find my lost way back to you.
My heart will you touch and my spirit renew?

I quake in my spirit at you still wanting me.
Touch me know Lord set my bound spirit free.
I know you forgive, I know you forget.
But forgiving myself Oh how do I fret.

Help me see mercy. Help me see grace.
Help me to the throne to again see your face.
Deliverance I need and I know I must find.
Deliver now Lord from the chains that do bind.

A clean heart I'm needing created just by you.
A right spirit in me Lord you need to renew.
The way I have left you leaves me so broken-hearted.
Lord finish the work that in me you have started.

I need you to heal Lord and send a new touch.
I need your Presence, only you alone know how much.
I won't live without you being first in my life.
Flesh warring with my spirit has caused me much strife.

Melt my heart Lord to be sensitive, and tender.
Teach me how Lord to let go and surrender.
By faith I now stand believing you have heard me.
Now I take my first steps so my spirit can see.
So my spirit can feel and my spirit can hear.
The chains unbinding bringing deliverance so near.

Do you still want me? I know now that you do.
I never again want to stray, and never want to leave you.
Because you were faithful and refused to let me go.
From this day and forever in your spirit, I will flow!

      
      



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