I had thought about calling my CyberZine BeeZine or even Abeja, which is "bee" in Spanish, which is one of my favorite languages. But since I am a Cajun Grrl, and "Abeille" is the French word for "Bee", I decided on that as the name of my zine. For those who aren't acquainted with the term grrl, here's my definition: a grrl is a girl with an attitude. She's a feminist, kick-ass, don't-take -no-sh*t-from-nobody, determined, self-sufficent kinda female person. Not necessarily a lesbian, but she chooses whomever she likes to have sex with and makes no apologies for it. She doesn't have to be born in a female body, either. (But that's another topic!) In Abeille you will find poetry, rants'n'raves (aka "essays"), and some of my artwork, too. I started to put copyright notices on my poems, but then I realized that if someone's gonna steal my work, it damn well doesn't matter if I put a © on it or not. If you decide to use my work for some reason, I'd appreciate an email of what you're gonna do, but I can't really stop anyone from plagarizing, can I? It's your karma, not mine.
Oh, yeah, one more thing. This is for my kindred survivors out there. Things get pretty intense with some of my stuff, I talk about the real trauma that has happened, and so some of the stuff here may be triggering to people who are survivors of rape, sexual, verbal and emotional abuse. Proceed with the caution you need. Here's what there is: Some Stuff About Da Cajun Grrl True stories from my own life and other subjects I feel like giving my two cents worth. Artistic offerings of my heart and soul. Some more depressing than others. (Hey, writing is good therapy. The Effexor can't take care of it all.)
Okay, since I was having a bit of a rant above, here are some of the lovely folks I've gotten my backgrounds and graphics from:
Bee background courtesy of Other backgrounds were gotten from my wanderings around the Web, and I don't always remember where. If you wanna know where something comes from, try checking my code -- I may actually remember to put it in there. Oh yeah, one more thing. If ya want a space for your stuff here, email me some lines and I'll see what I can do for ya. Write to at DeeDeeQ5724@yahoo.com Last updated on Thursday, 30 March 2006.
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