this is work in progress or homilies or miscellaneous items

that don't warrant a page by themselves

or seem to fit better here



pending poems  index



chronological order is from the bottom to the top of the page



audio files can be complemented by listening to them  with the eyes closed !


















chris


van


allsburg


has


an


unparalled


ability


to


make


real


imaginary


contradictory


worlds
















   the wreck of the zephyr    is an interesting blend of the surreal, real and imaginative !
















chris


van


allsburg


has


an


unparalled


ability


to


make


real


( ed.  need a version with better sound quality! )


imaginary


contradictory


worlds


















good video  interview  with chris van allsburg !


his books are an interesting blend of the surreal, real and imaginative !
















green


the


seas


of


evening


breeze


blue


the


skies


of


mavern


eyes
















as


a


child


it's


enough


to


be


the


world


will


usually


look


after


you


as


an


adult of


course


work


is


required


to


be !
















the


thing


about


poetry


is


anyone


can


write


it


it's


just


a


holistic


style


of


thinking !
















the


thing


about


poetry


is


anyone


can


write


it


it's


just


a


holistic


style


of


thinking !
















don't


prosecute


yourself !


life


does


it


effectively


enough


thank


you !
















   paperwork and procedures are the swords of bureaucracy !


  you can use them effectively too !


not


   just bureaucrats !
















schizophrenia doesn't reality check
















the brain has a bit of iron in and is quite susceptible to magnetic fields


hence hairdriers and mobile phones being a problem


there are inexpensive  meters  available


of course the human species being so naturally schizophrenic
what do these meters end up being used for?


testing for ghosts @ !


: o ()
















the wealth of being on autistic spectrum is going to pass you by i think !


mostly it seems to !
















the  garden  of abdul gasazi really the best of his stories
















jumanji


was


itself


jumanji



it



was



   recursive !
















jumanji


was


itself


jumanji



it



was



   recursive !
















i


just


get


endlessly


entangled



you


untangle



then


you


start


again !
















jumanji


all


you


do


is


go


back


to


where


you


start !



a


little


wiser ?



if


you


are


lucky !
















in the end


you


can


control


the


net


by


what


you


give


attention


to !
















william


blake


is


a


very


mixed


bag !
















can


you


see


that


there


is


not

just


one


god
but


many ?


the


muslim


god


is


different


from


the


christian


god


and


once


you


get


into


eastern


religions


................


so


god


is


not


such


a

big


deal !
















women


as


they


are


younger


and


healthier


will


tend


to


give


birth


to


sons


rather


than


   daughters !






males are more delicate so need a healthier mother


it pays the mother to have males rather than females genetically as males have more children on average
















daylight


saving


i


hate


the


puzzling


of


working


out


how


to


reset


each


clock


and


watch !
















how


can


you

discuss


conciousness


outside


of


conciousness ?



you



can't !



the


discussion


is


conciousness



i


don't


accept


that


any


discussion


about


conciousness


is


meaningful !
















a woman


feels


her


death


as


her


own


when


a


man


dies


he's


not


quite


sure


who's


dying


when

a


woman


dies


she


knows


who's


dying !
















it's


like


jumanji


and


then


it


keeps


on


being


jumanji !
















i think the truth of blood donation is it just about suits every man over 40 to get their iron levels down !
















it's


a


sort


of


falsity


with


buddhism


and


new age


that


it's


enough

to


be


enlightened


without


works !



if


you


do


something


without


works


you


become


secondary


and


of


service


to


something


that


does


work !
















poor old blake


he suggested to a publisher that he do a engraving series for the canterbury tales


the publisher thought it was such a good idea he got another artist to do it


blake went on and did it anyway and had an exhibition, didn't sell anything and the only review was very negative


blake created some of his own myths, thel is one of them


let me look


his females are certainly gender blurred


the book of thel


there's a bit of stuff on the web


it was basically a long poem with pics


thel/los had a  look  in the grave and didn't like it


ran back to the vales of har


i really think it's among his best work


its basically a story about a woman living a nice life in the vales of har but is discontented so she goes on a search for meaning


course the further she gets into it the less it is palatable


more and more i realise how much blake images underpin a lot of modern imagery


the song of los sorta lifts above the crowd


blake is saying we are repelled by truth


that's really fundamental


very few in history have ever said that



the


song


of


los


may


be


his

best


   work !
















the


problem


with


zazen


is


its


too


visually


limited !
















these girls have the x factor right !


top youtube


if


you


look really closely


they a have quite a natural comic talent


but stuff these talent shows and all the bullshit !


the panel can't see it, but they reduced the place to chaos !


punctured all the fluffy bullshit



it was quite unconcious but they were doing a parody of it all, including the bad karoke which is all it is


not even an act


it's all a bit weird you have to see it


just two young fat girls who go on to sing a song


but its starts to fall apart when they start insulting the panel in the introduction


their singing is bizarre and they start fighting with each other


sort like a comedy routine but it's not intended that that way


the crowd boos them and they tell the crowd to shut up



it's


nothing


more


than


glamorized


karakohe !



and


they


show


it !
















work, marry, have kids, die a drudge ? 
















i


honestly


don't


think


people


care


wether

they


live


or


die


in

a


way,


they


just


view


themselves


as


evolutionary


pawns !
















women


have more


balls


than


men


they


are


called


ovaries
!
















if


people


weren't


full


of


bullshit


they'd


never


breed !
















you


want


an


equation


that


adds


up


you


can


have


the


illusion


of


an


equation


that


adds


up


but


it


still


doesn't


add


up !
















women


are

very


aquisitive


in


regard


of


what


they


perceive


to


be


desirable


men !


they


want


sex


babies


and


their


succor



presumably


this


is


some


sort


of


evolutionary


imperative


giving


rise


to


more


successfuly


raised


children !
















bill gates


is


like


napoleon


over


extending


himself


into


nuttiness !


well


not


quite


in


as


grand


a

style


of


course !
















christ


he


had


to


bear


the


cross


but


did


he


have


a


skin


disease ?
















you


can't


just


read


the


end


and


think


that's


his


latest


thinking


there's


a

whole


progression


necessary


to


understand


the


end



you



need



to


read



it



all !
















all


reality


is


like


a


model


what


we


see,


time


the


brain


is


fundamentally


quantum
















eileen writes :



sunbeam  thro  black  skies





my


reply :



hmm


was that a  black beam  through  sunny  skies ?
















raising children


all 


looks


sane


until


you


ask


“ what  


if


they


are


not


my


    own ? ”


well


they


may


not


be


your


own


but


they


may


be


genetically


but


they


still


are


not


your


  own !
















it's


recursion


it's


hard


to


realise


that


fundamentally


we


don't

exist


   we are a recursive construct !
















when


you


look


at


a


starving


ethiopian


child


it's


hard


to


realise


you


may


be


injured


worse !
















experience


limits


as


well


as


extends


us !
















why


be


schizophrenic


when


you


can


be

a


    magdalene ?
















writing


rubbish


is


as


natural


to


humans


as


eating


is


to


pigs !
















it


can't


be


that


different


it's



just


got


to


be


slightly


different !
















why


do


we


want


to


do


what


we


want


to


do ?
















i


can


see


why


schizophrenics


write


poetry


and


stories



to


themselves


they


need


the


feedback !
















R. I. P.


a


sixty


year


old


teenage


hysteric !
















i


have


been


beaten


about the head


so


many


times


by


myself


you'd


think


i'd


learn !
















we


are


not


even


young


any


more


some


fatalistic


acceptance


of


life


and


its


limited


potential


for


change


or


improvement


is


necessary
















a


sort


of


sad


sack


of

life


me !
















it


is


to


misunderstand


art


to


think


one


has


to


specialize


in


it


to


be


an


artist
















the


huge


problem


america


has


with


its


systematic


dumbing


down


of


culture !
















in


a


sense


all


art


is

about


the


insufficiency


of


life



sometimes


with


the


literal


lives


of


the


artists !
















we


are


not


a


single


organism


we


are


a


dual


organism


somewhere


in


the


upper


and


middle


intestine


is


another


and


potentially


malevolent

brain
















life's


a


farce


if


you


don't


feel


and

a


tragedy


if


you


do !



i


favour


not


feeling !
















the


moment


you


invent


god


you


have


to


invent


the


notion


of


god's


justice


and


i


don't


think


there


is


any !




some


of


the


world's


best


literature


tries


to


surmount


this


problem !
















the


net


is


not


all


good



but



it's



not



all



bad !
















martin


bryant


he


was


mentally


retarded


and


had


a


history


of


torturing


animals !
















me


depressed

without


being


  suicidal !
















i think there's a lot of  jewish  in the dutch, half german, half jewish, not a good combination


well i am guessing that a lot of jews ended up in amsterdam through the various progoms over the centuries
















staying


awake


forever


watching


the



moon



- - - -
















chelation is a dream of hope rather than reality
















people


are


allergic


to


anything


except


shit
















the


word


god


trying


to


make


coherent


what


is


not


coherent
















overskilled


in


stupidity
















levin's


a


subtle


bunch


of


non -


idiots !



















marina


tsvetaeva


gorgeous


luminous


 eyes !






marina tsvetaeva is one of the really tragic figures of the russian revolution/soviet poetry


husband executed, daughter out in the gulag, son killed in ww2 and she hung herself about 1941 starving and unable to feed her son


the luminosity is tragedy
















you


are


like


really


autistic


because


i


understand


you


very


well
















there's


something


a


bit


limited


about


her


and


   unlimited !
















men

are


such a


trouble


to


their


mothers



some


bring


joy


some



don't



a



complex



ambiguity !
















it


is

a


foolish


thing


to


criticize


another's


artistic


work
















god


is


a


fiction


that


doesn't


work !



i


don't


think


it


works


from


any


perspective


artistic


or


life !
















zen


is


being


killed


by


california !
















i


am


just


staggered


at


the

way


my


brain


does


and


 doesn't


  work !
















pope


john

paul

the


IInd


he


gave


life


to


and


killed


the


catholic


church !
















tired of living behind an  anesthenic  wall ?
















the whole education system has collapsed


  just turns out conforming political proles now !
















to


be


honest


i


don't


think


human


love


is


much


to


god


at


all !
















eileen writes :




i


saw


it


all


'twas


pre


ordained


the


tearing


up


of


this


love


so


stained




already


ragged


now


too


care


worn


how


else


could


i


end


up


but


forlorn





my


reply :




i think love always rips us apart


regardless


in


it's


imagined


presence


or


  absence !
















journalists


seagulls


of


the


  press !
















one


can


just


be


sad


with


the


pointlessness


of


it


all
















anything


real


is


complex


and


if


i


have a


a


view


it's


complex


shades


of


grey


doesn't


begin


to


describe


it


let


alone


black


and


white !
















religion


can't


survive


without


an


afterlife


be


it


ancient


egyptian


or


christian


or


muslim


because


without


the


reward


of


heaven


and


the


punishment


of


hell


life


doesn't


make


sense


when


interpreted


by


religion !


of


course


life


doesn't


make


sense


when


intrepreted


by

atheism


either !



the


good


are


always


doomed


and


i


have


explained


why !
















sometimes


i


complain


to


myself


things


are


too

hard


a


sense


of


failure


non -


achievement


a


certain


deadness


and


pointlessness !
















you


can


know


everything


and


do


nothing !
















only


the


mad


are


sane


enough


to


want


to


escape


this


life !
















i was fiddling with different coloured backgrounds for setting the  pyramid  pic on my web page and low and behold when i got the right colour i could just hear and feel the waves breaking !



UNREAL !



also


of


interest


is


it’s


curious


parallels


to


this


print


of


blake's


  Tiriel supporting Myratana
















if


you


take


part


in


something


even


though


you


disbelieve


in


it


you


still


get


sucked


 in !
















people


who


do


zazen


don't


really


understand


what


they

are


doing !
















zazen


is


a


sort


of


simulation


of


time


alone


is


it


actually


time


 alone ?
















i


think


anybody's


life


is


fundamentally


mistaken


william


blake


toni



packer


mine
















crowds


crucify


individuals



blake


has


this


amazing


ability


to


paint


truely


if


you


just


look


at


the


picture


and

are


open


to


his


  meaning !
















i


am


death


i


am


life


i


am


murder


i


am


wife

lol


now


i


don't


know


why


that


came


into


my


head !
















 death


is


not


what


we


think


it


is


and


neither


is


 life
















infinity


is


completely


devoid


of


people


i


wouldn't


say


it


was


devoid


of


cattle


though



:


o


)
















at


the


end


of


the


road


there's


no-one


there
















my


life


is


 100%


  backwards !
















there's


some


limitation


to


interpreting


a


poem
















christianity


and


buddhism


it's


very


hard


to


see


the


stories


are


fictions

because


they


are


embedded


with


something


that


could


be


halfway


true !
















mr.


deity


one


man's

viewpoint


with

the


illusion


of


objectivism


weak


and


  strong !
















everyone


has


their


own


daemons


to


work


  through !
















if


being


saner


than


any


man


who


walked


is


mad


then


william


blake


was


mad !
















it really pays to get familiar with using word searches rather than scrolling through heaps of material
















it's


all


just


one


life -


long


circus


as


far


as


i


can


see !



no-wonder


people


need


distracting
















typical


male


typical


female


they


are


pretty


much


all


the


same !
















some


people


live


the


truth


they


pay


the


price !


living


the


truth


is

not


a


voluntary


action

or


maybe


it


is !
















me


brian


dalton


william


blake


 perseverative


 mad   ?
















a


bird


in


the


hand


is


worth


ten


in


the


bush !
















punked


is


a


new


word



an


illustration


of


it's


meaning !
















i think the net is having a huge impact on destructing all religions


they are not just compatible with modern knowledge


including islam





eileen replies :


i've never believed in any religion they are all unreal





my


  reply :



well they need to have information that shows them to be unreal to be suppressed


that's not happening anymore


however you just get new forms of insanity
















in actual fact mormonism is no crazier than christian stuff about angels etc
















i


don't


think


i'd


do


well


in


a


public


argument



i


take



too


long


to


think !
















mormonism


reads


like


a


bad


space


opera


it


is


a



bad


space


opera !
















is


there


some


physics


of


the


abatement


of


self


there


does


appear


to


be


this


is


the


world


of


visions


and


imagination


the


intersect


of


meaning


and


non


meaning
















humanism


is


basically


a


belief


in


the


supremacy


of


the


human


species
















good


humour should corrode


people's


eyes


while


they

watch


it !
















urizen


the


book


of


los


was


joseph


smith


aquainted


with


these


works?



seems


like


it


god


mormonism


is


blather !
















if


you


have


remembered


a


fractal


dream


i


don't

think


any


vision


or


image


seems


outrageous !
















entertainment


people


want


to


be


taken


out


of


themselves


and

not


into


themselves

i


should


be


paying


people


to


read


this !
















i


ate


something


and


cannot


remember


what


i


have


eaten !


is


that


short


term


memory loss ?


well


i


remember


now


half

a

goose

egg !


i


am


also


cooking


half


a


sheep's


brain !
















i


am


not


an


atheist !


i


believe


in


the


existance


of

a


polka


dotted


monster


on


the


moon


playing


a

computer


sim


game


called


reality !
















trying


to


make


meaning


out


of


what


is


meaningless !
















the

biggest


mistake


you


can


make


is


believe


in


what


you


are


doing !
















i

am


not


 overpowered


by


human


 love !
















i


look


at


you


lot


and


i


have


this


vision


of


unwashed


underwear !


:


o


)
















s


s


b


shrapnel


stopping


bag



i


think


that


about


says


it


all  !
















every


dog


has


its


day


except


this


dog


;


o


)



there's

a


few


of


us


in


our


own


lifetimes


of


course !
















the


female


is


like


a


tangle


of


knots


and


threads


continually


unknotting


and


then


knotting


itself  !



a


simple


yes


and


avoidance


of


being


involved


is


one


of


the


best


ways


to


handle


it !
















you


can


accomodate


the


world


being


the


way


it


is



or


you


can


protest



protest


is


the


superior


viewpoint


the


secret


is


to


do


it


safely !


actually


i


am


not


sure


it


can

be


done


safely


and

certainly


has


it's


severe


costs  !
















the


american


arts


education


system


is


sick


it's


vomitingly


spewingly


stupid  !
















if


you


were


a


blue


whale


what


would


god


look


like ?


he'd


be


a


blue


whale


of


course !
















sometimes these things are jotted thoughts and you have to write it down to see the thought !
















it's


a

love


poem


even


though


it's


a



hate


poem


;


o


)
















the


astuteness


of


some


of


his


observations


mean


that


william


blake


was


not


insane
















once


i


had


a


vision


of


a


yellow


flower


with


a


red


streak


down


one


side



perhaps


that


is


what


i


  am ?
















why does


everything


come


to


  zero ?
















it's


actually


very


hard


to


get


to


first


base !


if


you


get


there


a

lot


of

your


problems


are


solved


finish


before


you


start


so


to


speak !
















my


life


benefits


everyone


except


  me !
















mr.


speaker


is


an


interesting


recursion

since


in


fact


the


parliamentarian


is


one


speaking


but


politics


is


somewhat


recursive !
















the


brain


doesn't


really


have


a


passive


state


both


sleep


and


being


relaxed and feeling with


it


all


take


quite


a


bit


of


directed


 energy !


  bummer !
















being


wired


and


sleepless


is


a


brain


failure


mode !
















women


are


so


special


and


unique


they


horrify


me !
















i


think


it's


the


nature


of


reality


we


need


to


perceive


ourselves


or


view


ourselves


as


more


whole



than


we


are
















hitler


wrote



“ In boundless love as a Christian and as a man I read through the passage which tells us how the Lord at last rose in His might and seized the scourge to drive out of the Temple the brood of vipers and adders. How terrific was his fight against the Jewish poison. Today, after two thousand years, with deepest emotion I recognize more profoundly than ever before the fact that it was for this that He had to shed his blood upon the Cross ”




if


you


read


that


 carefully


that


is


exactly


what


happened


to germany


quite


prophetic


  really !


shed


their blood


they


 did !



he


also


was


a


prime


  hypocrite !
















overbuilt


in


the


wrong


places


underbuilt


in


the


wrong


 places !
















in five years there will be a big angst about how net friends are flakey and not real


because of course they are not !
















honestly half the people on the net belong in mental institutions


the


net


is


extremely


selective


for


nutcases


the

mentally


retarded


and


some


unknowable


third


category !



dumb


stupid


sheep
















francis


bacon


and


creativity


he just sorta went with what he felt


he was an alcoholic tho, constantly drinking in the interviews


well he's just saying let things develop and trust your own sense of things


well the hard thing is always to realise that 99.99% of people and art is crap


so you have to work from your own sense of things
















mediocracy



seeks



it's



own
















infinity


is


endless



that



is



what



infinity



is
















katey

perry


and


russell


brand


both


too


damaged


the


problems


of


fame
















william


blake


is


not


linear


he's


 associative
















articles, discussions, whatever else is on the web !


they are just not separate


the frictionless dispersal of information overturns conventional hierarchies and paradigms
















when you have words they don't understand people run, pictures however compel attention !
















it's


absolutely


impossible


to


interpret


other


people's


work


i


have


found


this


over


the


years


you


come


up


with


one


thing


then


another


and


it

goes


on


forever ..............
















you


don't


know


what


the


future


holds


but


the future


is


a

continuation of the past
















evolution


works


the


only


way


it


can


grist for the


mill


of


what


breeds


best !
















you


can


see


what


happens


with


busy


lives


the


brain


just


doesn't


get


joined


everyone


is


fragmented
















i

never


met


a


 boundary


i


didn't


 overstep


: o )


: o (
















character


flaws :


i


do


not


look


into


 important


things


in


enough


detail


 preferring


to


learn


by


the


rough


and


tumple


of


bad

 experience


which


is


some


cases


is


simply


bad !
















every


year


i


am


getting


younger


if


only


my


joints


would


listen !


:


O


)
















you just take things to fit a certain way, it's your need to have me like your picture, but it is your picture !
















is


reality


inverted


or


oriented ?



take



your



choice



but


it's



only



one



way



inverted  !



it



can



be



oriented


though !
















charles


bukowski


paid


too


dearly


to


be


a


good


poet


a



sort



of



faustian



bargain !
















most


poets


are


pretenders



toying


with


what


appears


attractive

to


them
















the


natural


distance


of


love


is


somewhat


apart  !
















william blake


pegasus
















vatican


II


was


the


biggest


mistake


the


catholic


church


ever


made


they


should


have



transited


to


non


celibate


priests



celibacy


just


doesn't


fit


the


modern


world !


this


would


have


kept


the


church


from


going


too


gay


which


it


now


has



many centuries


ago


it


was




quite


heterosexual


and


non


  celibate !
















hitler


modelled


nazism


on


religion


an


inconsistent


inviolate


  belief system !
















enlightenment


a


divinity


school


degree


zen


transmission


any


religious


qualification



it's


all


meaningless !


even


in

it's


own


terms !
















i


can


see

how


 hopeless


i


am


let


 everything


slip


out


of


my


  grasp !
















people react negatively


when


you


criticize


the


university


system


because


it


is


supposed


to


be

the


be


all

and


end


all


of


intelligence


but



it's


not,


in

the

arts


anyway


it


is


a

stinking


cesspool


of


incompetence


malice


neoptism


and


bad


taste !
















pinsky


you


are


smart


but


you


are


not


sylvia


plath


there's

a


difference



you


will


do quite


well


over


the


next


ten


years


because


you


are

aging


well

but

then


you


will


drop

away


and


die


and


your


forgettable

poetry


will

be


umm


forgotten



too


healthy


by


half


is


your


problem !
















academics


can't


write


or


draw


they


can


only


fart


or


smear


 faeces   !
















it's all the same  mediocracy  is vicious and vigilant in defending its blindness
















genius is only lonely cause there's no-one else there except across the generations




i


think


blake


must

have


realised


that


and


wasn't


too


bothered
















white space is free, it's really a paper mentality that has notions of crowding etc, text and space its all unlimited and free !

















produce


produce !


even


if


you


die


you


still


produce


a


dead


body !
















who


wants


the


praise


of


twits ?


well


twits


do


for


a


start !
















you deleted my reply, your mediocracy is the way you handle what you can't handle pinsky


  genius is lonely, why didn't you pick that up from blake ?


and


uneven


  typical academic !
















our


culture


doesn't


question


the


validity


of


entertainment



if


entertainment


has


no


validity


where



are



you



then ?
















see


the


other


thing


about


writing

timeless


is


time


is


not


usually


appreciative !
















pictures


lie


a


lot


less


than


 words
















i


heard


her


heart


too


clearly !


now


i


am


in


woe !
















academics


are


the


death


of


the


creative


spirit !
















the


masses


rise


to

oppress


themselves


again


maybe


they


deserve


to


be


oppressed !
















william


blake


an


interesting

blend


of


madness


and


saneness
















who


are


you


who


am


i ?


who


is


the


moon


who


is


the


sky ?
















even


a


miser


cannot


defeat


death


what


profits


him



his



life ?
















this


is


easily


the


best


blog


on


the


web


not



to



the



morons



tastes



though !
















introspection


  ability varies according to the size of a certain portion of the  brain


explains a lot about some people


i


suppose


it


can


be


 developed
















getting


older


is


not


life's


most


thrilling


change !
















you


can


do


worse


than

eat

a

brain


no


scrapie


and


not


human


of


course !


: o )
















urizen


and


los


blake


was


also


preoccupied


with


the


problem


of


imagination


versus


reality

















it's


the


old


problem


there


is


no


god's


justice


stalin


and


mao


at


their


most


murderous


had


quite


nice


lives


country


estates


and


palaces


mistresses


.
.
.
.
.
















michael


the


mad


are


quite


consuming


to


deal


with


and

you

are


dangerous


so


keep


your


distance


please


the


compendium


is


pretty well


up


to date


you


are

not


being


entirely


excluded !



yes


he


stims


on


guns -
















tiger


woods


may


be a



good


golfer


but


he


sure


didn't


understand


women


or


himself !
















with


all


due


respect


or


no


respect


at


all


university


english


literature


education


sucks !
















even looking at the  plate


i think he's hashed it a bit !


it's a great poem but it didn't quite come together !


perhaps part of the greatness is the way it sits on the edge of nonfunctionality


the  songs  of innocence with plates




now


i


think


that


it's


greatness



is


the


way


it


doesn't


add


up



it


conveys


the


nonsensicality


of


some


of


his


sentiments


very

well



it


escapes


sense


through


that


last


line


and


is


not


bound


by


it !




it's


just


a


very


mixed


poem !




see


it's


not


entirely


intentional !


once


a


poem


is


not


entirely


intentional


it


may


step


from


mediocrity


to


greatness !



it's


a


bit


of


a


hash


but


he


made


a


great

poem


it


fades


 intentionality
















properly


understood


the


circle


with


the


cross


is


god


it's


a very


good


representation !


i


also


like


this


one


by


blake

















american


politics


the


stupid


leading


the


more


stupid

















the


slow


ingress


of


age


going


through


rather


than


climbing


over


gates !
















islam


at


it's


core


is

a


religion


of


empire


it


can't


escape


that


 supertribal
















william


blake


is


a bit


all


over


the


place


heavy


metal


poisoning ?
















just getting old


who cares ?


sung or unsung


unsung


is


easier

















i


think

you


have

to


allow


a


poet


pretty


much

says


what


he


means

















what

we


do


is


a


lot


more


complex


than


what

we


think


we


need


to


do !
















so if all do their duty, they need not fear harm  personally i think that is blake being well off key in the context of the rest of the  poem !


soot is chemically toxic which must be why sweeping was so fatal and crippling


there is a fundamental philosophical point about imagined remedies and the way they will never occur as in bulgakov's the master and margarita

















the


human


view


of


the


weirdness


of


caring


for


what


is


not


your


own !
















most


people


repel


from


other


people's


lives


like


water


from

a



waterproof


coating


i


don't


unfortunately !
















you


can't


undo


the


past


an


inch !



what


does


that


make


the


future ?
















pets


live


heaps


longer


than


their


feral


counterparts



interesting


that

















russia


stalin's


failed


dream


interrupted



by


mandelshtam !
















death


is


a


literal


rending


of


infinity


realized


as


itself !
















you


can


live


and


die

within


the


model


or


you


can


live (die !)


outside it

















i


tend


to


get


soaked


into


peoples


lives


the


way


oil


gets


soaked


into


a


rag !
















a big advantage of the web is being able to repeat stuff at no cost
















professional


politicians


are


not


the


best


people


to


run


a


country !
















these


pages


are


an


ultra


blog !
















if


i


don't


try


and


tell


you


anything


and


just


sit


here


and


listen


how


is


it ?
















wider


vision


has


to


be


built


it


doesn't


just


happen !
















facebook


is


full


of


 monsters   !
















men's


egoism


condemns


them


to


a

lifetime


of


servitude


women


family


children


work !
















synthesizing


a


real

life


in


imaginary


space !


it's


a

lot


of


work


very hard

since you are following


who


knows


what


but


the


yielded


wealth


is


fabulous !
















the


american


poetry


circuit


words


to


elicit


a lot


of


mutual


back


scratching


s p e w ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
















“ why


is


there


something


instead


of


nothing ? ”


“ why


is


there


nothing


instead


of


something ? ”


don't


these


clichés


make


you


spew ?
















if


you


are


not


a


little


bit


mad


you


won't


go


outside


the


boundaries


enough !
















recursion


and


infinite


regress

one


always


comes


up

against


these


in


trying


to


relate


infinity


or


god


to


materiality


it


just


doesn't


work !
















i


much


prefer


ug


to


j


krishnamurti,


maybe


because


he


was


a

bit


mad


and


knew


it


jk


was


too


suave


by


half !
















sometimes


i


feel


like


i


have


bitten


off


an


insanity


i


can't


get


rid


of !
















i


was


born


in


a


ditch


suckled


by


pigs


raised


by


wolves


and


rejected


by


cattle


story


of


my


life


  :

  O

    )