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David
wrote.................. I dress because, I find everything about feminine clothing and what it represents to be, flat out uncomfortable (i.e. stockings are hot, skirts bind and let in drafts yada yada yada) and all the ruffles and fluff yick. Also I feel weak, out of control and unimportant in Fem clothes. I’m powerful in Guy mode. When I was in Fem clothes, especially very Fem stuff, nobody pays any attention to me. They talk directly to my chest. It’s been like that since I developed. Also, when I was really young, (say 3) up to my early 20’s ,women just seemed like over emotional simpering fools. I don’t enjoy doing traditional women stuff. I like getting roughed up and dirty. I wrestled in high school and lettered. I went on to fight Tae Quan Do and was very highly ranked. I know in guy mode I will be taken for my brains and no one will under estimate me. In Fem mode some one tried to attack me as an under grad, I put him in the hosp. but, it wouldn’t have in the first place if I was guy mode. I’m also far more assertive and confident in Guy mode. I still don’t much care for hanging out with women. I hate to shop. I like monster truck rally’s and lifting weights, I hate to talk on the phone, I like to read for hours at a time, and this whole thing with women going to bathrooms in groups, still baffles me. I don’t want to talk to strangers in the restroom but, this is a female edict. I hate female edict: Cross your legs ,never swear, be a good mommy. I don’t have Kids, never wanted them and it so happens I can’t have them. Many women ,when they hear I have no desire for children think I’m nuts. I don’t have a mothering bone in my body. I want to be able to scratch and burp and not have people give me looks, like she is a pig, when a man is totally allowed that freedom. I don’t know what freedom you ladies find in dressing but fem clothes on me makes me feel sick. I give up all my power dressing Fem. I feel strong and , well, more myself in guy mode. Much love David Seth Lee
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