So alone was I the night,
the night that found me there.
The night I slept within her arms,
and guilty flesh was bare.
But loneliness is no excuse
for lies that I will tell,
and for actions that will scar your heart,
I damn myself to hell.
And yet I feel compelled some how,
to commit this awful sin.
To kiss her bitter lips with mine,
and feel her tepid skin.
So I offer you my apologies,
for what is yet to be.
Though no matter what I offer you,
there's now no room for me.
But don't forget I love you dear,
although it was not true.
So make your choice, and make it clear,
though I'll still feel love for you.