chapter 5
"Hey Marcus, did you see where AJ went off to?" Toy asked looking around for AJ.
"No, hun. I thought he was back there with you," Marcus said also looking for
AJ. It was Petress who spotted him.
"Hey Toy! I found you're man." Petress said point to AJ and some blonde chic.
This pissed Toy off. She couldn't believe that AJ had just left her to go hang
out with some tramp. She was s even more pissed when she realized that it was
the same girl who had been staring at her and AJ since the beginning of the
show, she was also upset with her self because the whole time she was thinking
it was her best friend, who she know would never do that to her, it was someone
else. “ Let’s go over there and show that bitch who she's messing with.” That
was just like Petress, always ready for a fight, no matter what.
“Nah. Lets just go back to the hotel. I didn't feel like going to jail tonight,
but if we see her ass in the street tomorrow, we can beat her ass then.” Toy
said with a little smile. They finished talking as they walked to the Limo. They
left the award show without AJ.
When they got back to the hotel everybody went back to there room. The rest of
the guys didn't even borther to ask where AJ was.
"Night Toy," Kevin said kissing her on her forehead, "I'm sorry..i'll talk to
him in the morning. Night Petress." Kevin said also kissing Petress on the cheek
and walking to his room.
"Hey girl. You OK?" Petress asked Toy as they entered her room. Petress was
going to stay with her for a little while to make sure she was OK.
"Yeah..No..I feel stupid, Like I should have seen it coming...well I did just
not with her, but with someone else." Toy said setting down on the cough.
"Who did you think it was?"
"Truthfully..ahhhh.. I though that you and A.." Toy was cut off
"ME AND AJ!!!! Ughhhh. That's not even funny. Toy how could you think that. I
would never do a thing like that to you. We have been friends WAY too long. I
can't believe that you would think such a thing. What would make you believe
that?" Petress asked a little upset that her Best friend didn't have any trust
I'm her.
"I know. I'm sorry..It's just these dreams I've been having the last passed few
nights of the two of you together..me coming home to find yall then you stabbing
me in the back and AJ pushing me down the stairs." Toy couldn't believe that she
had just told her that.
"I would never do that to you. AJ and I don't even get along most of the
time..except around you. We both know that we have to be part of each others
life if we're apart of yours. You mean alot to the both of us, besides I love my
man. You know that." They talked alittle longer. Then Petress left. Toy stayed
up and watched some moves that were on TV. She tried to sleep but couldn't even
though she was pissed off, and didn't too much want to know where AJ was or what
he was doing, he couldn't help but worry. Even under all the anger and hate she
felt towards him at that point she still loved and cared for him deeply. It was
about two in the morning when she heard the door opening....
When AJ walked in the room he noticed that Toy was still awake, which could mean
only one of two things, she was worried or really pissed and from the look on
her face both, more pissed then anything though. "what are you watching?" he
asked trying not to irritate her and start another fight. He hated when the
fight but it seemed like the only thing they did lately."Toy?" she still hadn't
answered him. He walked around to her side of the bed to see if maybe she fall
asleep or just wasn't answering him. When AJ came over there Victoria got up to
walk away. "What's wrong with you? You've been acting shitting towards me alot
lately. What in the hell is your problem?" AJ said grabbing her arm as she
walked by him. She rolled her eyes, and jerked her hand away from his grasp, and
continued to walk into the bathroom and slammed the door behind her. Not saying
a word to AJ, and trying her hardest not to slap him across his face for
grabbing her and talking to her that way. While she was in the restroom, AJ was
in the room undressing. He took off his jacket and throw it on the edge of the
bed, took off his tie and unbutton his shirt.
Toy walked out of the bathroom just as the phone rang, she beat Aj to it.
"Hello?" Victoria asked still pissed.
"This is Beyonce. I 'm looking for AJ? Is he there? I want to thank him for the
great night." She said. you could tell she was grinning.
"Look bitch! Don't call him again do understand me?!" Toy said to upset to cry
"Excuse me!? Who are you calling a bitch? I think you have last your damn mind.
I'll Kick your ass hoe. You can't get mad at me because your man don't want to
fuck you anymore. He wanted WOMAN not a little girl who bitch about every little
thing he does, and doesn't trust him." She said. Toy couldn't believe what she
just heard, was this really how AJ felt?
"Fuck you! If AJ wanted a Women he sure did go to the wrong place..because if
you were any kind of WOMAN or half the WOMAN you clam to be you'll be able to
find your on damn man. And another thing it's SLUTS like you that give me a DAMN
good reason not to trust AJ!!, and you could NEVER kick my ass STUPID BITCH. GO
HELL!!!" Toy said slamming the phone down before the girl could respond. When
she turned around AJ was standing in front of her.
"Who was that?" He asked. Toy quickly pulled her hand back he slapped aj across
his right cheek hard, then bring her hand back and slapped him across his left
cheek. by this time she was crying hard.
AJ grabbed both her hands before she could slap him again.
"Toy listen to me!" He yelled, trying to control Victoria who was fighting her
way against him. "Toy listen!!" He shouted again. She continued to fight trying
to free her hands. He garbed her arms with full force and crossed them around
the front of her body while he stood behind her. "Listen to me damnit!" HE
yelled as she finally jerked away from him. He didn't want to hurt her so he
didn't use aggression. HE just wanted her to listen to him and explain. Victoria
started to grab her jacket out of the closet and tried to walk past him. Eyes
full of tears and tears streaming down her face. AJ ran behind her and grabbed
her by her waist pulling her back to him. "Toy just listen" He tried once again.
"NO go have Beyonce listen" She shouted with a tear-filled voice. And started to
walk towards the door again. This time she got the door open. She got it open
almost far enough to walk out before Aj slammed it shut. This time he was fed
up. He Didn't want to lose the person he loved more than anything in the world
over a misunderstanding. And he wasn't about to let that happen. She was going
to listen to him. no matter what it took. He picked her up, both shoulders
pressed to her side and pushed her up against the wall. But not to hard. He
didn't want to hurt her. "baby please...." He said as he slowly started to
loosen his grip and she slowly started to slide down the wall. He knew she was
upset because she became so weak. That was one thing she wasn't. She was one of
the strongest people he had ever met.
He had never seen her so weak in his life. He seen times when she was upset but
never like this. He lifted her head to see her crying her eyes out, which really
hurt him. "when we started to leave i was holding on to you and I looked around
and she was telling me to come here. I didn't plan on staying long so I walked
over there for a sec. and I talked to her and I realized that ya'll were gone
and she asked me if I would go out with her just to talk and I said yeah.."
"the pussy was that important that you forgot about us?"
she said harshly
"Yeah..." He didn't get to finish before he saw her hand left up
he grabbed her right before she could hit him
"Will you just let me finish!" He said, getting tired if her trying to hit him.
"Yeah i FORGOT! But only for a second. You know how I get when I start to talk"
HE said letting go of her hand. letting it plop down next to her "And NO the
pussy wasn't good! I didn't even sleep with her! I didn't even try"
"Yeah right!!, Like I should believe you? I mean why should I?" Toy said getting
up from beside him and setting in the chair across from the bed.
"VICTORIA!? What do you mean by that?" Aj asked getting up walking over towards
the bed setting in front of her on the edge of the bed." I have NEVER, given you
a reason to make you believe that I was or WOULD ever cheat on you. What would
make you think such a thing?" He said speaking softly and wrapping her tears
away.
"Umm let's see.. You and Petress all was giggling hanging out together, and when
I ask yall about it both of you lie, That BITCH that just called here..that you
left me for." She said crying alittle more now and turning her head away not
wanting to look into AJ's eyes, not wanting to see his face.
"I told you I didn't sleep with her, I couldn't you were all I thought about..i
swear to you the only thing we did was talk..about you."Aj voice got softer "And
trust me, there will be and never has been Anything between Petress and I we
just now started to tolerate each other. I don't understand why you can't trust
me..I trust you..and Brain. I noticed the way you always go to him whenever
you're upset with me." He looked kinda of sad at thought of them being together.
Toy noticed this and started to feel kind of bad. She did stop trusting him and
she hated that, she didn't want they're relationship to end because of her lack
of trust.
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