CHAPTER 12
Aj sighed as he watched Toy walk away from him. Just as he was about to leave Nick walked back in.
"Hey J...man i'm sorry. I was just...I mean I couldn't believe that you had told her...well i didn't know you HADN'T told her. I'm sorry." Nick apololgized.
"It's alright. I mean i should have told her. In the begin...or atleast that night i was out with Beyonce." Aj said sighing again as he looked at Victoria. He knew she was crying and it was killing him. "Damn..everytime we seem to fix things in our relationship more shit seems to appear."
"I'm sorry dawg. I really should mind my own business." Nick said patting AJ on his back.
"It's not your fault...I mean either way we would have been fighting. I shouldn't have made such big deal about her and carson...I knew that the thing with me and beyonce would have came up sooner or later." aj said hanging his head. He couldn't believe he was acting so childish over her keeping her past away from him...when he was doing the same exact thing. 'fuck! Ugh what i'm i going to do. We're going be married soon. We can't keep fighting like this.' he thought to himself.
"I'm going get back to my sit before my girl think i'm trying to talk to one of the struidest." nick said with jokingly. Aj just nodded his head. As Nick was walking out Petress was walking in.
"Hey Jay." she said sitting next to him.
"Hey Pe...What am i going to do?" he asked looking over at her.
"AJ...I swear..you and TOy desreve each other. Yall already fight like an old married couple." she said witha smile.
"Nah..i don't think any couple fight as much as we do.. I mean we get back together then fight the very next day..or night...or hour. Which ever comes first." he said depressed.
"You know what I realized?" she aske
"What?"
"If you think about it..most of your fights usually involve a secrect that..that one of you are keeping from the other." She said as aj thought back to all the fights that they had recently and realized the same thing. "look what the two of you really need to do is talk. If yall realtionship is missing anything...it's missing conversation. I need to get back to my sit and try and get some sleep. I'll talk to you when we get back home." she said reaching over and giving him a hug. Aj sighed.
"Thanks Pe." he smiled back.
"No problem."she said whiping away his tears with her thumb before she returned to her sit. Aj sighed once more took a deep breath then walked back tohis sit next to Toy.
She had been crying, becasue of him and he hated when he made her cry. but lately he seemed to be doing that alot. She had turned her head the other way when he sat down. He looked at the ring on her hand, the ring he had just put there two nights ago, and she agreed to become his wife and now..now they'e not even talking to each other. It wasn't suppsoe to be like this.' he thought to himself as he looked out the window. "we were suppose to be happy hugging and kissing making everybody on the plane sick...Ugh.' For the first few minutes they both were pretty quite. Until AJ decided to swallow his pride.
"Victoria..baby..I-I'm sorry. I should have told you about me and beyonce from the begining...and i'm sorry." he said Toy still wouldn't look at him. "Victoria?...Baby?" aj questioned. she was ignoring him and that was pissing him off he was trying to apologize and she ignored him. "Look i'm tring to apologize the least you could do is look at me when i'm talking to yo..." Toy cut him off.
"Well i guess you know how i felt last night then. You know i find that funny. When you want or have something to say you want the world to stop and listen to you, but when some one else has something to say you could fucking care less." that made AJ feel worse. It was true and he remebered last night he didn't give her a chance to talk. he sighed before he spoke again.
"I'm sorry. I know that i was wrong for that and i desirved what you just said. But baby you have to believe me i really i'm sorry about how i acted last night. I mean i realize we both had a life before this one we have now together, and we shouldn't let our past interfer with our present...with our future."
"Aj it's ok. You're right we shouldn't, but you hurt me... you saw carson kiss me lastnight and went off the edge without letting me say anything..when you left me the night of the award show to be with your ex girlfriend who could have been your baby's mama." she said trying not to cry any more but the tears seemed to fall anyways. Aj wapped the tears way and kissed her lips softly.
"I know baby. I'm sorry I was wrong i admit that. I just want us to be happy. I don't want us to fight anymore...i hate it when we fight, and the only way to stop all the fighting is for us to talk..about everything no more secrets from each other. OK?" he smiled.
"Yeah baby i know. PE told me the same thing." she laghed. then kissed AJ once again.
"Yeah. YOu know she's been there for us through everything. We really owe her." Aj said
"Yeah. we do. I'm sure we'll think of a way to pay her back. But for now we have some talking and making up to do." Toy said. For the rest of the flight they talked about there past and any thing they thought would maybe cause problems in the future. THey talked untill toy feel alseep in AJ's arm. Just about everyone was sleep, everyone but AJ he had to make a phone call.