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All of this is my veiw on things and its not like im trying to make you think like this. so yeah read it if you want and dont if you dont wanna.
Well, I do believe one portion, or chapter, if you will, of my life has come to an abrupt halt. This I say calls for another fresh page.
*March 14 2004*
Well, things have changed, and I think all of you reading this know exactly what I'm talking about, therefore I feel no need to display my feelings and completely trash someone I once cared about. I think I'll go get drunk now. Or not, because I still don't drink, just thought I would throw that in as to throw some people off. But really, I came up with a philosophy today. I think that if you're going to do something at least have the balls to admit to doing it. I'll use Christianity as an example. Why go to church sundays (and possibly wednesdays) and worship your diety and then deny Him (her or it) to other people. Its completely pointless. I think if youre going to do something you should let everyone know you do it. If you do it, you must not think its wrong, so theres no reason to keep it a secret, right. Maybe its just me though. Ahh, well, just another of my thoughts of the day I suppose. I should draw.
*March 21*
I think all of you know I'm not overly boy crazy, but ever since I've moved here, almost every guy I've ever liked has been 'taken' if you will, by this other girl, but NOT THIS TIME. This is freakin' war. Seriously, this is for everyone whos ever had their "romantic dreams" shattered, but most of all, this is for me. I'm sick of being second best (if that), I mean, I guess I can't change peoples feelings, but I will do everything in my power not to let her over take me...Its not gonna happen...unless thats what he wants...then, well, it will. But, I won't rain on my own parade, lol. So, um *let the games begin, biatch*. *Alyssa Jo*
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