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I just got this site together tonight... so theres still a lot thats going to go up and what not. Lets just say I had a lot of time on my hands considering my boyfriend thinks its cool to ditch me. I guess I should be used to it tho, because its not the first time and it wont be the last. He thinks I act like a princess, and that Im childish... but whatever, Im not the one that has to lie about where Im going like a child, and then turn lies around and blame them on someone else... if theres anything I hate more than cheaters, its liars. I cant stand them... and excuse my french but I dont think I should have to put up with such bullshit from him. Its ridiculous. So Im sitting home so he can go party... I refuse to look out for him anymore. Hes got a meeting with his P.O. on Monday, during which hes going to get a urine test that I guarentee hes going to fail, which will result in a longer jail sentence than the 90 days he already has to serve. Im done caring... just fucking done! I love it when he lies about calling me too. I sat like a fool waiting for him to call ALL night, and its 12:23 pm, do you think he called? Yeah, you guessed right.


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		2-2-05 I just can't figure it out... last night Kyle and I went out for dinner, and we had a really really really good time! Then on the way home, he wouldn't talk to me, and when I dropped him off, he didnt say goodbye, or give me a hug or a kiss or anything... I just dont understand! If someone understands men, please let me know because I sure as hell dont, and frankly Im getting really fucking sick of all this CRAP! I dont want to think about this anymore... 1/30/05 I just got this site together tonight... so theres still a lot thats going to go up and what not. Lets just say I had a lot of time on my hands considering my boyfriend thinks its cool to ditch me. I guess I should be used to it tho, because its not the first time and it wont be the last. He thinks I act like a princess, and that Im childish... but whatever, Im not the one that has to lie about where Im going like a child, and then turn lies around and blame them on someone else... if theres anything I hate more than cheaters, its liars. I cant stand them... and excuse my french but I dont think I should have to put up with such bullshit from him. Its ridiculous. So Im sitting home so he can go party... I refuse to look out for him anymore. Hes got a meeting with his P.O. on Monday, during which hes going to get a urine test that I guarentee hes going to fail, which will result in a longer jail sentence than the 90 days he already has to serve. Im done caring... just fucking done! I love it when he lies about calling me too. I sat like a fool waiting for him to call ALL night, and its 12:23 pm, do you think he called? Yeah, you guessed right.



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