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~Glass Life~
Little glass girl
Little glass house
Little glass life
Little glass wealth
People with little glass lives
shouldn't throw stones or play with knives.
Little glass friends
Little glass world
Little glass trends
Little glass girl
This little glass girl lives a sheltered life
and she knows it shows.
~Good Byes~
Good-byes last forever
how do I know it's true?
I decided to say good-bye once.
I said good-bye to you.
I made the biggest mistake of my life
when I said good-bye.
When I think of what I did
I just break down and cry.
Now I wish I wouldn't have said
those two little words
that I now dread.
~Its Difficult To Describe~
-to J.M.S.
How can I describe
a person that's always
there?
a person that always listens to me?
a person I know will care?
It's difficult to describe
a
person I will always love,
It's hard to explain the meaning
of a friendship from above
The relationship that
we have
means the world to me
No one will ever take the place
of my best friend, you see
The best friend that
I'm speaking of
is my entire life
We've been friends through sickness
and health and lots of other strife
So
the way I would describe
my best friend would have to be:
The person I will always love,
who loves and cares for
me!
~You Never Said Goodbye~
My head is throbbing
It hurts when I breathe
You said you'd always be here
You said you'd never leave
Promises last never
and lies seem all that's true
I thought I really loved you
and I thought you loved me too
but sometimes what I think
turns out to be anything but true
I guess what you told me
was like a fairy tale
You never could commit-
you hear the world and bail
You'll never know the hurt I feel
or how much I cried
The night you told me we were through
and you didn't even say good-bye
I'll never be over how you made me feel
that's why I'm writing this
drunk behind the wheel
My head is spinning
and I can't see the road
I hope you never forget this
and you have to carry this load
You know I wouldn't have done this
if you would've just said good-bye
but you didn't, prick, now did you
So now I'm going to die
Now I'm gone, and all along
all I wanted was to be with you
~Girl~
I was a little girl,
remember me?
I was an angel
at the age of 3
Now I'm grown
All grown u
Don't tell me
what to do
Just shut the fuck up
I'm nobodies baby
nobodies child
I'm a terrorists
fucked-up, messed-up,
and wild
Nobodies angel,
baby doll my ass
You're looking at a bitch
Heart made of brass!
~Loves a Pill~
Love is a suicidal notion
as suicidal dream
Love makes people crazy,
love makes people scream
Love cannot heal, only hurt and kill
Love is one dangerous pill,
that you don't want to take,
or even touch
The danger that pill can do
hurts so much
Love is a pill that people take
when they want their hearts to break
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~The Exact Same Way~
Being without him
hurts so much
I miss his presence
his voice, his touch
It's the worst feeling
that's ever been felt
It makes the heart ache
it makes the heart melt
Without him I feel
inferior all the time
that's why I'm writing
this gay little rhyme
Being lonely
is making me cruel
Making my heart ache
making me act like a fool
Why is it that
when he'e here
I feel the same way
about that queer?
I feel the exact
same way
As I did when
he went away
~Broken~
I really want to break something
or let out a glass-shattering scream
Everyone thinks I'm peaceful and quiet
Well I'm not the way I seem
Sometimes, like now,
I just wish I were dead
I don't know, what the hell
put these thoughts into my head
My headphones are blasting
music through my ears
It takes away all my worries
and even all my fears
My life is all fucked up
and I just wish I could die
The easiest way to ease my pain
is just break down and cry
Or sometimes I cut myself
and laugh when I bleed
I'm messed up
I wish I could do weed
But my life is fucked up enough
with out that shit
If I don't do something now
I'm going to throw a fit
What's so hard to understand
It's not like I had
my suicide planned
~Little Girl~
My secrets are hidden
in the silence of my screams
I
feel worthless and empty
even in my dreams
All my childhood- being taunted
teased and poked at
I felt unwanted
I
was depressed
very dejected
My heart was heavy
I was rejected
I'm living in a closet
with no one to help me
out
no one hears my screams
no one hears me shout
I'm locked away forever
in this little world
no use for people
like me
stupid, little girl
~No One's Anything~
-to M.L.H.
You think I'm immature?
I think the same of you
You think I'm just some girl?
I'll wrip your heart in two
You think I'm just some cunt
to shoot your load into?
You think I'm just some lay?
Well you can guess again
I'm not your fucking toy,
not your neighbor girl
I'm nothing to everyone
I everyone's no one
I'm no one's everything
I'm everyone's nothing
~Relationships~
Messed up relationships seem to be
one of the strongest points of me
Relationships with no direction
are what I use for my protection
Love denied and love supplied
hurt both times, I simply cried
~Break My Heart~
Tell me you love me
then walk away
Tell me you hate me
then decide to stay
Break my heart
tear us apart
Make me cry
and want to die
take all my dreams
and throw them away
remove my bright sun
from my happy day
stop telling me
you much you care
stop loving me
stop being there
make fun of me
and all my mistakes
ridicule me
until my heart breaks
stop being my friend
tell me it's the end
forget about me
that's the way it should be
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~Beautiful~
I am not beautiful
Don't tell me I am
I'm one of the guys
in jeans and a t-shirt
Beauty is not on my agenda
I'm too carefree
Make up and curling irons
mean nothing at all
I am not beautiful
You don't have to say I am
Save your pity for someone
who wants to be beautiful
Save your lies and flattery
for the wanna-be beauty
I'm happy the way I am
in jeans and a t-shirt
I don't want to be treated
by the way I do my hair
And I don't want to be stared at
I just want to be myself
I am not beautiful
And I am perfectly perfect
with that
~Beautiful Black Butterfly~
Look at my once beautiful wings
I realize now, they're worthless things
My beauty and grace were once admired
Now I'm useless, worthless, and tired
I wish I could stretch them out
and fly around gracefully about
My simple dreams will never come true
I'm not the angel that everyone once knew
When I try to fly away from here
I cannot, failure I fear
I wonder why I cannot fly
I'm just a useless black butterfly
~Woman~
Iron bars- all around
sound proof walls, silent sound
Painful memories
tears smearing make up
This is a bad dream
why can't I wake up
Life fading before my eyes
failure near making me cry
Why do things have to be so hard
nothing comes easy I heard
But life for me is so complex
I work so hard, breaking my neck
Living isn't easy
and I just wish I could quit
I hate everything about life
it makes me fucking sick
Restrictions and rules
make life a dull chore
I can't take living this life anymore
I wonder if it's worth it
as I see all I've failed
Then I realize it is,
because of all the things I've nailed
I may have failed a lot of things
but some things aren't meant to be
I think of all the things in my life
that have made a woman of me
~Do You (Love Me Enough)~
Do you love me enough
to not say good-bye?
That kind of pain
would tear me up inside.
Do you love me enough
to leave me never?
To protect me, help me,
and love me forever?
Can you keep promises
the way you keep my heart?
Can you stay with me
to finish what you start?
Do you love me enough
to never let me fall?
And never let me walk
down dangers dark hall?
Do you love me enough
to sing me a love song?
And tell me I'm the girl
you've loved all along?
~Forget And Remember~
Forget his touch
Forget his smile
Forget how he made
life worthwhile
Forget his jokes
Forget his grin
Forget how he made
you want to sin
Forget his love
Forget his face
Forget his touch
his warm embrace
Forget his eyes,
the way they glow
Forget his smell,
it's got to go
Remember he's not worth it
Remember all the bad shit
Remember how he made you cry
and how he made you want to die
~My Life~
Broken dreams
Painful screams
Broken hearts
Unfinished starts
Secret hurts
Dangerous flirts
Promises unkept
Nights I wept
Broken pride
Loved denied
No praise
Dissapointing days
Lonely nights
Hurtful fights
This is my life
Isn't it nice?
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