12 may 1999
2:06am
peeing in the middle of a field during a rainstorm late at night

i realize that 2:06am techinically means that it's 13 may, but i haven't gone to bed yet and the subject of this will be about 12 may and thus, i feel justified in calling it as such.

tonight, amber and i ran out to the middle of the field, during the rainstorm, and peed together. it was a quality moment, and one of the better highlights of the night.

what we were urinating out was all the beer we had drunk. although i guess for amber, it was the 40 of oe that she drank all by herself. i was drinking good microbrew, purchased today during the liquor world run that eric, ben, and i took. gotta love liquor world. eric and i decided that it really would be "heaven a half mile into delaware" if they sold drugs as well as all that alcohol.

speaking of eric, i can't believe he's leaving tomorrow. tomorrow may be the last time i see him for a good while. i don't like thinking about stuff like this, about all the seniors leaving and moving on and away and the possibility of not seeing them again. it was hard leaving kim last year, and we were positive we'd see each other again when i returned to swarthmore this semster. but we have yet to see each other, even though she came to campus for what i gather to be a few hours some sunday a month or so ago. and that's somewhat sad, because i love kim. absolutely adore her, think she's beautiful and wonderful and an incredibly important person to have in my life. i guess it's just hard, to bridge that location gap.

last night was also fun; will, susan, jess, and i all went to tom jones around midnight. and i got to drive because susan and will had been drinking since noon. and we had coffee and milkshakes and fried appetizers and susan got this incredibe thing called the praire dog, which will (somehow) decided was an apt model for the clitoris. and will and i talked about our beautiful tow-headed, naked children we are going to have who will all speak in some lovely accent and run around outside all day. and will ate an entire bowl of ranch dressing, which was completely disgusting.

oh... good thunder occurring right at this moment. i think now is the time to go to sleep with the windows open, so i can listen to the rain and the thunder and (hopefully) have good dreams of love and happiness. those are always the best dreams.

2:25am