SERAPHIM by John Rohner:

Part Eight

   Screech!  The silver bullet of a 
train pulled into its destined position.  
Sera saw this and started jogging to the 
train.  The doors opened, and spit out it 
passengers.  Sera got on near the back.  
It was quite crowded for this time of 
morning.  She saw the sliding doors on 
the walls up ahead, and decided to try 
her luck with a cabin.  Walking past them, 
she glanced into the windows of each 
compartment.  They were all filled.  
Mostly, families.  The last one looked 
empty.  As she grabbed the handle and 
opened the door, the train took off with 
a start.  It was now slowly moving towards 
its destination.  She sat down on the bottom 
right side bunk.  With a sigh, she started 
rummaging through her bag.  Had she brought 
enough she wondered?  Enough for what?  She 
didn't know what she was going to do in New 
Orleans.  Where she'd stay or anything.  She 
double-checked her pockets to make sure her 
cash, cards, and tickets were still there.  
In her bag she saw she had enough underwear, 
makeup, and toiletries for about a week.  
She could always buy more.  Shopping might 
even cheer her up.  It was one of her favorite 
pastimes before.  before....

   Suddenly a noise frightened her right out 
of her seats!  When she was standing she 
realized what it was.  There was an older man 
sleeping on the bunk above her, snoring!  He 
awoke at the sound Sera made standing up so 
quickly.  "Oh gee, I'm sorry...I thought the 
room was empty. "Sera apologized to the old man.  
"Oh don't worry 'bout it" the man replied, 
"It's fine if you can handle the snoring, I get 
so tired in my old age.  I imagine I'll sleep 
all the way to the stop"

   "Thanks, mister." Sera replied, and sat back 
down.  She started thinking again.  It was 
stupid to think she could run.  If it was her 
destiny, it would follow her.  It did follow 
her.  The funny thing about death is it is 
everywhere, anytime.  You can't outrun, you 
just can't.  She settled in and wondered if 
she'd sleep.  Just then, she heard an 
announcement:  Breakfast will now be served 
in the dining car.  That sounded good.

   She exited into the hall.  A few others 
were waking up and groaning on their way to 
the dining car also.  Sera followed them.  
As she walked down the aisle of screaming 
children and bawling babies, she noticed a 
common stare in all aboard.  Everyone was 
tired, weary; they just wanted to get where 
they were going.  Sera felt the same, and 
sympathized with them.  Lots of mothers with 
children.  Lots of middle and lower class 
people, going to see family, or taking that 
long awaited vacation.  I bet someone here's 
going to a funeral.  If the people had the 
money and luxuries of life, they'd have 
flown, and be there now, not tired with leg 
cramps.  That's the way this inhumane world 
treated its people.  No wonder so many saw 
death as an escape.

   Sera followed single file in a line into 
the dining car.  It was an oasis compared to 
the gray and tan of the train.  It had 
windows everywhere.  Even overhead, in a 
dome.  She looked up and saw the sun, and 
felt okay again.  It was as if every new day 
made the last one just look dark.  She 
followed everyone through the aisle.  She 
saw a seat that she wanted and quickly 
pulled off her sweater, and placed it over 
the chair.  She continued walking like a 
calf to the slaughter.  She looked down at 
herself and realized she needed to change 
clothes soon.  She felt a little dirty.  
She was still wearing her Orioles jersey, 
and a pair of "daisy Duke" cut-off jeans.  
Suddenly, everyone was spiraling down 
narrow steps.  The steps were quite small 
with not much elbowroom.  She felt crowded 
and she was just a girl of a hundred pounds 
or so.  She thought it weird.  How do the 
fat people get down here?  The thought made 
her smile.  She was getting a little goofy.  
Must be the stress, she thought, and 
continued into the cafeteria.

   Sera then strutted into a little metal 
room filled with the smell of bacon.  It 
felt as if she submerged into the belly of 
a steel submarine.  Looking around her heart 
leapt when she noticed a cooler off to the 
side.  No one was there, they were all in 
line for eggs, or whatever gross shit they 
were serving.  She didn't know everything 
that was in that cooler, but the one thing 
she did see was Budweiser!  She exited line 
and halfway jogged there.  Jackpot!  She 
thought.  She opened the cooler and reached 
for a beer.  They were just above these 
little cans of juice.  Upon further 
examination, the cans were mixed drinks!  
She grabbed three screwdrivers, and eyed 
the remaining number for her destined next 
trip.  At the bottom she noticed microwavable
 food.  This felt like home.  She grabbed a 
microwave cheeseburger, and headed to the 
cashier.  The rest of the loser passengers 
were still in line to eat their drab food, 
while she was on her way to a fiesta!  The 
cashier was a nice man.  He ran her up, and 
didn't even request an I.D.  She walked over 
to the microwave, and heated her burger.  
Next to the microwave was another set of 
steps, these much wider.  She laughed to 
herself again, and thought of a fat woman 
stuck in the others.  She was feeling happy, 
and she liked it.  

   She walked up the "fat people" steps to 
the dining area.  Again, she noticed the 
difference a few stairs made.  Through the 
windows, you could feel morning.  She walked 
to her sweater.  As she walked, she noticed a 
seventeen-year-old boy watching her, and at 
the same time pretend he wasn't.  She liked 
it.  She knew she was a very beautiful woman.  
She liked the kid glaring.  It was usually 
old men. This made her feel even better.  
She sat down and took the burger out of its 
wrapper.  A smile again came to her face.  
She tried to determine what was funnier about 
a microwave cheeseburger and three 
screwdrivers for breakfast.  That someone 
would actually order it, or that it genuinely 
made her happy.  She cracked screw number one.

***END OF PART EIGHT***

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