*~ Midnight Love ~*

I see you down the halls
Your gorgeous smile
It gives me enough energy to walk a mile
I am not the athletic type nor do I wanna be
But your presence has this effect on me

You dress like a gentlemen
You smell like one too
I only wish I could get to snuggle with you

If I can only touch you and feel your skin
I know I would go into a comma within
You look so good, and yet so right
I only wish you were mine tonight
The feel of your skin, the warmth of your lips
with your hands upon my hips

We would make love like you have never before
It wouldn't be a meanless thing, it'd mean so much more
We'd hold each other afterwards and whisper sensual things

I wish this would really happen 
I wish this were true
But it's never possible for this between me and you

*~ Blinded By Lies ~*

I cared for you, as I thought you cared for me.
I was there for you, why can't you be there for me?

I give you my heart, I give you my soul
Without you I am not whole

I wish you loved me, I wish it could be
But forever a friend in your life is what only you see

I give you guidance, I give you glee 
But my pay back is never what I want it to be

I get in the mood for intimacy and all
But I get lead on and then dropped to fall

I tell you my secrets, you tell me your lies
If I didn't care for you all I would feel is despite

You give me lust, I give you care
I wish you could always be there

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*~ My Reason ~*

I thought he was the only one who loved me
The only one who cared
After I moved in, he turned totally unfair
I hurt myself for punishment which I have no idea why
Possibly for living
Or being a burden upon so many others
I feel I must die
It's my destiny, I was a mistake
A sin, the unloved and the unwanted
Not wanted by my parents, family, and all
These whom my friends got hurt by my actions
Which were meant only for me
I am deeply sorry for all those I hurt
I promise that one day the hurting will stop
Either once my pain and hurt go to a hault
Or my demise is completed with me at fault

Written: October 29, 1998 
8:40 to 9:12 p.m. Thursday