*~ Midnight Love ~*
I see you down the halls Your gorgeous smile It gives me enough energy to walk a mile I am not the athletic type nor do I wanna be But your presence has this effect on me You dress like a gentlemen You smell like one too I only wish I could get to snuggle with you If I can only touch you and feel your skin I know I would go into a comma within You look so good, and yet so right I only wish you were mine tonight The feel of your skin, the warmth of your lips with your hands upon my hips We would make love like you have never before It wouldn't be a meanless thing, it'd mean so much more We'd hold each other afterwards and whisper sensual things I wish this would really happen I wish this were true But it's never possible for this between me and you
I cared for you, as I thought you cared for me. I was there for you, why can't you be there for me? I give you my heart, I give you my soul Without you I am not whole I wish you loved me, I wish it could be But forever a friend in your life is what only you see I give you guidance, I give you glee But my pay back is never what I want it to be I get in the mood for intimacy and all But I get lead on and then dropped to fall I tell you my secrets, you tell me your lies If I didn't care for you all I would feel is despite You give me lust, I give you care I wish you could always be there
|
I thought he was the only one who loved me The only one who cared After I moved in, he turned totally unfair I hurt myself for punishment which I have no idea why Possibly for living Or being a burden upon so many others I feel I must die It's my destiny, I was a mistake A sin, the unloved and the unwanted Not wanted by my parents, family, and all These whom my friends got hurt by my actions Which were meant only for me I am deeply sorry for all those I hurt I promise that one day the hurting will stop Either once my pain and hurt go to a hault Or my demise is completed with me at fault Written: October 29, 1998 8:40 to 9:12 p.m. Thursday
|