*~ Who is the Demon? ~*
They say they love you
They say your the best
Yet they won't admit the rest
Everything truthfull is hidden
All lies are what escape their lips
Even before they die they won't tell
Tell how much they wished they never
had you
Tell how much they wished the pill
was efficient
Tell how cheap that condom was
Tell you how much they wished they
could repeat it all over
They would use abstinance as their
key instead of giving into lust
They would never have given those
stupid things their trust
Or atleast stop once they feel the
urge to cum
The bringer of life, the bringer of sin
"Such a small thing causing such a big
problem, amazing!" is what their thinking
while they release their lies on our
innocent and believing minds
But once you grow older and can decifer
things you can see it in their eyes
Their hate and disgust in creating you
Their regret and remorse towards you
The darkness in their hearts and thoughts
The true demon inhabbiting their life and space
Then you relize that true demon is YOU!
Written: October 19, 1998
9:12 to 9:35 p.m. Thursday
*~ You ~*
Your darkness is sexy Your eyes are gorgeous Your smile is seductive Why can't you be mine? How could I be so stubborn to let you fall behind?! I didn't want to love you Atleast not in that way.. but I finally give up on that and throw my worries all away When I am around you everything seems light All I wish is to have you to hold you for just one night.. so please be mine.. please love me and be with me.. This is my dream of what I wish it could be..
Every time I hear you, my heart gets into a bind The pain of wanting you, wishing your were mine My skin touchs yours, I shiver by the touch Oh gawd, you are making me want you so much Slowly my clothes fall by the hand that is yours I whimper with anticipation for what comes next I can't wait, it won't be sex But it will be love Everything I have ever dreamed of I just hope that this time it all goes right Because after this I can never take back what I do tonight