Love of my Life

The love of my life is Joyce Weng. She is absolutely beautiful. And if I hear anyone say anything about her, anything bad that is, you are gunna die. and if any of you try and make a pass at her, you will be castrated and I will personally shove your genitals down your throat. we’ve been going out for about 8 months now, 8 months this Friday, I absolutely love her, more than life itself, and I’ll do anything for her, and I’ll do anything to protect her.

Here’s sum stats about her:

5’ (she’s not that short)

14 yrs old, (looks like she’s older, and acts like she’s older)

Long blak hair, down to the middle of her bak

Beautiful brown eyes that are perfect to stare into

A beautiful waist that I can rap my arm around

A nice set of tits to play with ;)

she wears mostly blak stuph, which is kewl

Wears Doc Martins

Loves KoRn, but who doesn’t?

Did I mention that she’s absolutely gorgeous? Well, she is.

Did I mention that I love her? Well I do.

She’s the best thing that’s ever happened to me.

A little on how we met:

First, I saw her laying on this pool table at HOFSTRA, and I kept looking at her cuz she was really cute. And she kept looking at me, and I was like, uhm, do I hav a piece of cheese in my mouth or sumthing? So I thought she thought I was either really strange or she liked me. She kept looking at me, so I thought she kinda liked me, but why would anyone like me? I’m this fukt up asian guy. anyway. A few weeks after HOFSTRA, I saw her again at Livingston mall. I was with my frends roddd and marco. We were off to see a movie, and we were already late. She was sitting in Roy Rogers with her frend emily. She got up and sed hi to me, and we kinda stood there. I would’v sat down and chatted with her, but we were late for the movie as it was. Anyway, roddd thought she was really hot. Me thinking that I was gay, and not noticing anything, didn’t think anything of it. so I sed I would try and hook them up. so I found out her e-mail address, and her fone number.

at first, I just talked to her online, and we hit it off pretty good. from the start, I knew that she and roddd wouldn’t get along. and I really liked her. I invited her to the movies with us…the nite before the movies, I talked to her on the fone for like 30 min, and I fell in love with her. I had no idea what she looked like, and I didn’t care, she was the most beautiful thing I could possibly imagine. that nite, I couldn’t sleep. I was up on the fone talking to MLE and I wouldn’t stop talking about Joyce. They next day, Joyce, MLE, and roddd were supposed to come over and then go to the movies. when Joyce was over, I was gunna propose my love for her, but it ended up that she got here late, and I didn’t hav a chance to, so I had to write out a little note. On the car, I gave her the note, but she didn’t read it. We were at the movies, and I thought I was a major dumb ass for giving it to her. after the movie, we walked around and I had no idea what I was going to do. then we went to church, I was playing bass guitar, Joyce and MLE sat and talked, and then she read my little note. I didn’t know about until later. MLE told me Joyce’s response, and I was just so happy. Ever since, its been the greatest thing of my life. 6 months together, its been a long hard road, and it still is, but I love her enough that I will stay forever.

Joyce – I love you so much. I love you more than my life, or anything earthly. You are my heaven on earth. When we’re together, reality falls away and I am left in a dream with you. Nothing can disturb me. All I see is you. You are my reality, you are my dream. Everything I am, everything that I have done, everything I think about, is all for you.

my love for you

is so deep and true

on my mind

i have nothing

else but you and

your thoughts

your face

your eyes

your smile

your happiness

is all i really care about

i know it is true

my love for you.

oh how i dream of the day

where we can be together

forever till the sun rises

over your head

a ring of light

guiding us and warming us

ourselves so lost and cold

we need it so bad

it feels so good.

the future can only hold good

being to you would be

it will last, i will make it

that is all that is here

in my head

jumble of thoughts

all unclear except for that.

winter days

summer nites

spring mornings

autumn afternoons

multitude of seasons

matching and reflecting

multitude of feelings

cascading about each other

in a boyish girlish dream

only of fancy

beyond this reality

and this plain of thought

only understood by those

that truly understand

how the universe works

moment of clarity

is in the dream of those children

still virgin and innocent

not yet learned of this world

not of science

not of religion

not of philosophies

not of the dangers of man

all that occurs in the mind of those young

are thoughts of glee

not of pity nor sadness

and happy thoughts

with the occasion paine

after the foot is stubbed

mother was not always this way

so protruding and harsh

nurturing and caring

loving her child.

this is what i want

not from my birth

but from my christ

reborn by one

you

giving me life

and power

love and strength

is why

my love for you

is so unending

my love for you

my love for you

my love for you

i love you.