*sigh*
My computer's out of commission and I wanna listen to some music. I also want to upload some wedding pics since it's already been like two weeks. Boo.
At least Sony customer service has been awesome so far. In less than a week I will, hopefully, have a temporary monitor to use while they fix mine.
Got a blister from my skates today. Bruce fixed em up real nice last week. Sadly having well sharpened skates made me realize just how badly they actually fit. I really do need new ones, even though I'm trying to ignore that fact. I don't quite have$500 right now to spend on new skates.
HA. Nick Lachey has a new song out: "What's Left of Me". What's with all these big breakups and the ensuing breakup songs? He's better off without her anyway. And they make it seem like they're both fine without each other. Then again, how long has it been since they've really been together? Probably forever.
My apartment is a disgusting mess. Suitcases, bubble wrap, boxes, gym bags, shoes, empty boxes, newspapers, books, two months' worth of mail, half open storage boxes, clothes, books shopping bags and toiletries are just some of things that are randomly lying around my 425 sq ft studio. Not to mention the fact that I haven't vacuumed since my parents were here in April. The bathroom is so gross and I don't even want to touch anything in there anymore. The only thing that's halfway, and only halfway, decent is the kitchen.
*sigh*
This afternoon, morning(?), I was thinking about Ryan and that time we were making the pregnancy prop for Gail for PCN. Haha. Did we really make that? Sheesh. I miss those days. Things were so much easier back then. I could feel free and safe to flirt and be nuts to my heart's content. It was all about drama and even though it felt like the most important thing in the world at the time, I knew that none of it really mattered.
I'm so not ready to "settle down" anytime soon. I don't want to be married. I don't want to have kids. And I'm not even sure I want to own a house/condo/anything anytime soon. Not that I'd be able to afford to. I'd rather spend my money travelling and experiencing more new things and learning about the world. Guess it's a good thing things never worked out with a couple people. Cause I could definitely have seen myself settled down with them, but not until some time a lot later and they were in a hurry. *sigh*
Life is such a contradiction. It's either the most important thing in the world or the least important thing. Family and certain friends are extremely important. Finding a house or a car really isn't. Neither is buying things or watching TV or working or going to movies or even travelling around the world.
I tend to pay attention to the most random things. But I hate trying to multi-task with my attention. Like watching movies. I HATE being distracted. When I watch a movie, in a theater or at home, I don't want anything to interrupt me. I want to know every little detail about what's going on. Same goes with music, apparently. As much as I tune it out, it tends to seep in and I start learning the lyrics to the most random songs on the radio. Even if I hate the song. How gross. But whatever I'm fixated on at that moment doesn't tend to last very long. Yeah.
I'm sleepy. I think it's time for bed.
posted by Nikki at 8:46 PM

*sigh*
My computer's out of commission and I wanna listen to some music. I also want to upload some wedding pics since it's already been like two weeks. Boo.
At least Sony customer service has been awesome so far. In less than a week I will, hopefully, have a temporary monitor to use while they fix mine.
Got a blister from my skates today. Bruce fixed em up real nice last week. Sadly having well sharpened skates made me realize just how badly they actually fit. I really do need new ones, even though I'm trying to ignore that fact. I don't quite have$500 right now to spend on new skates.
HA. Nick Lachey has a new song out: "What's Left of Me". What's with all these big breakups and the ensuing breakup songs? He's better off without her anyway. And they make it seem like they're both fine without each other. Then again, how long has it been since they've really been together? Probably forever.
My apartment is a disgusting mess. Suitcases, bubble wrap, boxes, gym bags, shoes, empty boxes, newspapers, books, two months' worth of mail, half open storage boxes, clothes, books shopping bags and toiletries are just some of things that are randomly lying around my 425 sq ft studio. Not to mention the fact that I haven't vacuumed since my parents were here in April. The bathroom is so gross and I don't even want to touch anything in there anymore. The only thing that's halfway, and only halfway, decent is the kitchen.
*sigh*
This afternoon, morning(?), I was thinking about Ryan and that time we were making the pregnancy prop for Gail for PCN. Haha. Did we really make that? Sheesh. I miss those days. Things were so much easier back then. I could feel free and safe to flirt and be nuts to my heart's content. It was all about drama and even though it felt like the most important thing in the world at the time, I knew that none of it really mattered.
I'm so not ready to "settle down" anytime soon. I don't want to be married. I don't want to have kids. And I'm not even sure I want to own a house/condo/anything anytime soon. Not that I'd be able to afford to. I'd rather spend my money travelling and experiencing more new things and learning about the world. Guess it's a good thing things never worked out with a couple people. Cause I could definitely have seen myself settled down with them, but not until some time a lot later and they were in a hurry. *sigh*
Life is such a contradiction. It's either the most important thing in the world or the least important thing. Family and certain friends are extremely important. Finding a house or a car really isn't. Neither is buying things or watching TV or working or going to movies or even travelling around the world.
I tend to pay attention to the most random things. But I hate trying to multi-task with my attention. Like watching movies. I HATE being distracted. When I watch a movie, in a theater or at home, I don't want anything to interrupt me. I want to know every little detail about what's going on. Same goes with music, apparently. As much as I tune it out, it tends to seep in and I start learning the lyrics to the most random songs on the radio. Even if I hate the song. How gross. But whatever I'm fixated on at that moment doesn't tend to last very long. Yeah.
I'm sleepy. I think it's time for bed.
posted by Nikki at 8:46 PM