How I am feeling, fysicaly, has been sliding down the same steep hill my career opportunities have been sliding. That's why I haven't entered anything over the past two days. I hope ya'll can 4give me... People at work even ask if I'm feeling alright 'cause it seems that the look in my eyes even reflects my real feelings. OK I do need a haircut BA(L)DLY, and I could care to shave again but I just didn't feel like it....

Will go to the hairdresser tomorrow...Might even shave 2morrow!

I have 1 week to go till I go on a HOLYday. We won't be going away very far...

We'll be riding there by bike, and my dad will park the caravan at the camping. Suddenly i've got a feeling of deja vu! I feel like I have told this already.

Just heard this...More than one person is trying now to help me in my careerchange. Even Erwin (my direct 'super'-visor) is trying to get me in the direction where my passion lays. I am not born for figuring out figures (as in numbers, as in bookkeeping). I can do the job but I do it without passion! Knowing that I might get a shot in the right direction has made the lil' passion I had even less.

It ain't much wath I'm telling here, but it is something...

I hope te restart living soon!

Doc.