i still recall the taste 
of my tears


echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears.

my favorite dreams of you still wash ashore.

scraping through my head 'till i don't want to sleep anymore.

come on tell me.

make this all go away.

you make this all go away.

i'm down to just one thing.

and i'm starting to scare myself

make this all go away.

you make this all go way.

i just want something.

i just want something i can never have

you always were the one
 to show me how

back then i couldn't do the things that i can do now.

this thing is slowly taking me apart.


grey would be the color if
 i had a heart.

i just want something i can never have.

in this place it seems like such a shame.

though it all looks  differentnow,

i know it's still the same

everywhere i look you're all i see.

just a fading fucking reminder of who i used to be.

come on tell me.

make this all go away.

you make this all go away.

i'm down to just one thing.

and i'm starting to scare myself.

make this all go away.

you make this all go way.

i just want something.

i just want  somethingi can never have

i just want something i can never have

think i know what you meant.

that night on my bed.

still picking at this scab

i wish you were dead.


your sweat and perry ellis.

just stains on my sheets.


"Something I Can Never Have" - Nine Inch Nails