Ugly
This was sent to me in my e-mail and I wanted to share
this as it is a wonderful lesson in how we all should
show love no matter how a person or animal looks. We
need to look deeper and see the heart and not the
smell or the dirt or the fact someone may not be
perfect on the outside, but see the love and caring
that person or animal may have to give.
Ugly
Everyone in the apartment complex I lived in knew who
Ugly was.
Ugly was the resident tomcat.
Ugly loved three things in this world: fighting,
eating garbage, and shall we say, love.
The combination of these things combined with a life
spent outside had their effect on Ugly.
To start with, he had only one eye, and where the
other should have been was a gaping hole.
He was also missing his ear on the same side, his
left foot appeared to have been badly broken at one
time, and had healed at an unnatural angle, making him
look like he was always turning the corner.
His tail had long ago been lost, leaving only the
smallest stub, which he would constantly jerk and
twitch.
Ugly would have been a dark gray tabby striped-type,
except for the sores covering his head, neck, even his
shoulders with thick, yellowing scabs.
Every time someone saw Ugly there was the same
reaction. "That's one UGLY cat!!"
All the children were warned not to touch him, the
adults threw rocks at him, hosed him down, squirted
him when he tried to come in their homes, or shut his
paws in the door when he would not leave.
Ugly always had the same reaction. If you turned the
hose on him, he would stand there, getting soaked
until you gave up and quit.
If you threw things at him, he would curl his lanky
body around your feet in forgiveness.
Whenever he spied children, he would come running
meowing frantically and bump his head against their
hands, begging for their love.
If you ever picked him up he would immediately begin
suckling on your shirt, earrings, whatever he could
find.
One day Ugly shared his love with the neighbors
huskies.
They did not respond kindly, and Ugly was badly
mauled.
From my apartment I could hear his screams, and I
tried to rush to his aid.
By the time I got to where he was laying, it was
apparent Ugly's sad life was almost at an end.
Ugly lay in a wet circle, his back legs and lower back
twisted grossly out of shape, a gaping tear in the
white strip of fur that ran down his front.
As I picked him up and tried to carry him home I could
hear him wheezing and gasping, and could feel him
struggling.
I must be hurting him terribly I thought.
Then I felt a familiar tugging, sucking sensation on
my ear - Ugly, in so much pain, suffering and
obviously dying was trying to suckle my ear.
I pulled him closer to me, and he bumped the palm of
my hand with his head, then he turned his one golden
eye towards me, and I could hear the distinct sound of
purring.
Even in the greatest pain, that ugly battled-scarred
cat was asking only for a little affection, perhaps
some compassion.
At that moment I thought Ugly was the most beautiful,
loving creature I had ever seen. Never once did he try
to bite or scratch me, or even try to get away from
me, or struggle in any way.
Ugly just looked up at me completely trusting in me to
relieve his pain.
Ugly died in my arms before I could get inside, but I
sat and held him for a long time afterwards, thinking
about how one scarred, deformed little stray could so
alter my opinion about what it means to have true
pureness of spirit, to love so totally and truly.
Ugly taught me more about giving and compassion than a
thousand books, lectures, or talk show specials
ever could, and for that I will always be thankful.
He had been scarred on the outside, but I was scarred
on the inside, and it was time for me to move on and
learn to love truly and deeply.
To give my total to those I cared for.
Many people want to be richer, more successful, well
liked, beautiful, but for me, I will always try to be
Ugly.
In Anothers Eyes