Welcome to my Journal

In here I will share some  of the writings
I put down each day.
My Thoughts and Poems.
I have kept a journal for the last 6 years.
It helped me cope with a very bad time
I was going through...when I just wanted to SCREAM...
but no one was there to hear.
Hope you enjoy all the poems and quotes I have written. And those others have written too,
whose words had an effect on my life.

My heart was pounding
at the thought of you
Needing you in my arms and in my heart
knowing that I need your love,
your touch and your smile
These words are more than desires,
they are true needs....
as I need air to breathe,
and water to quench... I need you....
I hear my voice tremble with these word,
Why are you not with me?
I would give you water to quench your thirst and air to breathe.
For you are the fire that makes me live,
you are the air that I breathe and the water that I drink.
My passion burns stronger when I know
I have you in my life... soon in my arms....
To love, hold and above all cherish you,
to make you a part of my life.
To share, to touch, to feel what you feel...
I've found the kindred soul...
the one I've searched for
There is nothing left for you
but to accept what is written
and to become part of me for eternity,
For I am the kindred spirit
and I await you...

written by Kindred

- Search for Love -

Love is such a fleeting thing,
And heartaches at times it will bring.
But regardless of a future so bleak
It is something we all seek.

Is it 'cause a short time of happiness
is worth endless days of sadness?
Or is it 'cause somewhere there is a perfect mate
and search and search we must until we find our fate?

True love may be far or near
Or it may be on the internet here.
Who know where words will take you
Will it bring you happiness
or make you blue?

Whatever it is, when you find it,
trust it to be true.
Even if an old friend be or perhaps
someone new.
Your heart a compass or guide it will be
As your search comes to an end and your eyes finally see.

All Alone

I was feeling all alone
and then I felt a tear
I whispered a silent prayer
That only God could hear

I prayed that he would help me
To get through another day
and help me face the problems
That stand before my way

I asked for a guardian angel
To always watch over me
To forever stay by my side
No matter where I'd be

And the tears kept on falling
So roughly from my face
As I finished my silent prayer
And dreamed of a better place

I dreamed of majestic clouds
And a beautiful golden gate
Realizing it was heaven
I knew it was my fate

I was now where I belonged
I didn't have to try
To hide the painful memories
That always made me cry

So there you stood before me
Holding out your arms
To hold me by your heart
And guard me from all harm.

Those Who Touch Our Lives!

Every special person who touches our life,
Leaves their own unique mark on our heart.

A mark which can never be chiseled away, Even if the years eventually pull us apart.

We can take on their
expressions and such,
The more we share of ourselves together.

It's those little things about another person, Which can remain a part in us forever.

People who we have met throughout our life, Become a part of the person who we are today. We learn and we grow from the relationships; Each one touching us, in it's own special way.

We laugh about spending
too much time together,
When we think we have
become like each other.
But it just shows how much
we've been touched,
By the relationship we have
found with another.

Those special people who
can touch our lives,
Are like precious jewels
amongst life's treasures.
They shine on us and leave
a lasting impression;
An unique mark on our heart;
A gift without measures.

Dreams

We grow great by dreams.
All big men are dreamers.
They see things in the soft
haze of a spring day
or in the red fire of
a long winter's evening.

Some of us let these great dreams die,
but others nourish and protect them;
nurse them through bad days till they
bring them to the sunshine and light
which comes always to those who
sincerely hope that their dreams will come true.
Woodrow Wilson

Last Will and Testament

To the Trees
I leave my strength.
To the Flowers
I leave the beauty I've seen.
To the air I breath,
I leave the many places I've been.
To the birds
that have brightened my day,
I leave the songs in my heart.
To the Streams,
I leave all the energy
from which I'm asked to part.

To my Children,
I leave my Love.
Love that has kept me alive
these years:
Love,
not of a Lion,
but of a Dove.

This is my most Prized Possession,
for without this emotion
Life is not much good
and I have a notion
Life would cease to exist.

Being of sound mind and body
these things do I bequeath
to those that have meant the most
and have loved me-
no matter what.

@Written by~~CANUUK~~Maliseet