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find your way in God he loves you!)
"MY OWN"
apon this heart lies a great sarrow one that will be there for years to come this is
mine I put it there I have not the will to take it away. the longer it stays the more power it has. infecting
and hurting blinding all who see no one can hear the mute cries from my mouth or see the dry tears from these eyes. no
one can help save this dark drowning heart or understand why. pitty me not for I know my own path pray for me
still so that i might have hope.
"UNHEARD SCREAMS" walken down the dark cold street tears rollin down your cheeks, starten
to feel neglected you want to feel happy but all you feel is sad in stead. you fall on the ground unwilling to
get back up and try again.
you start to feel there is no way to make amends for you past. you cry and feel that
the tears never dry and the child like fears that you once felt reapear. for no good reason you scream yet no
one`s there to hear you wish some one was near. E.C.W. THE END! WELL I HOPE YOU LIKED IT AND I WROTE THIS ONE
WHEN I WAS GOING THROUGH SOME PRETTY HARD TIMES SO BARE WITH ME! HERE`S MY NEXT POEM CALLED "DESPARE" life has not
been the same the night is so cold pain in the day is easy but when the night comes and the demons haunt and the
tears roll the screams are heard the cries of the weak. you look around as the room spins you see the demons within you
cry and weep you pleed and beg. and the razer is right there it`s so easey so simple so completly right. you
think maybe just one cut it wont do any harm but then the cut is deeper and it`s on both wrists there bleeding
and your dying STOP! they scream, the one who claimed to love you. they try to help but do they? no. it`s
all about despare! THE END! E.C.W. THIS ONE I WROTE WHEN I WAS GOING THROUGH SOME HARD TIMES IN MY LIFE I FOUND
IT YESTERDAY AND I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE A COOL POEM FOR THE DARK POETRY! HERE`S ANOTHER ONE FROM THAT TIME PERIOD AND
IT`S CALLED "SUICIDE" cold steel cutting pain rushing blood tears flowing
darkness coming heart beat
slowing life fading DEATH! E.C.W. "SIN" emptyness is coming. it`s drowning me. i can`t see. please
some one help me. my heart is slowing i`m dying inside. my soul is going dim. my life is full of sin. and
my guilt is cutting my skin. the chains of my past are back and they`re holding me fast. my heart is braking
and it`s all my fault it was me and not you! i should`ve known. i didn`t listen. goodbye i'm paying the
price i can't see or hear my own voice i`m leaving, but it`s not my choice.
E.C.W. THE END
"crying" tears
of regret haunt you. tears of pain consume. deptession engolfs you. life degrades you.
E.C.W.
"TRYING" trying
to find some way to hide your face. scared of every one scared of life wish it would stop wish it would
end praying that the night will give mercy and will leave crying for a reason and a release. the light
comes you cry and fall he catches and saves by light and grace.
and for those of you who have a sence of humor
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