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by light and grace( (if you or any one you know are so depressed that
the thought of ending your own life has come into your mind or actions there is help you can either contact me at Eweskirchen@msn.com or you can go to helpfull sites that will sway you like http://www.accutane-suicide-help.com/ and http://www.helplinecenter.org/suicide.php you can get help please don`t take your own life, live.
CRISIS AND INFORMATION HOT LINES
Info
(310) 603-8962
Tough Love (310) 860-7575
National Runaway Switchboard (800) 621-4000
California Youth Crisis Line
(800) 843-5200
Community Helpline Info Line (310) 377-7070
Community Helpline Hot Line (310) 541-2525
Crisis Hot
Line (310) 379-3620
Youth Crisis Hot Line (800) 843-5200
Suicide Prevention Hot Line (877) 7-CRISIS)
need help? (712)323-7236
(ask for John Lewis)
find your way in God he loves you!)
"MY OWN"
apon this heart lies a great sarrow
one that will be there for years to come
this is
mine I put it there
I have not the will to take it away.
the longer it stays the more power it has.
infecting
and hurting blinding all who see
no one can hear the mute cries from my mouth
or see the dry tears from these eyes.
no
one can help save this dark drowning heart
or understand why.
pitty me not for I know my own path
pray for me
still so that i might have
hope.
"UNHEARD SCREAMS"
walken down the dark cold street
tears rollin down your cheeks,
starten
to feel neglected
you want to feel happy
but all you feel is sad in stead.
you fall on the ground unwilling
to
get back up and try again.
you start to feel there is no
way to make amends for you past.
you cry and feel that
the tears
never dry and the child like fears
that you once felt reapear.
for no good reason you scream yet
no
one`s there to hear you wish
some one was near.
E.C.W.
THE END!
WELL I HOPE YOU LIKED IT AND I WROTE THIS ONE
WHEN I WAS GOING THROUGH SOME PRETTY HARD TIMES SO BARE WITH ME!
HERE`S MY NEXT POEM CALLED
"DESPARE"
life has not
been the same
the night is so cold
pain in the day is easy
but when the night comes
and the demons haunt and
the
tears roll the screams
are heard the cries of the weak.
you look around as the room spins
you see the demons within
you
cry and weep you pleed and
beg.
and the razer is right there
it`s so easey so simple so
completly right.
you
think maybe just one
cut it wont do any harm
but then the cut is deeper
and it`s on both wrists
there bleeding
and your dying
STOP!
they scream, the one who claimed
to love you.
they try to help but do they?
no.
it`s
all about despare!
THE END!
E.C.W.
THIS ONE I WROTE WHEN I WAS GOING THROUGH SOME HARD TIMES IN MY LIFE I
FOUND
IT YESTERDAY AND I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE A COOL
POEM FOR THE DARK POETRY!
HERE`S ANOTHER ONE FROM THAT TIME PERIOD AND
IT`S CALLED
"SUICIDE"
cold steel
cutting pain
rushing blood
tears flowing
darkness coming
heart beat
slowing
life fading
DEATH!
E.C.W.
"SIN"
emptyness is coming.
it`s drowning me.
i can`t see.
please
some one help me.
my heart is slowing i`m
dying inside.
my soul is going dim.
my life is full of sin.
and
my guilt is cutting
my skin.
the chains of my past are back
and they`re holding me fast.
my heart is braking
and it`s
all my fault it was me and not
you!
i should`ve known.
i didn`t listen.
goodbye i'm paying the
price
i can't see or hear my own voice
i`m leaving,
but it`s not my choice.
E.C.W.
THE END
"crying"
tears
of regret
haunt you.
tears of pain consume.
deptession engolfs
you.
life degrades you.
E.C.W.
"TRYING"
trying
to find some
way to hide your
face.
scared of every one
scared of life
wish it would stop
wish it would
end
praying that the night
will give mercy
and will leave
crying for a reason
and a release.
the light
comes
you cry and fall he
catches and saves
by light and grace.
and for those of you who have a sence of humor
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