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k these are tha songs that i started n actually kinda finished. they need work but eh..o well? therez a meaning behind all of em so if u ever decide u wanna know what n who they're about, ask me n depending on who u are, i'll tell u.

This is tha first one i ever wrote. it's recorded n it plays on tha local stations sumtymes but thatz about it.
 
-FOREVER-
There's a cold wind blowin'
Snow 'cross the ground
The clouds hangin' over my head
 
It's just like the day
That you came around
And just like the day that you left
 
The first sign of winter
Same time every year
Surrounds me, with memories of you
 
The sound of your goodbye
Was so hard to hear
Through the sound of you sayin' you'd always be true
 
You gave me your heart, sayin' take what I got
Forever I'll stay by your side
But forever don't last quite as long as I thought
I found out, forever just lasts from hello to goodbye
 
No phone call or letter
No how have you been
No I'm thinking 'bout you today
 
You gave no explination
For the state that I'm in
I can still see you drvin' away
 
Watchin' your tail lights fade in the snow fall
Wipin' the tears from my eyes
Wonderin' if you ever loved me at all
And cursin' the day you walked into my life
 
When you gave me your heart, sayin take what I got
Forever I'll stay by your side
But forever dont last quite as long as I thought
I found out, forever just lasts from hello to goodbye
 
I tossed everything that might bring you to mind
Doin' my best of letting you go
But I can't stop the snow that's been falling outside
Or the songs that they play on this damned radio
 
And you gave me your heart, sayin' take what I got
Forever I'll stay by your side
But forever don't last quite as long as I thought
The truth is, forever just last from hello to goodbye
 
k on to the next one...this one I started a few months ago and just finished it last week. it still needs alot of work but it's progressing.
 
-Get Away-
She was walkin' down the street
Holdin' someone elses hand
I dunno what I did wrong
Yeah, I don't understand
 
Why she's bein' such a whore
Why she's doin' this to me
I'm so sick of her
Yeah, I just wanna leave
 
I just wanna get away, from you
Get away, from those awful things you do
I just wanna fly away, from you
Stay so far away, from the girl I thought I knew
 
Like the girl I thought I knew
My heart feels dark and cold
I have no feelings left
Yeah, I have no one to hold
 
She left me far behind
Left me standin' in the snow
Now I'm turnin' my back on her
Yeah, I'm just gonna go
 
I'm just gonna get away, from you
Get away, from those awful things you do
I'm just gonna fly away, from you
Stay so far away, from the girl I thought I knew
 
heh yea..see whut I mean? lotza werk but newayz..onward to tha next one, n my personal favorite. I started it last week n finished it yesterday so if that doeznt give away who it'z about then I dunno whut will
 
-Hard Times-
It's been six months now
Since the day I asked you out
Why couldn't things just go the way it seemed
 
The first few months was a pleasure
Our love couldnt be measured
What happened to the flame that gleamed
 
I'm sittin' in my lonely bedroom
Always thinkin' bout how much I miss you
Why the hell can't I just move on
 
We were goin' good for a while
But hard days made me grow tired
Bein' far from you just made it too hard
 
Your picture's on my wall
But every time I look tears start to fall
Why the fuck can't I carry on
Knowin' that you broke my heart
Hard times just tore us apart
 
I said things that I shouldn't have said to you
But I was too scared to admit what's true
That I cant handle this no more
 
Why can't I just say that
Things for me are not OK and
Bite my tongue so I won't hurt you
 
My heart just came unglued
When I said those things to you
Now I'm kickin' my ass for the mistakes I made
 
I'm sorry for the things I said
And those days when you felt like shit
Every word is hitting me like a train
 
Your picture's on my wall
But every time I look tears start to fall
Why the fuck can't I carry on
Knowin' that you broke my heart
Hard times just tore us apart
 
yep...thatz mah fave one so far. aight, thiz one here iznt completely done yet, but imma put it on ere newayz.  im kinda stuck on it right now so if ne of u have ne ideas fo it lemme kno.
 
-Crashbacks-
Woke up spun on a cold, rainy street
Can't fuckin' remember what happened to me
I'm scared 'cause I dunno if it's a dream
Or if it's an overdose of reality
 
Started runnin' cause it's the only way I knew
I'm too fucked up to see my way thru
No matter how hard I even try
My body feels dead and my mind feels dry
 
Flashbacks are hitting me across the face
Remembered the cops storming into my place
I jumped out the window 10 feet above the grass
Turned around and showed the bastards my bare ass
 
They started shooting like I was the bad guy
Shit I didn't even have a weapon by my side
I guess they think us kind of people deserve to die
Or maybe that's what they use for an alibi
 
I started running down dark, winding streets
Tried to get away from these fucked up police
My heart is pounding as my lungs start to cease
I'm bein' hunted like a fox, I'm just another trophy
 
aight, this one's my most rescent n also another one of my favorites. it's kinda long but isnt anywhere close to being done. so yea, enjoy? i guess?
 
-Morphine-
I feel the numbing in my veins
Heart runs cold, brain runs drained
I can't hold back this aching pain
Step back before I go insane
 
They're all dropping one by one
No second thoughts about what I've done
I can't turn back, can't turn and run
I must finish what I have begun
 
Ever so rudely ripped from my sould
Torn into pieces and tossed in a black hole
Never have I ever felt so hopelessly blank
Tied up, shut up, and shot with a tranq
 
They don't know how it feels to not care at all
I have the same emotions as a cold brick wall
It feels like I wanna feel when I can't feel at all
Even the feeling I think I feel is the nothing in a crystal ball
 
Ambiguous threats from the oblivious fools
My eyes dont decieve me they just decieve you
Animosity runs through me like fuel
Look into my eyes and you'll see cruel
 
There's no one else that can take away
My pride, so I stand straight
I can't forgive for the things they say
So I fight to ease the pain
I cant take this anymore
My body always feeling cold and sore
Everything seems so obscene
Morphine
 
They know exactly how to get under my skin
And because of that they always win
From the beginning their intentions were cast
Why does it seem like I always come in last
 
I can't enjoy life's simple pleasures
Seems that I'm always stuck in shitty weather
Every day is the same aching pain
Nowhere to hide, with nothing to gain
 
It invades my skin, taking shelter in my head
Feeding on brain cells that are already dead
This insane calamity is like a powerful disease
They put me in the shadows, now I'm stuck on my knees
 
People laugh at who I am
Demeaning me like I was nothing but a trend
These malevolent ways must come to an end
My mind can't take anymore of your shit
 
There's no one else that can take away
My pride, so I stand straight
I can't forgive for the things they say
So I fight to ease the pain
I can't take this anymore
My body always feeling cold and sore
Everything seems so obscene
Morphine
 
This is one I started after 9/11 n just havent really finished it yet (put it off for too long) but yea, here it is
 
What Are We Fighting For
What are we fighting for, freedom they say
Young kids sent in the feild to be slain
The government said "They fought for a cause"
Same with the other 300 out buried with a cross
 
Fighting for your country, is it really worth your life?
Protecting something that doesn't care if you die
You're just a warm body filling some one elses shoes
Kinda tall, about the same age as you
 
How does it feel playing their game as a pawn?
First in line to die so they can get what they want
You're just a sacrafice they're willing to make
Another piece of the puzzle they can fucking replace
 
So what do you think of the red, white, and blue?
A fucked up place that has a rule for every rule
It's not our fault this place has turned to shit
We all knew Uncle Sam was a lying bitch
 
Corruption, it's the only thing they do
The government, they make fools of me and you
They don't want us to figure out their game, they take away our rights
But they know we'll stand strong, stand up and fight