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Dedicated To Sierra
A look at my life!!!

From 1989 to February 21, 2004

Sierra
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Christmas of 2001

My dad rescued her from the pound when I was 2 years old. They were about to put her to sleep because no one would buy her. She was my little buddy. She slept in my bed when we first got her and watched over me when I was getting into trouble. I remember waking up one day about a month after we got her. The lights were off and fuzzy things were walking on my feet. I flipped out and yelled for mom thinking there was a monster in the bathroom. They came in and turned on the light and there was Sierra under the sink with her puppy's. I looked up and said "them not monsters. They little Sierra's!" I remember running after them in the yard and getting upset with every puppy we had to give away. She was always at my feet and after my sister Caitlin got a little bit older, she started saying Sierra was her dog. We went through a lot with her. After we moved to the east side, she got out of the back yard a lot and one time we got worried because she was missing for almost a week. We looked everywhere for her and came home one day after school and there she was sitting on the porch. Mom didnt know whether to yell at her or hug her. Not long after, she had her second set of puppy's. She was our baby and when we got our other dog, Shelby, Sierra didnt take that too well. She was jelous but... she treated Shelby as if she were her puppy. She kept her in line and out of trouble. We went through the same thing when we got Bud. He skrewed with her one day and she snapped at him and he never messed with her after that. Today... we had to put her to sleep. She woke my mom up when she was having a seizure and mom had no choice but to take her to the vet hospital. On the way, she had another grand mal seizure. My sister called crying at 7 this morning and dad woke me up and said "They have to put Sierra to sleep." Fighting back my tears, I snatched the phone from my dad and asked what happened. After I got off the phone with my mom, we rushed to the hospital and found out she had another seizure while they were waiting for us to get there. Finally, I got to see her... they brought her in on a metal gurney thing and she was wrapped in a blanket with a IV in her paw. She looked so helpless that I couldnt hold back my tears. I had already been crying on the way but this made it 10 times worse. As my mom, sister, dad and I sat there crying over her. I broke down and layed down my head by her face. Dad had to walk out because he didnt want to see her put to sleep. While we waited for the doctor to come in to put her to sleep, she had a peti mal seizure. I watched them put her to sleep and my sister and I just cried. My best friend was gone. I've been crying on and off throught the day but... there was nothing else that could be done. She was old and nothing would have saved her. The medication itself could have killed her. We'll always love her and she'll never be forgotten. RIP Baby girl. We miss you.

    
 
     The ol' lady is no more.
     No more slimey nose 
     No more backyard holes.

     No thumping in the middle of the night 
     No more happy  barks 
     Or her making our days bright

     That forceful nose under your arm
     No more begs your attention and charm.

     Her love is a reminder constantly in our hearts
     Giving us courage and a lot of hope
     That her spirit runs free and she again frolics about
     Barking with joy, without any doubt:

 

 

     She guarded our home; she danced for her dinner. 
     She nudged your arm if attention waned. 
     She layed by your door devoted to you 
     She grinned happily when you petted her between her ears

     She loved to romp, and play 'foo-foo doggie.' 
     She lived for his walkies with Daddy every night. 
     She adored her adopted pups, Shelby and Bud
     We were all devastated - never the same - when she died.

     

 

A Story for my best friend
A man and his dog were walking along a road.
The man was enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to him that he was dead.  He remembered dying, and that the dog had been dead for years.
He wondered where the road was leading them.

After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road.  It looked like fine marble.  At the top of a long hill, it was broken by a tall arch that glowed in the sunlight.  When he was standing before it, he saw a magnificent gate in the arch that looked like mother of pearl, and the street that led to the gate looked like pure gold.

He and the dog walked toward the gate, and as he got closer, he saw a man at a desk to one side.  When he was close enough, he called out, "Excuse me, where are we?"

"This is Heaven, sir," the man answered.

"Wow!  Would you happen to have some water?"  the man asked.

"Of course, sir.  Come right in, and I'll have some ice water brought right up." The man gestured, and the gate began to open.

"Can my friend," gesturing toward his dog, "come in, too?" the traveler asked.

"I'm sorry, sir, but we don't accept pets."

The man thought a moment and then turned back toward the road and continued the way he had been going.

After another long walk, and at the top of another long hill, he came to a dirt road which led through a farm gate that looked as if it had never been closed.  There was no fence.
As he approached the gate, he saw a man inside, leaning against a tree and reading a book.

"Excuse me!" he called to the reader.  "Do you have any water?"

"Yeah, sure, there's a pump over there"
The man pointed to a place that couldn't be seen from outside the gate.
"Come on in."

"How about my friend here?" the traveler gestured to the dog.

"There should be a bowl by the pump."

They went through the gate, and sure enough, there was an old fashioned hand pump with a bowl beside it.  The traveler filled the bowl and took a long drink himself, then he gave some to the dog.

When they were full, he and the dog walked back toward the man who was standing by the tree waiting for them.

"What do you call this place?" the traveler asked.

"This is Heaven," was the answer.

"Well, that's confusing," the traveler said.
"The man down the road said that was Heaven, too."

"Oh, you mean the place with the gold street and pearly gates?  Nope.   That's  Hell."

"Doesn't it make you mad for them to use your name like that?"

"No.  I can see how you might think so, but we're just happy that they screen out the folks who'll leave their best friends behind."