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Dec.20- Today was the Last day of school fer the christmas holidays. LuAnn gave me matching gloves and toesocks. Their like, pink and purple or different shades of pink, i ferget, their reallly cool though. Then starr gave me these candes that look like what you get from freishia or something, they smell really good. Then a lil braclet.It's cute. Hmm..Lindsey got me a half bag and a 26er of smirnoff ice. I was supposed ot go over there with starr to 'open' it, but I fell asleep so i dunno if she called me, but i'm gunna be pissed if starr and KuAnn or just starr went over there and they got trashed without me..They prolly did, ill call lindsey tomorro morning. It's 2:39am right now. I slept fer like 6 hours a while ago. I woke up and dads banging on the computer cuz hes piss drunk and theres like 10 beer caps in the kitchen. So I was like " SHUT UP ITS NOT GUNNA WERK" and hes liek go to bed" and i walked up the stairs and slammed my door, then i got bored so i cleaned my room and lit the candles, oh shit, there still lit, brb.Okay I'm back. Anyways,umm...I haven't talked to tay in a LONG time, he gave me his new phone number but i lost it, Today i had a dream that I had a baby with Victor Browning, which is weird cuz i dontlike him.that much anyway.. And i figured out that i like guys fer the personality, then if theyire nice and stuff, then i think their hott, cuz i think all the nice, or people that lok liek they'd be nice, are hott, and i thought victor was hott when he was being nice, but now he's being an ass, and i dont think hes hott. Hahah...weird...Hmm...I've been reading up on my psychology again, aaand i wrote like 5 or 6 poems the past month. I'm downloading Nirvana-Lake of fire cuz I fergot how awesome it was. Man, Dani Galagher is Soo hott. lol.. me and lindsey have a new way of walking lol it's great. I like lindsey, I feel like I can tell her anything and she doesn't judge me, like if I tel her i like someone, shes not like "ewww hes the ugliest person i ever saw, you have the werst taste of guys ever" and she understands why i cut myself, and I can talk to her about anything. We just sit there fer like hours talking. And when we like do stuff like blow mouth to mouth when we blaze, or she puts her arm around me or we change infronta eachother, it's not all awkward or anything. Oh, I got bored one night so i peirced my bellybutton, then i got bored again so i took it out, and now its infected her sum shit lol but meh. Today was the christmas essembly, it was cool. I wasn't surprised that amanda was in the video,.. i dont think amanda likes me. She's all happy with LuAnn and she hugs her and stuff and she always seems bitchy around me. I think shes still pissed at erica too. I love erica, she's so awesome.Hm...anyways I'm gunna go do sumthin else, b-bye.
Dec.22-I went over to my moms fer 2 days, and she had a buncha people over fer like dinner n shit.It was boring, so i came home, i brought her dog too, and i bring it back tomorro. I'm eating garlic bread. I emailed tay a while ago..i havent heard from him for a while..and ya u know about me loosing his phone number lol... i was thinkin of calling his dads and asking jesse lol but i dunno if he'd give it to me..hm...yestarday when i got home, i played the sims fer 5 1/2 hours lol...im home alone & its like 11:50am..i had a dream aat my moms house that my mom told me to paint my toenails lol cuz usually i have them painted but i havent fer a while lol..im listening to marilyn manson..oo..nessa's on!Hmmm...haha u know how u get milk up ur nose er pop er sumthin? ya that hurts..hahaha marilyn manson was on tv at my moms house im like all zoned out and i'm liek " he's soo hott.... i wanna doo him" and my moms like "eww.." im liek huh? lol Hmm but anyways I'm leaving now, byes!
Jan.15- i havent wrote in a long time so I'm sorry, Anyways whats going on...umm..OH! me and lindsey were tlkaing and she knows that imlike obsessed with This guy Dan galagher and hes like SUPER hott and then So i told starr on msn and I'm like I bet since I think hes hott shes' gunna start acting interested in him now that she knows i like him, and guess what? She breaks upw ith her bf and starts talking to him..fuckin bitch.. i hate her now.. I hope she dies..anyways..umm... Yeah i killed my sisters dog...yeah.. and ever since the day before he died, I could sleep and it's been like uhhh almost 2 weeks I think? yeah, 2 weeks in 2 days.. We got a foot of snow last night so the buses aren't running today..uhmm...I have to pee lol...OH lol yestarday me and erica got caught smoking in the lil cubby thing outside of the school so their sending a leter home lol..im like to erica" not if I get it first" lol and then we have a detentiont omorro lol so yeah.. Ummmm...Caddie died.. i dunno if I told u..uhmm..Oh! I'm getting a cockatiel! I have enough money, I just haveta find a baby cockatiel fer sale now, I saw an ad a long time ago but I threw the newpaper out lol...the idiot i am...so now i just gotta wait a bit.. i still have miedo..oh...speaking of pets I haveta clean my aquarium...man...brb im gunna go check the mail lol wish me luck!!dammit! no pennysaver!Just this lil book with coupons lol anyways I'm off, byes
March.15- Hey Long time no see! Anyways, I got my cockatiel, his name is shakespeare. Check out his picture in my pets...anyways, what I wanted to tell you was that in starrs website, on the Friends Page, there's this guy that she hasn't even talked to barely, and IM not even on there, I mean, from what lindsey told me, Starr put my tits back in my bra when I was walking around bra-less when I was drunk, and we were clinging onto eachother the whole night, and I tried to makeout with her but i was too drunk, but NOOOOOOOO I'm not a good enough aquiantence to be on her friendspage I guess, anyways, thats all, Bye
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