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Thursday

Before I forget - all thanks to my office who was so very sweet yesterday. My bosses came for the wake and had sent flowers too.

Thanks to El and SF for the concerns, as well as Bel too. I'll speak to you guys soon. And to all getting the A results on Wed, good luck and all the best.

kiddo and Clow played "trick or treat" at
2/27/2003 11:51:00 AM [link | | ]



... there is a monster ...
... imprisoned within my blood ...






Hmm ... I don't really know how to say this but here goes, my paternal gran died yesterday morning. I miss her but I'm not miserable because she was not feeling very well towards the last year or so. As some of you may know she had been very sick since April last year and it's thus for the best - we did leave the decision to the Boss and he made the call so we are not too devastated.

As my cousin said, we've got the cheeriest funeral ever. No one was crying, we were just remembering her in a quiet manner, dignified, just like my grandmother was - we miss her yes but we've got hope for the life after and I believe that makes a difference.

I don't really expect anyone to read this but here're my last words to her:

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Dear Gran

I'm grateful I met you. I'm just sorry I hadn't spent as much time with you as I should have these last 2 years.

I remember my first memory of you: this strict looking lady in a cheongsam in sitting in the last row of church who barked "you're late" when my dad and mum dragged me in, sulking coz I didn't know then why I had to wake up early on a Sunday morning.

I later found out you would have preferred to sit in front but had suggested taking the last pew because I was fond of barfing as a kid.

I remember how we would all adjourn after service to this little wanton noodle stall by the side of Spottiwoodes Park (wanton noodles = noodles with pork dumplings and slices of vegetables and roasted pork) where you would fuss over me. You were strict, strict as hell - in fact the description “woman of steel” would fit you perfectly but there was no deny the affection and love you had for us, you had for me.

I remember you buying me my first stuffed animal - it was a little puppy. I remember me bullying the salesman into getting the exact puppy I wanted - I don't remember too much but my dad swears the young man was about to break out into tears as this little kid was terrorising the store (I still do, terrorise stalls - not the guy, I'm sure if he saw me now he would pelt me with styrofoam boxes). It's still with me. I just hadn't had the guts to take it out of the cupboard as it was falling apart thanks to the corrosive sea air at our flat near the port.

I don't remember how we got to your house after lunch - I think I always fell asleep on the bus only to wake up on your sofa. You would then call me up at about 4 for tea, when I was older, you would also buy me an ice-cream when the ice-cream uncle came around at exactly tea time every Sunday afternoon. As I got older and needed the naps less, I would read, hogging the sofa as you sat in your rocking chair, pouring over the newspapers.

I remember my grandfather's potrait and how I've always thought my father looked exactly like him. I recall the pranks I would play on you and mum, the scraps I would get into – locking myself in the study or the bathroom by mistake, the ice daggers you would shoot me to get me to behave but at the same time the silly mock smacking game we used to play whereby you would pretend to smack my mum’s arm whenever I would yell "Mum's bullying me". You and my parents have spoilt me rotten and my childhood is rich beyond my peers even if we were not well to do when I was young.

I remember your temper but I also remember your love …

I recall sitting on your swings, skiving under your tree in the garden, walking with you to the cemetry to see my grandfather's grave, hiding opened letters in your post box. You were tough and very strict and I lived somewhat in the fear of the hell I could get if I really angered you but generally as you had a soft spot for my dad and me and I remember getting away with more than my other cousins did ^___^

I remember dinner – usually you would prepare a vegetable dish and your famous stewed chicken, I remember you watching the news, reading stories to me before packing us off so I could go home and sleep. I remember when I started piano lessons, my dad would pick me up after class so we could visit you on Saturday afternoons as well.

I remember running up and down your staircase screaming like a mad monkey. You would always rebuke me about the dangers of falling down but it hardly worked.

I remember your cupboards of books, old letters and trinkets. I suppose I've got my packrat character from you. I remember your insanely beautiful tea set and your English manners - it is true, my family is chinese only where skin color is concerned.

So many memories, so many things we had done together. I couldn’t believe it when they finally put you in the coffin. I thought that there was still a chance you might open your eyes to rebuke me for forgetting to brush my hair properly again. I miss you gran but I believe we’ll meet again some day – well on condition I can avoid hell.

So until then, please be happy please be well and give grand-dad my love.

Yours truly,
Your rascally grandchild, Kit

kiddo and Clow played "trick or treat" at
2/27/2003 11:49:30 AM [link | | ]



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Monday

Announcement:

Canal meeting this Thurs - 27 Feb 2003. Will issue on gutter news.

Note to self - to go pick up lady sings the blues from Gramaphone tomorrow, to find out which date I've got lunch with friends, to meet up with cousin and to send off mail and oh, yes do some fruitful work in between or die trying.

I wonder what my new suit looks like ^____^;;

kiddo and Clow played "trick or treat" at
2/24/2003 08:00:36 PM [link | | ]



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The last training session was a nightmare. The trainer sent by the computer software company is a pompous, show-off, rude, snotty idiot. Well I'm being unfair ... to my colleagues, the guy was worse than that.

On a side note, I've taped down my drawers after stuffing my dj in to prevent me from fingering them. Lots of work but working too slowly. Bought a glass chess set on Saturday and for a mere $30. From far everyone thinks it's crystal ^___^ ... the partner's chess set from India is however, quite a stunner - it's wood and the pawns are about 30cm tall ... nice.

Also developing a taste for tea. I used to hate Earl Gray but it's growing on me ~___~;; I think it's the (Integra) Hellsing obsession :P (yes yes blame everything on the blonde). Speaking of tea, I'm sorry I broke your brain pupil dear but then again, I believe Koumyou probably broke Kouryu's brain umpteen times *evil grin* And coz I can't stuff my beloved pupil with beer - not at least while my mum's in the house, we had to use tea (strong tea - so much so for one for the pot).

I need help ... actually I shouldn't be blogging right now either, must be good and finish work so I can collect my coat tonite.

To the person at UH, I don't suppose you read this but in case you do here's a little note for you. I tend to be of the view that due to our long hours and thus fatigue - mental and physical, we tend to lose focus and burn-out after a while if we don't get adequate breaks - but it's not like you can control your in-tray unless you're a senior partner. Theoratically, fatigue = greater possibility of mistakes which increases your workload coz you'll be doing today's work and fixing yesterday's mistakes but this is advice most lawyers don't follow despite knowing better - myself included. In this regard, I don't think blogging is bad - it is good stress relief but it should never reach a point you lose control of your blogging time.

kiddo and Clow played "trick or treat" at
2/24/2003 05:36:13 PM [link | | ]



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Sunday

To my cospirators ... don't forget our plan to skive near the canal and hold a picket sign that says "We're goofing off wat about you".

5 March right?

And to people who have stalkers, you can ban them from leaving comments if you're on YACCS *hint hint*

kiddo and Clow played "trick or treat" at
2/23/2003 04:39:44 PM [link | | ]



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It's going to be a mad week. There's tonnes of work, followed up by some bad news spilling from last week and Jap test this Sunday.

*whimpers slightly*

And the amount of work *looks nervously at in-tray*

Nevermind, I'm looking forward to dinner this Thurs with my "beloved student" and my partner in crime whose DJ is now stacking nicely in my house. There's always my Hellsing DJ to comfort me somewhat but I'm feeling lazy.

Was bugging Lily today on retirement issues - my poor friend. Need ciggies and beer *gets hit on the head by a paper fan*

Naze? Ouch ... anyhow, I am in enuff trouble, I do not need to get into more shit by pumping my body with crap. Been working for about 4 hours since lessons ended today but doesn't feel very productive. I've got 3/4 of my submissions out so it should be so bad but ...

Sigh ... I almost wished Thurs/Friday evening never ended ... Fri I was with Vel, MS (not mary sue no), oniichan and sister in law and it was quite fun ^___^

I need some blonde half English gun-totting noble lady to pat me on my head now and say everything's alright ...YEAH, that would be good. Of course the chances of that happening is the chances of me striking lottery this week and I don't buy any form of lottery so the chances are like ...

I'm rambling ... I need to go, it's dad's birthday and I need to meet him at City Hall first. I also need to repetent of my sins *sigh*.

I still don't know what I'm saying ... hmmm ... maybe I'll sleep real early tonite and get in early tomorrow. I need to finish an affidavit by Tues too ~___~;; and I need to collect my assassin jacket I made tomorrow evening. EK's gone to collect hers and I was supposed to go this afternoon with her but too much work. BJ is working hard here so I guess I can't complain.

And before I drop dead at my keyboard, here's the question I've been meaning to ask: should I take (a) gun lessons (b) fencing or (c) archery or (d) some killer moves like kick boxing or something. Basketball is good but I wanted to learn something strange as well *wonders hot to fit it into schedule tho* ... anyone wants to join me?

Partner in crime? Beloved student?

*flies an orange paper plane to beloved student to cheer him up since he sounds like he's been having a hard time too*

kiddo and Clow played "trick or treat" at
2/23/2003 04:37:07 PM [link | | ]



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Friday

Imoto-chan is back *glomps*

kiddo and Clow played "trick or treat" at
2/21/2003 06:28:59 PM [link | | ]



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Thursday

Quick social blogging Froggie's back and Nadia's got a fab layout ... ^___^ Sei glad to know you've settled down *waves* take care. And this is breath-taking. Leareth and Kaori, I do hope the both of you are fine now (car and health).

Have not been able to read all blogs for a while and definitely not since last month due to schedules. People have moved, closed blogs etc., servers have gone down - or is it the office server firewalling me? Anyhow, have to start work soon but meeting friends for dinner ^___^

Went to Daimaru yesterday to pick up my ZS. Bought also the POT fanbook i.e. 10.5 which is hilarious. It has Inui's secret receipe for the penal juice, Fuji's points on the kind of girls he likes, the items in Tezuka's bag and biodata on all the boys but what takes the cake is cosplay photos. The one of Inui is very good. He's going to be tied in 2nd with Fuji. Tezuka is of course da man ^__^ (I just have a weakness for floppy hair and glasses - so I'm shallow, sue me).

Need to spend my Daimaru vouchers soon. They're closing down *sob*

~ And where are my documents and Integra doujin *frets*

PS: Is it me or am I the only one whose i-explorer crashes when trying to visit Fish's blog?

kiddo and Clow played "trick or treat" at
2/20/2003 09:33:27 AM [link | | ]



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Wednesday

I'm back.

Gosh it was a nightmare, the chamber maid threw away my documents, the photocopiers were horribly late and messed up my documents ... missed my plane but fortunately managed to reschedule except this means MAS whose landing policies I absolutely do not appreciate.

Other than that I'm fine. Take care Masako, I've got the costume shop's contact from my friend and will be forwarding it to you shortly.



What's your Chocolate flavor?

Quiz made by Chesa

Political rant:

Riddle me this and riddle me that, who's lying at the drop of the hat?

The PM of Malaysia says he was at a "4 eyed" meeting with the Singapore Senior Minister, at which certain terms were allegedly agreed. His Foreign ministers announces loudly that he agrees and that he was there too. Now as everyone knows, a 4 eyed meeting means only 2 people so what does this mean?

Interersting isn't it? Especially when the response to the question by the press is that he doesn't want to talk about it.

Hmmph ...

~ for the avoidance of doubt, this is not meant to offend, I love my friends regardless of where they stay but this whole episode is senseless. I only wish my countrymen were a little more proactive about this. We've kept quiet for decades hoping reason would prevail at the end of the day but I seriously doubt it is going to work unless both hands clap. True we may come off a little snobbish but I won't say it's snobbishness for most people as compared to a way of life. Singaporeans are basically very city people as a result of which we appear colder and less "friendly" but look at NY, Tokyo and HK just to mention a few ... does anyone call them snobbish?

I need to "not talk about this" anymore. I've indulged in more politics in the last month than I usually do and it's time to get on to more pressing matters ... like working and making a living.

Foozball :P

kiddo and Clow played "trick or treat" at
2/19/2003 11:21:47 AM [link | | ]



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Sunday

Have fun, and don't traumatize poor Alex...

sf and Clow played "trick or treat" at
2/16/2003 10:33:45 PM [link | | ]



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*hugs SF too*

Congrats on passing and hoping you and Sanzo have lots of fun together - the flute, man what were you other guys thinking *winks*

I really love to social blog but I've got to work. Very pleased coz got beautiful Integra pictures from Reins, fish and Kadan from Japan - yes this is the seller who was worried about sending me DJ but is fine sending me an excellent picture of Integra - copic markered mind you - beautiful. I've got to send her a gift as a thank you present along with the artist of Solid & Etc. who gave me a free doujin - my goodness, these Japs are so nice about gaijins who are thick-skinned enuff to bug them in bad Jap - or were they trying to get rid of me *ponders*

okay, running late already ...

kiddo and Clow played "trick or treat" at
2/16/2003 08:16:46 AM [link | | ]



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And El, thanks so much *huggles*

kiddo and Clow played "trick or treat" at
2/16/2003 08:12:15 AM [link | | ]



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Political rant:

~ not meant to offend Malaysians and apologies to Reins for being rather testy with the issue yesterday but here goes

Has anyone read the Malaysian PM's "Valentine's Day Message" to Singapore yet? Well I have, both in the Malaysian newspapers and in the Singaporean ones and I'm not pleased. I did not expect politicians, especially when concerning a country with whom you already have strained ties to speak as such. I'm in a rush to finish my work and get back to KL so this is much shorter than I would have been pleased to present -

1. Yeah right of course you'll sell us water, at inequitable prices and in breach of your contracts already entered into, yeah you're great aren't you?
2. You are NOT our big brother. Singaporeans do not consider themselves obliged to trust you for protection or to report to you for instructions. To refresh your memory, it was Malaysia who threw Singapore out.
3. Nice to hear you only want us to come and spend our $ on you ... your reasoning is proposterous - we have to give you our $ coz we're richer? Excuse me I can't help it if you don't want to work as hard and as a result earn less. As I have told my Malaysian friends, Malaysia is almost a paradise on earth. You've got resources we can only dream of and a large population in KL alone as compared to the whole of Singapore ... whose fault is it that your GNP is less?

4. You declare war and then say you're joking ... I'm sorry, there are certain things you cannot joke about.
5. Your potshots at SM and Goh are pathetic. Go ahead, show the letters in which you claim SM and Goh are at odds and that we had agreed to your unreasonable conditions regarding water, the new causeway and etc. I suspect you're keen to erase the embarassment of your letters setting out your previous commitment to the water agreement which you are so fond of reneging every now and then but legally speaking, we were entitled to show the negotiation letters coz there was a contract. Here we don't have a contract vis a vis the new causeway and technically our letters on the matter are without prejudice but go ahead, I'm confident my leaders have better brains than to write in the manner you have suggested they have.

I'm sore about the relations, the Malaysian people I know are nice, hardworking people but it seems their government's policy is to treat my country as a free meal ticket. With all due respect, while I am not the most patriotic of persons, I am disgusted by you. But perhaps it is as you say, we should not take you seriously, in fact probably no one ever, including other countries should too.

~ END RANT
Flame me if you want. But to all Singaporean bloggers, I hope we stand by our land, in a rational, polite, reasonable but FIRM manner.

kiddo and Clow played "trick or treat" at
2/16/2003 08:10:38 AM [link | | ]



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Thursday

UGH!!! I've got to be in KL tomorrow morning and there's no replacement class for Jap lessons on Sunday until after my present class ends :P

Fortunately Reins is going to get NICE tickets for me to nip back to Singapore quickly but still ... why do I do this to myself *groans*

BIG - 7:30 pm tonite ... I've got to do some grocery shopping, more so since I'm going to KL tomorrow so a thousand apologies if I'm a bit late. UGH ... *freaks out*

Alex, I won't be at your hotel but the one next door.

kiddo and Clow played "trick or treat" at
2/13/2003 04:01:46 PM [link | | ]



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Virus warning:

"This Friday, February 14th, is Valentine's Day. Although typically associated with love, it has become a favorite target for virus writers. Yesterday, February 11th, an email message began circulating that directs users to a web site to pickup an e-greeting card. Once at the site, the user is asked to download an 800 KB file that when run adds a .dll file to the Windows directory. No greeting card is displayed.

At this time, it is not know if this is a virus, Trojan or other malicious code, but the email is being analyzed by the Antivirus folks. Since it is an unknown program, it is recommended that the email be deleted, the site not visited and the file not downloaded. Information has been added to the virus database and will be updated as more info is available.

In addition to the above, there is an email circulating with a warning that appears to come from Microsoft. The email directs the user to call a premium rate (translates real expensive) phone number for details. This is not a real vulnerability or patch, merely a way to get people to call a number that they'll be charged and outrageous fee for calling."

kiddo and Clow played "trick or treat" at
2/13/2003 11:57:07 AM [link | | ]



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Hahaha ... am corrupting people in the office with the influence of Hellsing ...

EK watched it and she said it was GOOD ^____^

Whoo hoo - go me!

~ kitten who is aching from playing too much basketball, who has the smell of chocolate stuck on her fingers (when you make chocolate, it takes a day or two for the lingering cocoa smell to go away even with intense scrubbing of hands) and who is barely alive having only slept 3 hours after going thru an engineering contract she should have done earlier and who is wasting precious time by whining on her blog instead of working ...

*sob* thank you El.

kiddo and Clow played "trick or treat" at
2/13/2003 10:53:35 AM [link | | ]



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Wednesday

I lost a doujinshi auction :P

I've got blood spots on my T-shirt, some on the back, some on the sleeves and a bit at the collar.

Weird ~__~;;

kiddo and Clow played "trick or treat" at
2/12/2003 01:27:05 PM [link | | ]



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Tuesday

Okay, I've been a good girl and replaced the bulb, I've put away all sharp objects and am playing Chet Baker instead of some angsty music.

I'm going to be okay, I'm going to be okay ... managed to laugh around and joke with everyone including he who is causing grief and was a perfect angel to client idiot-est.

Sigh ... want doujin still.

Must do work and avoid or minimise coming in ... will make chocolates to cheer self up which means I should start work soon so I can go to Liang Court before they close ^___^

Not sure whether I'll be going to KL next week which is ridiculous coz with the public holiday tomorrow, that leaves me very very little time :P

UGH!!! Good luck for Monday Alex.

BIG gang, so we are going to Kallang Canal and not Sembawang? Can confirm so I can call Serene? 8pm? Where? Fish is correct, we should book in advance for good seats since the place is damn crowded.

And what's with FF net Hellsing: the recent entries are reading like mushy romances and that series is sure no love story.

Not unless you're talking about how much Alucard loves to kill and how much Integra loves to smoke.

There, I've mentioned Alucard, loves and Integra in one sentence without it meaning AxI ... doujin is another thing altogether.

~ kitten, incoherent

kiddo and Clow played "trick or treat" at
2/11/2003 07:17:48 PM [link | | ]



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Random insane thoughts not to be taken seriously:

I have an urge to break the light bulb from my lamp by crushing the bulb in my hand aka snapping wine globet in hand style.

Except that I would probably have to replace the light bulb.

But there would be blood all over the place and I could probably take advantage of the mayhem to pretend to go buy plasters and okay the idea of blood all over is appealing ^__^ except I would spend a bomb cleaning my clothes.

Am going coots. Have thought about alleviating frustration by smoking except El would probably stop bidding for DJ for me if she finds out and it costs. That's why I smoke in KL - it's a lot cheaper there: for something you pay 1.50 ringgit in Malaysia, it'll costs you S$3.50 x 2.2 times at the exchange rate.

It worries me I am beginning to see things purely from an economical point of view :P

I need a shrink ... or lots of doujin *hint hint* ... a vault of gold bars to throw around for the heck of it would also be good $___$

kiddo and Clow played "trick or treat" at
2/11/2003 03:32:32 PM [link | | ]



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Been reading s.log:

I hope I'm not being overly nosy here but since you raised the issue: the law does not actually prevent one from recovering the monies under contracts in conflict with public policies or tainted by illegality e.g. wagering contract or insurance claims where the insured and beneficiary commit joint suicide but the latter survives. The law merely states that the courts will not assist in recovery of the monies in such a case.

As such, where the plaintiff can base his claim on some other facts and not in any way have to deal with the acts that are tainted by illegality or forbidden by public policy, he can succeed on his claim. Example: X lends money to Y and there is no proof X made the loan with the intent to aid gambling between himself and Y altho on a separate ocassion, X won money from Y in a wager.

In any case, the plaintiff is not forbidden to recover the monies if the defendant be willing to repay him: if the defendant wants to repay the loan, the law does not prevent the plaintiff from taking the money.

Example: X Ltd. is a wagering company. It makes a loan to Y for Y to buy chips from X to gamble on Xs premises. In this case, the court will not pass any judgment to say Y must repay the loan made by X. The law does not prevent the gambler from repaying the loan tho' which Y will have to do if he wishes to continue gambling at X's premises.

~ usual caveats and disclaimers apply
~ this is not nor meant to be a legal opinion so blogger am not responsible for any losses incurred by any person making any gambling loans in reliance on the abovementioned opinion

kiddo and Clow played "trick or treat" at
2/11/2003 10:23:14 AM [link | | ]



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Monday

To all Hellsing fans, I find it hard to believe AxC (S) because of this ...

kiddo and Clow played "trick or treat" at
2/10/2003 09:28:27 PM [link | | ]



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I'm so freaking pissed off.

Asshole is at it again. I said I'm innocent. I've got the f*cking mail receipts to prove the letter has been sent. Stop complaining to YL - YL is a lot kinder about it but I don't like him getting the idea I'm mucking. Shit I've should have retorted with "YL do you think I'm like that, afterall I do work for you too."

I'm thinking of asking C not to work with me if he finds my quality of work so disturbing but a perverse part of me says to hang on and to muck it up properly when it counts, afterall, I've been whacked so often for this file perhaps I should mess up - I owe it to the bastard don't I? And part of me wants to see how this turns up, damn my competitive streak but I really want to ride out the storm and laugh back at this one day. I was more upset before this actually - enuff to consider tell the f*cker he should get himself a new associate but I've never been a quitter and a quick call to my mum on how we will be decorating the cactus tonite with little dolls of the idiot is mightily amusing. No it's not black magic but it is sure funny. Dad's a little disturbed by it tho' ^ ^;;

We are definitely decorating the cactus tree tonight, anyone with a cactus is welcomed to join in for laughs: the first one is impaled upon a satay stick in honor of Alucard. At times like this I really wished I was Integra with a powerful bloodcrazy vampire at my beck and call. I can so see it.

Kit: Alucard, tie the bastard to the lamp post in the middle of the road.
Alucard: Yes master.

*3 hours later after pelting the aforesaid asshole with banana peels and what not*

Kit: Okay, you can drink his blood now.
Alucard: :Z

*sigh* if only ... on the bright side, one doujin circle finally answered promising to sell me the doujin direct. Quite cool ... and I do enjoy my Jap classes so that's pretty niffy too. I really thought I left all this rubbish in my first ex-firm and this place is great but for minor problems and C.

If I could I would stuff my giant cactus down his slimy throat.

~ kit who is gripping like crazy

kiddo and Clow played "trick or treat" at
2/10/2003 04:46:22 PM [link | | ]



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Kim one of your links lead to a page where my compy informs me that the file in question that needs to be downloaded is virus infected.

Don't wish to start a panic fest but you might want to check your compy. It's the link about Schu.

kiddo and Clow played "trick or treat" at
2/10/2003 03:14:55 PM [link | | ]



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You are: Nico-type .

Analysis:

You are stylish and smooth with an air of exotic mystery. You are like the Thai or Moroccan cafe on a block of Burger Kings. You are the tigerlily in a field of daisies. You are the black suede duster on a rack of cheap windbreakers. You are the wasabi in the sushi bar of love.

Chances are, you already know this. Chances are, you are already very aware of your seductive and sensual powers. Chances are, you are already planning on who to use them on next, at this very minute. To revisit the food theme, you see life as a buffet and you'd like to try a little of everything.

On the other hand, you are alos a little like Burger King, you like things "your way". Luckily, you are very creative and spontaneous, and therefore not a soul would object, as whatever you have planned is bound to be incredibly fun. And pleasurable.

People are naturally drawn to your magnetism. They may be confused by your outward quiet appearance, at times, but in essence, people know automatically that they want to be with you. And what's more, you can decide easily whether or not it will work out, because you are incredibly intuitive and clued in to yourself and what you want and what you don't care for. You are an observer, a good judge of character. You easily see people for exactly who they are.

When it comes to love, you need someone who can keep up with you, men.

~ HAHAHA ... *rolls on ground laughing*
Brain: She's going to pay when the deadlines approach *sigh*

kiddo and Clow played "trick or treat" at
2/10/2003 12:22:53 PM [link | | ]



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kakashi-sensei *glomp*

Woman, happy V-day in advance. May you get lots of Zoro ^____^

kiddo and Clow played "trick or treat" at
2/10/2003 12:16:50 PM [link | | ]



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Sei has a nice pretty layout, go look.

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2/10/2003 12:14:43 PM [link | | ]



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Named after the famous bloodsucker killer, my bear Baygon sits ontop of my dictaphone, smoking a cigar, wearing glasses and a blue bow.

And I deny I'm obsessed with Integra *chuckles madly*

I'm bored. I'm swamped with work but I'm bored and I want to be doing silly things like teasing friends, drawing and behaving like a law student again ... waiiiiii!!!!

Practice is good but me am bored. Had a dream I tied a few people to the lamp-posts in the middle of the street and pelted them with banana peels. Yes, we all know who will be tied up there no *winks*

That's the oddest dream in the month, the close second is the dream of me floating down a canal, face upwards watching the sky turn from pretty blue to a midnite velvet sequined sky.

To top it off I just need one of me drenched in blood and just sitting there watching the world go by all bloodied.

OK, even I think I need help :P you don't even want to hear about the dreams I had as a kid ... at the age of 4 I knew I was mental *sobs*

Brain: Before you embarass yourself further, back to work ... back to work ...
Listening to: Chemistry, Second to None album

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2/10/2003 11:50:40 AM [link | | ]



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Meia, I found this manga entitled Mythical Detective Loki special edition, Raganok edition or something like that at Kino Liang Court. Do you know if there is a second "season" for MDL?

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2/10/2003 09:05:37 AM [link | | ]



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Saturday

Boku to kanojyo no XXX which is ai morinaga's new manga is hilarious!!!

A girl who behaves like a boy and a boy who behaves like a girl accidentally switch bodies due to the bungling antics of the girl's granddaddy. In typical morinaga style, the manga is funny, well paced and quirky. Troubles pile for our heroine and hero or is it vice versa as they find their ex-best friends falling for them in their new bodies. I am going to die laughing ...

Buy I demand you reader, buy ... SF got your SMS ... that's so cool.

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2/8/2003 07:00:19 PM [link | | ]



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Before I start, to all and any American lawyers out there, this is not intended to offend you but I just had to gripe.

To my colleagues (the new ones) at this firm:

I can't help notice a general strange obssession with impressions. I understand you won't want to look like a ratbag when you work but the fake accents, the one man up showmanship sucks. Okay, if you're angmoh I guess you'll speak like one but the accent thingee is aimed at the non-ang mohs. I know it's fake coz when you speak to clients over the phone it's different :P

Of course it doesn't help you hold your after work conferences outside my room and go on loudly about the pubs you're going to go tonite in your most nasal tones. I don't know whether you are hoping I'll beg to be able to join you or if I'll have that look of awe as to how happening you are but go away, you're distracting me from work or blogging and it should be a hint that I'm blasting all my J pop to drown out your mindless drivel.

And stop telling me how lucky I am to be now one of your big establishments, this includes my HK colleagues and their sickening tone which makes me feel like the poor country bumpkin cousin here to visit. I don't think there is any difference between you and local lawyers. From the way I see it, you're largely air-headed idiots with egos the size of mount Everest. I can see your nostrils yes so stop stop flaring up and puffing up as you embark on your "kind social handout" visits to us. Go soak your heads you big idiots we don't need to hear how great it is that we're now finally "in the league". A lawyer is judged by his work not his namecard.

I don't feel inferior to you. I will not adopt your superior complex. People are people, the coffee lady is a finer specimen of a human being than you pompous fools. In all fairness I've got my flaws and you have your strengths but a maddening view that you are superior to local lawyers is not something I'll adopt thank you very much. I've never thought of any lawyer as being inferior just because they practice in smaller firms, I only say a lawyer is an idiot when he acts like one.

~ End of rant

I still like my work but I don't understand, are all international outfits like this? And my client's being a bitch again. It's tiring to deal with opponents and a client who insists on sabotaging you ... she's got a major stick up her ass.

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2/8/2003 12:38:20 PM [link | | ]



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Friday

I'm bleeding ... damn, it tastes good.

Just joking *shrugs*

Hellsing MS updated ... am suicidal. Lots of work but obviously not doing work right ...

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2/7/2003 07:15:40 PM [link | | ]



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Quite a good haul last nite at the /Canal/

The Brain in the Gutter Club meets regularly at the Canal ... beat that.

Was lelonging SF sama fan club tickets (lelong = selling) much to the chargin of the poor abused Sanzo abuse club president. *huggles SF*

El as usual was a doll - thanks dearie. I got your SMS. I'll buy it later, how do I pass the stuff to you tho?

Most fortunately that lovely stack of doujin was delivered to our meeting place before we got there. El does that circle have a webpage? Their saiyuki stuff is so cute.

Was good meeting up with you guys Alex, fish, SF, El, Ange and Serene - yes 'fish, hopefully Melissa can join us the next time.

Ah well, change of secretary ... hmph, this is the 5th in 2 and a half years of practice, for the record it's my bosses who are always changing my secretary. I haven't had a secretary who has quit on me yet :P

On one perverse hand, it's not so bad since you've done it before. On the other hand I am getting so sick of this. My poor ex-secretary is a bit worried ... my boss had better assure her since he started the mess by playing "musical chairs".

Talk later, got to prepare for work ... and may be in KL again pretty soon. HK is postponed so *phew*

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2/7/2003 10:58:10 AM [link | | ]



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Thursday

Good grief mercies on us

No-N-Sense has been updated and Chapter 5 is being revised.

No El, Mina is not going to appear in this one ... I think you'll find the plot for this story most interesting. Not necessarily good but it'll be different ^___^

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2/6/2003 01:00:23 PM [link | | ]



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El, SF - if I may have the honor of reviews for this?

*looks hopefully*

Any other Hellsing fans want to help proof/beta read?

~ El I got my Hellsing doujin and I'll pass yours to you at the Canal tonite. Will be collecting Salty Dog - imagine a bunch of girls giggling over 4 violent bishies at a canal while worshipping a ZS issue 1.

PS: Goldfish, don't forget the bish sacrifice ^___^

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2/6/2003 09:58:27 AM [link | | ]



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Wednesday

Goldfish, SF, El can you guys agree on where to meet in the Canal and can someone update Serene on the place to meet - can someone SMS her when the place is fixed?

She says Salty Dog 2 will be out tomorrow so I'll pick it up after work for all of us? How many copies am I looking at?

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2/5/2003 08:31:41 PM [link | | ]



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hmmm ... have to behave now :P but it was expected

nah, they can make me dance the dance during office hours but I'm a free nut after six *cheers*

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2/5/2003 03:01:47 PM [link | | ]



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Tuesday

SF if Thurs is not too good for you guys let me know tho' I can see my oniichan on Saturday. I've got new namecards *beams* We should have fortnightly canal meetings ^__^ yes no?

El, I've not smoked since KL ~__~;; I know, got ciggie no doujin but I've been a good girl really ^___^ Thanks for helping and I'll keep you posted on the contact when she reverts but if we could bug your friend's contact too. *evil grin* I'll try Dec but I can't guarantee anything until closer Nov.

Going home now, will report early tomorrow since I'm hardly getting anything done really.

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2/4/2003 09:39:23 PM [link | | ]



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SF - Canal on Friday? I'm talking to Eline. She says Wed is no good. Thurs and Friday is good for her but Friday is the day I go smoke crack with my oniichan ... Thurs better for me?

So how ^___^

Chocolates on Valentines?

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2/4/2003 09:08:53 PM [link | | ]



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Mura have I mentioned your layout is so cute ^__^

Kimmie's too.

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2/4/2003 07:44:00 PM [link | | ]



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Yes in less than one day, I've had a minor crisis, 2 hilarious incidents, a mad capper, 3 frantic hunts for lost items and now lunch with friends tomorrow.

Absolutely so me.

Now to call boss in US and give him the not so good news :P

My room is a riotous mess. KB is certain my room is an absolute world wonder ~__~;;

Watched "About a Boy" with cousins over the weekend. Hugh Grant's accent is to die for - even if he ain't as cute as he was in 4 Weddings.

Me and my English obsession (see Clow and Integra for examples)

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2/4/2003 07:10:10 PM [link | | ]



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At my new place ... lots of boxes to unpack *groans*

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2/4/2003 09:42:08 AM [link | | ]



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Sunday

At my aunt's house.

Spent this new year out of my "not so close" relative's way - good for us all. Had dinner with cousins - cool ... got to get off compy ... feel bad about using it for so long but yes me was at yahoo.jp sussing out Integra doujin.

Anyone has the direct link for mangadarake?

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2/2/2003 11:03:28 PM [link | | ]



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... how long will it be before I lose control
... how long will it be before he finds me?
... oh preserve my soul, preserve my pride
Preserve my sanity thru this nite ...