2 August 1996

12:29pm -- Quick thought

The Trust Revelation came to me like someone removing glasses I never knew were on! I had been walking around for years in nearly opaque glasses, never realizing how much my core distrust of myself distorted everything I experienced.

When those dark glasses were removed from my eyes, I could see everything so clearly, I noticed important details I had never seen before. And fortunately everything that Sharyn and I have worked on made everything fall into place so quickly, that there is no reason to beat myself up for "wasting so much time". The time wasn't wasted, because everything has taught me something important.

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