this is work in progress or homilies or miscellaneous items

that don't warrant a page by themselves

or seem to fit better here



pending poems  index



chronological order is from the bottom to the top of the page



audio files can be complemented by listening to them  with the eyes closed !


















we live in an unusual period of advanced and coherent biological  knowledge
















 huang  po  wasn't enlightened  : o)  :o(
















masturbation, some can argue it's better than the trouble that the opposite sex brings  :o) :o(


audio
















the catholic church is all hypocrisy and fraud, look at the way cardinal ratzinger who became pope benedict the sixteenth endorsed the inquisition's treatment of galileo


v2


  “ the church at the time of galileo kept much more closely to reason than did galileo himself, and she took into consideration the ethical and social consequences of galileo's teaching too. her verdict against galileo was rational and just, and the revision of this verdict can be justified only on the grounds of what is politically opportune ” 


the above quote is by paul  feyerabend, who i don't disagree with entirely, not in the context of galileo, but his rejection of universal methodological rules


cardinal ratzinger  “quoted this quote”  approvingly  (being the most senior person in the   congregation of arseholes  !)


ratzinger being pope was bad mistake for the catholic church, being heavily gay and mentally toxic, tho with some charisma !, but they are doomed through hierarchical rigidity, the cardinal system seems incapable of electing anyone young enough to be be effective and not still bound in pre ww2 views  :o)
















the catholic church is hypocrisy and fraud, look at the way cardinal ratzinger who became pope benedict the sixteenth endorsed the inquisition's treatment of galileo


v1
















we live in an unusual period of biological  knowledge
















i'm not sure gender  blurring  easily breaks down into percentages of one or the other, it's very lumpy with deep canyons  :/; o )


the estrogen might be saving him from the usual autistic spectrum fate  (collapsing health)  as he gets older !


i think he's doing the estrogen for a health reason


wonder what form estrogen he's using?


maybe he was having bad weight loss?


o'brien  II
















evan shaw  asks


 for curiosities sake, how is pantheism illogical?


my  reply


i got quite interested in pantheism because of the very brutal and murderous way the catholic church executed giordano bruno, basically for pantheist views ! (and being successful at promulgating them lol)


the problem with pantheism is a rather subtle theological and philosophical point, the question to which everything is in identity with and excluded from god !


neo-advaita and non-duality are sorta a crimped pan theism and i guess the current physics and astrophysics with its attempts at a  theory of everything  is more directly pan theist


so the pan theist argument or view is that the universe is god and i guess in a more general sense that existance is god


but generally in my observation existance is not god but the exclusion of god, a sort of parallelism to god, not entirely not of but basically excluded


it's the identity of ourselves with god in existance and non existance that is important and this is the basic mystical and poetic view point !


of course the masses bleat whatever they are told and pollute the world with their atrocious rubbish, but this is the nature of reality and existance ................... : o(
















these homilies


all


expand


and fold


away


like


   fractals !

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o


)


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these homilies


all


expand


and fold


away


like


fractals !


:


o


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these homilies


all


expand


and fold


away


like


fractals !
















these homilies


all


fold


and expand


away


like


   fractals !
















these homilies


all


fold


away


like


   fractals !
















these homilies


all


fold


away


like


fractals !
















these homilies all fold


away


like


   fractals !
















 these homilies all fold away like fractals !
















non duality ‑  neo advaita,  mental retards,  not quite mad because to be that stupid you have to stay inside boundaries !


madness at least has the advantage of going outside boundaries and


hence


is


more


 intelligent
















non duality ‑  neo advaita,  mental retards,  not quite mad because to be that stupid you have to stay inside boundaries !


madness at least has the advantage of going outside boundaries and hence


is


more


intelligent
















non duality ‑  neo advaita,  mental retards,  not quite mad because to be that stupid you have to stay inside boundaries  !  :/; o)
















 the female view of the male is he is her property and there to do things for her !  :  o(
















the female view of the male is   he is her property  and there to do things for her !
















 the female view of the male is he is her property and there to do things ! :o)  :  o(
















the female view of the male is  he is her property  and there to do things
















brad warner, another of the doomed,  it's nothing personal,  it's a club : o)  : o(


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brad warner, another of the doomed,  it's nothing personal,  it's a club : o(  : o)


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brad warner, another of the doomed, it's nothing personal,  it's like a club


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brad warner, another of the doomed, it's nothing personal


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an end to end telephone conversation, going nowhere, going somewhere : o(  : o)


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06
















an end to end telephone conversation, going nowhere  : o)  : o(


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an end to end telephone conversation,  going nowhere, going somewhere : o)  : o(


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an end to end telephone conversation,  going no where


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an end to end telephone conversation,  going no where


01
















  god   PCBs  in inks and pigments !  : o (
















an unusual  face  : o (


something very unusual and brutally sentimental about it below the eyes !


  “ ram bai, mother of ram singh, the driver of the bus in which a young woman was gang-raped and fatally injured three months ago, wails inside her house at ravi das camp in new delhi march 11, 2013. ram singh hanged himself in his jail cell, prison authorities said.. ”


( from  reuters )
















unreal,  saw a tas devil in the garden  (10.45pm ! quite dark!)


it must have been after the wallaby carcass i had left for the cats from the shooting the night before !


i did see two cats bolt for the garage   and safety i presume  a bit later  :  o)
















thermal receipt paper still a  problem !
















frozen brains, concrete skulls, whatever ..................................... : o (
















frozen brains, concrete skulls  whatever ..................................... : o (
















evan shaw writes


the   higgs boson  is an important puzzle piece, but it's still just a particle in a larger system. another effect that causes, not the first cause.


my


reply


an effect of what, causing what?  contextless generalities have the faintest heft of what comes prior to first causes but that's about it :o)


weight requires meaningful context :o)


now to make sense of this you need context : o)  and there is none :o)


evan shaw replies


well i'd say its an effect of Purpose, and apparently it causes mass. but it's part of the equation, not the equation itself.


my reply


well it validates the  “standard model”  of physics as being basically correct, so in that sense is  “part of the equation”,  however the issue of the equation itself as it pertains to  “creation”  is how such a coherent working system can arise since obviously, unlike biological phenomena it cannot have evolved since there is no mechanism for it, but must have winked out and into existence as one of a multitude of possible states, the inconceivably overwhelming majority of which have NO capacity to develop or lay the ground conditions for the development of something which can self observe !


our present universe can self observe through giving rise to conditions of physics which enable biological evolution


that one state amongst an infinite multitude of non self observing states can exist has a parallelism with infinity and god but is still a dead end imo and doesn't relate as a union of physics/astro physics with the afore mentioned, such a union would validate pantheism which is a theological and heterodox error


heraclitus was talking in an inspired and quite coherent fashion about god and infinity, yet had the traditional greek (at the time) view of how the universe and physics was, which seems ludicrous to our modern understanding


tho we have very different approaches, i don't feel we are in disagreement, since what we think comes from some native sense or sympathy to what it is about and not the normal estranged human condition which leads them to blather all sorts of unseeing nonsense :o)


so i think it's one of these you can and can't say, is and is not of infinity and god, the usual self-destroying and self concealing recursive loop  :o(  :o)
















the lord came to me,    made me holy,  i'm a holy man,   so he gave me these  sounds
















the lord came to me,  made me holy,  i'm a holy man, so he gave me these  sounds
















brad warner,  if you have to ban me from your  blog , then you are a fake !


talk


only
gets


you


so


far


that's


the


whole problem


with
religion


hypocritical


  T A L K !


that's how it goes, the claim of truth in one breath,


followed in the


next


by


absolute/


arrant


B


U


L


L


S


H


I


T


the claim of openness and the reality of exclusion  : o (

:


o


(


)


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actually to be fair to brad i was thinking as much of the new pope francis and the catholic church as him


brad's wimpishness, hedonism and mediocre talents  (my god what a tin ear ! ;o)  along with some authenticity lack the virulence and malevolence of the catholic church at the height of its powers  (it's a has been now)


so i guess that's two sorts of fake,  institutional malevolence versus personal incompetence and flakery : o)
















if an adolescent of  14  (from 1:50)  understands the paramount value of dealing with  and not excluding  what you don't like, why is every zen teacher so lacking in this paramount skill,  those censorious bastards/idiots?
















a controlled  hallucinogen  : o)
















i am careful to put these homilies and eileen's poems in the exact order they were written


from the bottom of the page to the top of course :  o)
















the BCD and compendium are right on the  button  for avoiding heart disease !


bascially dr. william davis is  saying  that eliminating grains, including whole grains drastically reduces small particle LDL


he also emphasises the needs for good thyroid function, both issues covered in depth by the BCD and compendium


go you statin swallowing morons  : 0 )


the first half of the talk by dr. orina belton is a very good overview of the condition !
















zen and religion generally is like a crayfish trap  you can never quite get out of  and have to walk your way out spline by spline : o(
















zen and religion generally is like a crayfish trap you can never get out of and have to walk your way out spline by spline : o(
















a peggy jiyu‑kennet quote mangled by brad warner : o(


if you don’t want to be grabbed by god don’t stare at a wall.  definitely don’t sit still


my


reply


  morons who sit facing a wall will end up thinking they got grabbed by god ! : o(
















you too, will continue for a while, then cease

:


o


)


(
















you too, will continue for a while, then cease : o ) (
















you too, will continue for a while, then cease
















one of my basic approaches is  defeating  moles before they become large or invasive enough to require reconstructive surgery, for example  on the  nose  !


of course the nose is mostly cartilage !

















if there's an illusion out there, it's that things add up, but they never do, you always have to bear the full brunt to look at things sanely and act sanely

:


o


)

:


o


(

:


o


(

:


o


)


fucking bloody hell !
















if there's an illusion out there, it's that things add up, but they never do, you always have to bear the full brunt to look at things sanely and act sanely

:


o


)

:


o


(

:


o


(

:


o


)


fucking bloody hell !
















if there's an illusion out there, it's that things add up, but they never do, you always have to bear the full brunt to look at things sanely and act sanely    : o)  : o(  : o(  : o)   fuckin bloody hell 


07
















if there's an illusion out there, it's that things add up, you always have to bear the bull brunt,  orh  FUCK YOU


05p5
















if there's an illusion out there, it's that things add up, they never do,  you always have to bear the full brunt


05
















if there's an illusion out there, it's that things add up, they never do


04
















there's an illusion out there, that things add up, they never do


03
















housewives,  the disorganized poor : o)  : o(
















housewives,  the disorganized poor, lol don't ask me what that means, just came to mind as i was lying in bed !
















housewives, the disorganized poor, lol don't ask me what that means, just came to mind as i was lying in bed


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housewives,  the disorganized poor


v1
















evan, you might be interested in reading  henry  brocken,  one of the great works of english literature imo and like your writing is really into this synthesizing of imaginary literary landscapes :o)


obviously goethe was into it too !


speaking of goethe,  his    italian  journey   is one of his best books along of course with faust :o)


my


recommended


book


list
















tattoos can cause allergy problems, I wouldn't get any  more !


i have to say I don't actually see the point of yoga and why get the usual inducted long term joint, tendon and cartilage damage!


these people in the  (exercise?)  game  are so concealing of the problems  : o ( )


“ full lotus forces external hip rotation, and may damage the ligaments and cartilage around the knees ”


sadie  nardini
















 the open secret   by   evan shaw


all is quiet in the valley of ilm

goethe tosses sand across wet ink

ruby wax sealed without a care,

he leans back in chair, - - and

drifts out the nearby window

rotating above, in constant motion

lunar trots that luminous path

as a fleet of clouds move away



“ancient chaldeans charted sky to learn,

the north star takes turns.”



he grabs brown coat, places hand

atop shakespeare bust, then heads to

the white swan. seated at a round table,

wilhelm meister manuscript by side,

schiller joins. and pours a glass of rhine wine:



“what flows up within, i shall begin, --

using chain that runs through

ye dissect the intellect, since time immemorial

hidden source it has kept. as elusive as

mnemosyne's daughters, it stays.

how do you unveil its ways?”



“each is given a shifting crystal ball

at birth. we turn it this way and that,

amused here, puzzled by inscription there.

the crystal itself never changes, just shows its

many sides. look at it, but put it aside,

and just be, for now.”



lady von lorenz, hops on goethe's lap:


“the one that eludes name

some sages dare proclaim

built this exploration game”



“yea as above, so the smallest speck

look at all the ways it interconnects.”



“tell me, where lies purpose?”


“a long-held desire grabs your attention.

water seeds; climb a tree!

so like zacchaeus you may see.

that the threads we weave,

last for eternity.”



all was quiet in the valley of ilm

and so, -- while candle dripped

goethe dreamed he found the urpflanze.



my   replies


the river ilm


lies within


amidst ink and sand


  there i stand !


or


the river ilm


flows  within


amidst ink and sand


  there i stand !


or


the river ilm


lies within


there amidst ink and sand


   i stand  : o )


or


the river ilm


lies within


there amidst ink and sand


   so i stand  : o )


or


the river ilm


lies


within


amidst


ink


and


sand


there


i


stand !
















the river ilm


lies within


amidst ink and sand


there i stand !
















it just amazes me how so very few are able to converse in a reasonable and intelligent fashion  : o( !


eileen  replies


yeah for sure


all got their own agenda


fantasy life they've constructed


my  reply


\: oℵ   yeah


eileen's  reply


amazing how many sheep there are


∂ : o∫
















 just having a reasonable discussion on the web, how many people can do that?


they


are


such
a


tangle


of


egoic


concern

:


o


(
















 just having a reasonable discussion on the web, how many people can do that?


they


are


such
a


tangle


of


egoic


concern


:


o


(
















dogen's usual schizophrenic rambling, but a useless  translation  !


you just go around and around in circles mike cause you are too afraid of not looking good :o)


ed.  he  (mike  dicko  port)  deleted the comment above, unfortunately this seems to be normal behavior for these so called  enlightened ones supposedly beyond life and death and they can't cope with constructive criticism !


who do they think they are fooling?
















she sliced through the heart for a quick  humane  kill but really i think it's important to bleed them first !
















 the creation of adam by michelangelo


typical !


god


does


the


work


while


adam


sits


on


his


arse


there is a theory by dr. meshberger that the background figures and shapes portrayed behind the figure of god are an anatomically accurate picture of the human brain
















   north korea,  the chinese friend  that turned out to be the enemy  : o)


beijing is closer than tokyo ! : o )
















   north korea,  the chinese friend  that turned out to be the enemy  : o)
















the friend that turned out to be the enemy : o)
















the friend that turned out to be the enemy
















interestingly the spinal cord    has non visual photoreceptors in  which means the cells in it can respond to sunlight and i think that getting some strong sunlight on the lower back helps with lower back problems !


also the brain and testicles have these photoreceptors, and strong sun on the head improves mood  (don't get sunstroke !)  and in the case of the testicles it increases the testosterone levels which stops the formation of breasts and really improves cardiovascular function !



the human gene OPN3 encodes opsin 3 (encephalopsin, panopsin) bBlackshaw s and snyder sh, 1999). it is strongly expressed in brain and testis with features of a classical photoreceptive opsin. the human gene OPN5 encodes opsin 5, which is expressed in the eye, brain, testes, and spinal cord (tarttelin ee et al, 2003)




a correspondent asks


sounds plausible, but if the photoreceptors are in the brain and spinal cord, how does light reach them?




my reply


i think there’s two avenues, some light does go through bone, not much, but possibly enough to be picked up by photoreceptors, the beauty of strong sunlight is it has very high energy levels and a broad spectrum of light including red and near-infrared, so who knows what goes through, but the photoreceptors will be tuned to that of course by evolution, possibly to produce growth factors over summer?


the other avenue is that the sutures in the skull and connective tissue in the spine act as a sort of light pipe, this is actually a fact because there is a transcranial red and near-infrared  therapy  for stroke, neurological/degenerative disease and traumatic brain injury that uses red/infrared leds strapped over the sutures on the skull that brings very significant improvement and is due to the red/infrared energising the mitochondria in the outer portions of the brain


unfortunately when the treatment is stopped the beneficial effect is lost !


i have wondered if men going bald or having crew cuts is chasing this effect?


that testosterone production in the testicles is responsive to sunlight seems to be known by the bodybuilding community, which is not the macho driven activity one might think, but low testosterone and growth hormone men who are partly feminized  (hence the female emphasis on display!)  looking for improvements in their hormones



















wright’s  law,  first formulated in 1936


it holds that progress increases with experience  —  specifically, that each percent increase in cumulative production in a given industry results in a fixed percentage improvement in production efficiency


you can see this with flat panel computer monitors, the huge increases in functionality and price/performance with massively increasing volume over about 6 years : o)


i was going to say  “capitalism at its best”  but it's also a fundamental dynamic of socialist economies with their restricted product ranges but huge volumes of production : o )
















life is cruel and it's


cruel


to


you
















life is cruel and it's


cruel


to


you

:


o


)


(
















life is cruel and it's


cruel


to


you
















i have to say i am the world's biggest hypocrite when it comes to advice about working, my reality goes like this


avoid paid work at all costs !
















i have to say i'm the world's biggest hypocrite when it comes to advice about working, my reality is


avoid paid work at all costs !


v2
















i have to say i'm the world's biggest hypocrite when it comes to advice about working,  my reality goes like this


avoid paid work at all costs !


v1
















   Andrew the buddha replies to   dicko  port


if you and adam need me censored neither of you are enlightened cause you can't cut the ice in dharma combat !!!!!!!!!!!!!!


  edgy indeed,  certainly boring and stupid :o)


humility begins seeing where you are wrong, but oh, you teach arrogance :o)
















woman's need for love and the partial ability of the male to deliver and the complete ability of children to absorb


v2
















woman's need for love and the only partial ability of the male to deliver and the complete ability of children to absorb


v1
















i was waiting in the supermarket queue at the ulverstone woolworths and startled the young man next to me by cracking a bag of ice down on the handrail to rest my game shoulder...............


he said that surprising loud noises really startled him and made him jump and i said, yeah, same for me and he said he zoned out in carparks and i knew he was a kindred spirit.................


he was holding a packet/small tray of donuts with a clear plastic over them, they had garishly coloured icing and specks and he was saying how good these were


i pointed to the red coloured dots saying this colour sent a friend of mine's daughter up the wall


and he said yeah , same thing happened to him as a child and he also mentioned he now had diabetes  (he was 25 ?)  which he hinted was unfair


i suggested he go to a health store and see if he could get some  chromium 


he said yeah,  it had been recommended to him


he moved to the counter, didn't have enough cash and had to go out to his car to get more .................


after checking out i passed him and we smiled at each other and no doubt i will never see him again !
















life's inexorable moving forward bus


sometimes


i


feel


i


just


want


to


say


let


me


off


PERMANENTLY !
















it's all self taught, wether you call it zen, or islam/sufi or another religion or poetry or philosophy or writing,  it's still self taught
















it's all self taught, wether you call it zen, or islam/sufi or another religion or poetry or philosophy or writing, it's all self taught
















it's all self taught, wether you call it zen, or another religion or poetry or philosophy or writing of any sort, it's still self taught


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it's all self taught, wether you call it zen, or poetry or philosophy, it's all self taught


03
















it's all self taught, wether you call it zen, or poetry or philosophy doesn't matter, it's still self taught


02
















advaita,  neo adviata,  are just sex mad Retards, that's a big   R   for retard
















advaita, neo adviata, are just sex mad Retards, that's a big   R   for retard


audio
















all this fuss in zen about this semi-rapist behavior of joshu sasaki,  it's because he was considered one of the best and most subtle and sophisticated teachers   ha ha  and if he didn't understand who did? well that's the reality, he didn't understand, he was a fraud and all modern zen is a fraud


  GET IT ! ? 


audio
















all this fuss in zen about this semi-rapist behavior of joshu sasaki,  it's because he was considered one of the best and most subtle and sophisticated teachers   ha ha  and if he didn't understand who did? well that's the reality, he didn't understand, he was a fraud and all modern zen is a fraud, GET IT ! ?


audio
















sergei eisenstein      ivan the terrible  part 3


autistic genius


got stalin and a criticism of the soviet system written all over it i am afraid : o( )


no wonder they destroyed  (most!)  of it : o(
















sergei eisenstein    ivan the  terrible  part 3   autistic genius


got stalin and a criticism of the soviet system written all over it i am afraid : o( )


no wonder they destroyed  (most!)  of it : o(