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mossy mcsharry comments on

Andrew, are you high on any foreign substance? ;) I have no idea what you are saying. I have no issue with you personally. I'm sure you are a fine human being. But you make no sense man. Unto your self perhaps. Ahh.. That's it. You're a mystic. Could you do this over and try to communicate your poem and explanation in a more articulate, comprehensive manner? My black cat, Joshu, just left the room, without finishing his tea. It's his way of telling us to put it all down. All this, thinking mind.

well do you notice that your reply is self centered and ill mannered? you don't understand therefore i must be high ( I don't even drink coffee !)

it's not explainable in a simpler way, you have felt what it is about which is why you replied, it draws you, yet to understand it requires where you cannot go with your self-assurance about your knowledge of the world !

your world is a cat, a buddha statue and karate, mine is the purl of that water :o)

mossy mcnarry replies

Andrew. You take yourself much too seriously. I was not being deliberately unkind. It's difficult to understand you. Self centered? Ill mannered? No. Honest. Your pride gives no room for play or criticism. Drink tea. A clairvoyant, you know all about my life. It only consists of cats and statues. You are far superior. Your world is the *purl* of that water and I'm just a waste. Your way of speech is mumbled, like you talk to yourself. Stay in that water now. Someday I hope I reach your heights

you are offended at a bit of real dealing? you are pretending to an understanding you don't have and can't cope with being shown up !

“drink tea” and “thinking mind” you have the zen clichés down pat, but you know it's just stupidity !

to be fair you have at least replied, most zensters are so totally mice they run at the first sign of trouble ! : o()

mossy mcnarry replies

Dear son of Dogen, I am writing on behalf of the human race to pay homage to your infinite wisdom, unsurpassed expression of poetry and great insights into human nature. That said, I hardly take anyone who puts egotistical videos of themselves on Youtube, reading their own poetry no less, (!) seriously, at all. You are slightly delusional. There is no zen by the way. Get rid of zen and you'll find Zen. Look! I see a great light burning afar off! Oh, it's just Andrew, angry again at the world.

i'm slightly delusional for reading my own poetry ? toss the human race to your cat! there is zen btw, just very rare in any sort of real form

yeah I burn all my life and so do you, the difference being I have got a few things sorted out and you are mired in mental dullness, clichés and stupidity : o()

what pisses me off about you shits is you never do anything creative or original yourself and and act like demons when you get upset because you are shown that clichés and rote uncritical learning of bullshit like what passes for zen means you are just stupid victims of a con game that you then try to pass onto everyone else : o) (

it's funny how much you can tell about some-one from their amazon book reviews, he's polite enough to the second rate authors he sucks up too : o) (

now i've put him through the wringer he'll slink away like the rest, game, but not enough brains to see he's not up to the mark : o )

i see he has sport and martial art injury problems, if he had any sense he would read up the compendium a bit on the subject and ask about a few things, but these know-it-all half dead never have any hope in my experience................... doomed to cripple on until they snuff it : o(

the real mossy mcsharry/michael b. foley pimping a menthol based analgesic cream in one of his amazon reviews...........!

“ I have spent over 30 years involved in impact sports and martial arts. My body was once diagnosed as multiple body trauma Sprains, fractures, tears, herniated discs, surgery.. ”

my little home-made uvb lamp has been alife saver for me this winter : o )

interestingly most enviromental mercury is anthropogenic (sourced from man's activities !) going back to 2000 bce !

it bounces between the various compartments of the atmosphere, land and ocean before eventually becoming lockedup in mineral form which can take thousands of years !

one of the implications is that since enviromental mercury is now 6 times what it was in 2000 bce, mercury levels in fish are much higher than what we have been evolutionarily designed to tolerate so caution is needed when eating fish/seafood with a focus on reducing the size of the fish and quantity eaten to get the best nutritional value versus mercury dose, also taking into account what sort of fish, where it comes from and the size and location of its prey and hence the degree of bioaccumulation of mercury!

arsenic is another toxic mineral prevalent in seafood !

it is advisable to have fish and seafood in the diet as they are good sources of many valuable nutrients so it's a question minimizing the toxic heft from mercury and arsenic ! : o ( )

brad, that's PANTHEISM !

the water along the sengawa river is clear and the trees add a restful leafy beauty, why have you since immersed yourself in mud?

“ what is the point of doing all this work? ”

what if we were more than characters in a novel and never discovered it?

Buddhism is a faith based religion because it believes that buddha was an historical person which is NOT TRUE !

faith always ends up as a lie because it is out of touch with mutable reality which needs that constant contact to keep on track and not the usual religious compartmentalization and distance from any real dealing with what it's about : o(

brad, I don't know why you are so stupid , you can build up Buddhism to any voynich fiction you like, but the audience has vacated to neo-adviata/non-duality !

no audience means no money so why not cast this bullshit off and get it right?

how long can you keep bussing the restaurant tables at tassajara in august? one day your joints will go or you will look just plain too old and they will give your application the boot !

not even wanted by a slave labour outfit like the san francisco zen center

you are only driving yourself there through being spread too thin non-productively, plain stupidity about life and censoring out what you don't want to know

interestingly, san francisico isnamed for st. francis of assisi.

“ in 1776, the spanish settled the tip of the peninsula, establishing a fort at the golden gate and a mission ”

adam tebbe and brad warner, blocking my comments on sweeping zen and the hard core zen blog is a perversion of what zen is about, you may not think of yourselves as perverts but you are

adam tebbe and brad warner, blocking my comments on sweeping zen and the hard core zen blog is a perversion of what zen is about, you may not think of yourselves as perverts but you are !

adam tebbe and brad warner, blocking my comments on sweeping zen and the hard core zen blog is a perversion of what zen is about, you may not think of yourselves as perverts but you are !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

adam tebbe, blocking my comments on sweeping zen is a perversion of what zen's about , you may not think of yourself as a pervert but you are !

the rigidity of schizophrenia is the human condition : o ( !

the rigidity of schizophrenia is the human condition : o ) (

the rigidity of schizophrenia is the human condition : o ) : o (

the rigidity of schizophrenia is the human condition

schopenhauer really disliked hegel, i do agree about hegel and voynich, but hegel does have his highlights of sense and depth, perhaps a more artistic/visual dimension that schopenhauer had little feeling for, despite or because he was the much greater philosopher?

the most consistent approach to “ ethical ” is to simply look from some-one elses point of view !

this gives sympathy and understanding to the situation while avoiding the pitfall of making yourself a servant of some-one elses wishes, life and benefit :o)

the rigidity of schizophrenia is the human condition : o (

the rigidity of schizophrenia is the human condition : o ) ( !

the rigidity of schizophrenia is the human condition

schizophrenia is the human condition : o(

schizophrenia is the human condition

andy murray knows how to get into the serves before actually serving, little preps by spinning the handle and bouncing the ball off the ground ! it's interesting to watcha game at this level; it's won mostly in the serves followed by some “ chess like ” longer exchanges : o)

noitce the black stripes on jerzy janowicz's right arm he's injured !

lateral epicondylalgia , acombination of tendon and joint injury, at 22 he's in for a lot of trouble in the coming years.

he needs to use some of his winnings to spend some time in a place with high solar noon sun, or build my broadband uvb therapy lamp !!!!!!!!!!!! but won't i am sure and will spend the rest of his career being penalized by this and have acrippled old age : o ( )

the tape gets the barest mentions in the commentaries and the cause no mention at all............... let's just pretend huh

like concussion in body contact sports ! : o (

males, just mating machines : o(

brad warner, rick archer and jeff foster, i await with interest the day they stop

or will i stop first ?

brad warner, rick archer, i await with interest the day they stop

or will i stop first ?

my recommendation (7/7/13) for a solid state disk (SSD!) is a 128 gig samsung 840 pro, it's better to buy two 128s rather than one 256 gig as this splits the failure risk between two rather than losing everything with one !

also the power dissipation per disk is lower ! :o)

the advantage of solid state disks is they are considerably faster ! : o )

the disadvantage is they seem to have variable reliability which makes the brand important and can fail without warning !

i find that turning off the write cache buffer flushing (checking the box alongside), in device manager - diskdrives - “the disk of interest” - properties - policies is the most reliable with a minimal (no guarantees, there's afew depends : o) penalty in terms of data loss if the power is lost imo : o)

this suddden failure mode of ssds gives hard disks a place on your pc and i am keeping mine since the failure risk is different with magnetic rather than semiconductor memory so you can use a hard disk in combination with ssd's cross backup ing important files

you run the operating system on the ssd and keep or back up important and media files on the hard disk so that if the ssd fails suddenly (ssd's can fail without warning whereas with hdds you generally get some signs before you lose access to the data !) you still have your files :o)

also you can cross back up hdd files on the ssd !

in my view this set up is better than ssd only raid since all the ssds in the raid array are susceptible to permanent loss with a power spike or glitch : o(

you have to use the extensive keyboard shortcuts to navigate windows 8 !

HTML used to be simple once too : o ) (

i like em client with windows 8 : o)

is buddha human, who cares, who knows, who wants to care - stupid humans !

buddha isn't human, who cares ? only human cares !

buddha was human, buddha wasn't human, who cares, only a human cares : o(

buddha was human, buddha wasn't human, who cares, only human cares

i know buddha's not human , he's like jesus, they're ink on paper or papyrus, absolutely bloody meaningless

i know buddha's not human, he's like jesus, they're ink on paper or papyrus, absolutely bloody meaningless

dave st. germain writes

“ hunting the snark ” is the search for transcendence, for the true self. the bellman is like a priest, who can only lead others and point the way, haplessly, regurgitating what he has heard and going strictly by the book.

although seeming to be on the hunt for the snark, the butcher can only hunt beavers (women). he gets sidetracked with the beaver and ends up impressing it with his faux intellect. they end up needing each other, seeking comfort in the memory of the time they connected. they're both hopeless as far as the snark goes, but of course the bellman is happy that they become inseparable (because he himself doesn't know what it'll take to find the snark)

the barrister dreams of the snark, imagining himself to be not only the best lawyer, but also judge and jury. he's above the law, and everybody is in awe of his ability. his vanity will do him in. he can only dream of the snark. (perhaps in the dream, where he is defending the pig – the pig is his body, which breaks free of the sty [the mundane world]. the snark, knowing this to be better for the pig, defends it in court [against society]. but, because the snark gets carried away for too long with his ego, the pig dies. the barrister will die before reaching transcendence)

the banker meets his demise without finding the snark. being too involved in money leads to his downfall.

only the courageous baker, who leaves nearly everything behind and even forgets his name, has what it takes. he dreams of what the snark might be, but he's terrified that the snark might be a boojum, because the boojum would mean his extinction. in other words, he hasn't left it all behind because he still has a conception of good or bad. it's only when he goes out to search on his own that he stumbles upon it. his joy at having found himself can only be so brief as he realizes that it means he (or who he used to be) is a goner. but is he dead? or simply gone, gone, gone beyond...

is the message (ed. of lewis carroll's poem) that the only real snark must be a boojum?

how is that interpretation?

i wonder about the celibacy thing, myself. i've been told that “there must” be a way to have a partner and also “hunt the snark”, but i've not seen any working examples of it...

i think there's real and unreal/unreal and real snarks of which only a tiny tiny proportion are also boojums.............

mujaku is agood example of some-one who has half hit a snark that was aboojum, but his was unreal and the real is not properly developed, like any sense of being wrong or self-effacement : o ( )

i thought your analysis of “ the hunting of the snark ” was quite good, it was from an angle i hadn't really thought of so have put it up on this page if that's ok !

what is interesting in the light of our discussion about celibacy is i had to think about your “snark analysis”, my initial reaction was that's not how i think therefore it's “bad” or not right, but on further thinking about it i could see the validity and benefit of what you were saying and this sort of “correction” takes quite abit of time and freedom from self-esteem which is the real work and actually you can see that without the celibacy and solitary living it's not really possible to the same extent and one ends up a manic perseverative nut like mujaku

the other side is that not being in a relationship one ends up very unbalanced and making stupid life and other decisions and the male and female brains are not really designed to work functionally without balancing input from the other half ..................

modern antibiotics have a high degree of oxidative stress !

“ [...] ciprofloxacin, ampicillin, kanamycin ... damaged the DNA, proteins and lipids of cultured human cells — exactly what one would expect from oxidative stress ”

interestingly, tetracycline, a “bacteriostatic” antibiotic has an opposite effect and acts as an antioxidant ! : o)

dave st. germain writes

[....] is the message (ed. of lewis carroll's poem) that the only real snark must be a boojum?

how is that interpretation?

i think there's real and unreal/unreal and real snarks of which only a tiny tiny proportion are also boojums.............

mujaku is agood example of some-one who has half hit a snark that was aboojum, but his was unreal and the real is not properly developed, like any sense of being wrong or self-effacement : o ( )

dave st. germain writes

FYI: mujaku is zennist aka zenmar

I would think you have more in common than not. At least, you seem to agree about who doesn't know anything. ;-)

i don't deny the commonality, the difference which you can see if you look through his writing and video comments is that he doesn't test his hypotheses rigorously which unfortunately makes him truely schizophrenic : o(

to test properly and definitively and form hypotheses from infinity rather than mara is of course “ for the snark was aboojum you see ! ”

the problem is that to generate these hypotheses and the testing requires so much time and such a strongly malfunctioning life that in almost any context except celibacy, it's too destructive which is what happens of course with the married suburban zen that almost exclusively passes for what zen is today :o(

tho i don't think celibacy is any answer either : o()

one of jacques derrida's best again : o)

this error is of course the offset from the center or “eccentricity” in his terms

in his later years he became fairly standard mystical imo, or at least quality mystical like john of the cross, catherine of siena and ibn arabi , not the rubbish that passes for mysticism these days : o () !

an aspergers syndrome cum schizophrenic { ufo's, aliens, the energy pulse destruction of the world towers and aetherist -- just the usual kook-bag : o( } know it all calling himself mujaku writes

we must awaken to our true nature which is pure mind. to awaken to this mind is to see the buddha and receive his blessing.

lol, it obviously hasn't happened to you cause you would know that buddha's blessing is human hell :o)

Why would the blessing of a Buddha who, btw, said that he is not a human (A. ii. 38), be “human hell”? A human wills himself to hell by thinking and behaving in hellish ways

when you are awakened you will understand what I say, but until then you will walk in hell thinking it heaven : o)

when you are younger, you look ahead and think “ as long as my joints are good i will be ok, how can there be aproblem, i'm not having any ”

and when you are older you think “ how long will my joints last? , it won't be long the way things are going : o( ”

when you are younger, you look ahead and you think “ as long as my joints are good i'm fine, but how can there be aproblem, i'm not having any ”

no additive double cream is super strongly preferred to butter on the biofilm/microbiome carbohydrate diet

i normally eat quite abit of no - additive (no alginate/seaweed/carrageenan thickeners !) double cream, but ran out and went through about 180 grams of butter in aweek and i distinctly noticed my very good cardiovascular health was not so good !

going back on cream my cardiovascular health returned to it's “super” status, so i think some forms of saturated fat really strongly decrement cardiovascular health

i eat alot of cream and quite abit of fresh lamb fat, i think the problematic fats are butter with it's highly oxidising churning process and age's, deep fried fats and lard !

you do need to balance high intakes of cream and fresh animal fats up with “good oils” like olive, sunflower and fish oil :o)

i have a relative who doesn't like his photo being taken !

it's an autistic spectrum neurological condition to be anxious about one's photographed image !

one of jacques derrida's best again : o)

you're there, and i'm here and we should try to be relevant to each other ! : o ( )

you're there, and i'm here and we should try to be relevant to each other ! : o ) (

you're there, and i'm

james, by what authority have you become a rambling senile idiot : o()

it looks a nice day outside, that's where they should be ! : o()

not waffling on with that gobble-de-gook !

infinity is the only authority and why zen seems to be almost exclusively populated by those who ignore it's voice and sights I do not know ! : o (

except for the avacado (which should still be pasturized), and not eating too late, this woman is doing everything wrong ! : o( )

inevitable she should end up on the new age spiritual circuit isn't it : o ()

i take it new york is not short of troublesome jewish females : o ()

the BCD of course, is how it should be done ! : o )

this seems to be the most popular post on the 7th patriarch blog which just goes to show what people are obsessed with !

brad you are still degregistered, you have improved abit recently, but you don't seem to be able to get it together enough to make any sense out of your experience(s!?),

registration is not the same as approval, i just think there's something to them and they are not the usual toxic blight that zen teachers are !

i also think diane rizzetto is helped in a real way by her work with developmentally disordered children and tho i don't know her, it seems she is worthy of being registered

she's dead now of course but i always though joko beck was an interesting on and off track, she was wrong about not reading and doing sitting tho, she did get the fundamental insight but was on the wrong road and kept to it !

pierre tesuten has some sort of real poetic streak and is not deregistered ! anyone interested in this approval/transmission question, if it's given by humans and not infinity the bar is pretty low so to speak, most people could jump over the level i set if they are at all real which unfortunately is not the case at all !

so that's bowman, rizzetto and tesuten not deregistered, the rest are and if they want to contend they have to engage in some dialogue with me !

RU 486 is contra-indicated if there is already a problem with heavy bleeding !

well written and makes a very salient point thanx :o)

this is quite well written, it's a good illustration that what we think are adverse events may not be in fact and can work our way ! : o)

this is quite well written, it's a good illustration that what we think are adverse events are in fact not and can work our way ! : o)

this is quite well written, it's a good illustration that what we think are adverse events are not and can work our way ! : o)

the downhill rush, oriented

crush disorients, leading to death !

mr. deity, a little poem for you:

mr. deity, a little poem for you

the crush disorients

the downhill rush, oriented disoriented

the crush disorients, leading to death

the downhill rush, oriented

the crush disorients, leading to death

infinity is not an object ?

infinity is not an object !

infinity is not an object

boundaries are walls..............

....... for the snark was a boojum you see..........

well, i'm lecturing god about health now : o)

you are running too fast, give up wheat?

there's some metabolic problems creeping up on you , it's not just aging ! some chromium to level out the blood sugar more? no sugar !

at home alone, the deep silence

the value of repetition, repeating something again and again so that it sinks in ! : o ) (

the value of repetition

both their speech is slurred from concussive brain damage, (oddly?) this need to watch people knock the shit out of each other's brains which is not a useful warfare skill at all, has been around at least since the ancient greeks !

larger audiences mean something is more financially viable, but apart from that it's a nuisance : o ( )

larger audiences mean something is more financially viable, but apart from that it's a nuisance : o (

the drums are too dominant in the mixing and want a slightly softer decay and rise, but otherwise good : o)

Wow, music's really changed !

not exactly the carpenters : o )(

Wow, music's really changed !

not exactly the carpenters : o ()

WOW (Wow?) music's really changed !

brad warner, it has become painful to read the hardcore zen blog recently to see the way your low self esteem leads you to pandering and kowtowing to the completely untalented, stupid and schizophrenic arseholes who inhabit the blog and most of them really don't like you and run you down when they can in a very unhelpful way

the blog only exists because of all your years of saving working for tsuburaya productions and that money is enabling these cretins to follow their delusion of knowing something about zen and playing at being a “master”

this situation you have created by censoring the board the wrong way, removing myself ( fortunately, i am really thankful you made that mistake :o) and running , as i said cretins and arseholes :o)

i think nina snow has some sense , you should maybe listen to her more :o)

it's a really hard road, this following infinity so to speak, you veer too much, but besides that nishijima may have very good advice when he said don't look to it for a living :o)

one of the few things he got right btw : o(

josh deakin is interesting, more orchestral and less thumping rock ! :o)(

niccolo machiavelli quotes

“ how simple ideas lead to scientific discoveries ”

well, how about this?

“ meaning is itself meaningless ”

“ how simple ideas lead to scientific discoveries ”

well, how about this?

“ meaning is itself meaningless ”

all the recent research points to being overweight as ahuge causative and symptomatic metabolic health problem : o ( )

the sigiriya fortress and palace, interesting to read up on it's history

the king who built it murdered his father to get the job in a culture that had strong prohibitions about patricide tho the father killed his (the father's) sister !

but the fortress didn't save him from his half brother and is agood example of how an extreme that is unbalanced doesn't work ! : o ( )

an interesting summary (half way down the page) and study on the degree of functional separation in the brain when we process nouns versus verbs and what they say is there is so little you can't really say there is a difference : o ) (

“ the difference in the neural circuitries deputed to either grammatical class, scale down to spatial and temporal resolutions that are far out of the grasp of current brain-snapshot techniques ”

one of my big problems is gullibility

“ everyone will give you something for whatever it is they are hungry for ! ”

henry oberlander (3:16)

oberlander was a czechoslovakian survivor of a nazi concentration camp, there are no boundaries once you have been through that, i think pamela myer is being a bit short sighted and her perspective doesn't seem well centered : o ( )

my reply to nutbush/mark chadwick on which seemed to have struck home (as it should!) as he now has subscribed to my youtube : o ()

you are obsessed with her, but she's no angel and won't fit your ideal image of her and I really think you should have a think about getting so upset over a person you don't know and will never meet and she certainly won't want that sort of intrusion in her life ! : o)

my reply to nutbush/mark chadwick on which seemed to have struck home (as it should!) as he now has subscribed to my youtube : o )(

a good video on how to make mozzarella !

the only one I have seen to get the mozzarella stretchiness and consistency right : o )

new zealand of course, wellington and that woman looks somewhat like my cousin who was brought up in an area a hours drive north !

the thing about cheeses is the degree of culturing of the cheese by biofilm/microbiome/bacteria

the enzymes released by the bacteria/microbiome break down the difficult to digest proteins in milk and also make vitamin K2/mk-7

mozzarella doesn't have any culturation, it's the original milk proteins which can be an advantage because there is a higher nuturitional value in some of the proteins in the undegraded form, but also there is a penalty in terms of rough A1 proteins being migrainy and damaging to the cardiovascular system

so there is aplace for it, but in limited quantities i feel

i always pasturize any cheese i eat now to about 68C !!!

different cheeses flow differently at that temperature : o)

calcium chloride improves the curd firmness and resilience !

i don't think i am natural at anything except being unnatural : o ()

i don't think i am natural at anything except being unnatural : o )(

verbs and nouns are just inferior and superior context, we can talk about “the dog barking” with the dog as a noun and the transitive verb “barking” but “the dog's barking was raucous” blurrs “barking” as both a noun and a verb : o ) (

verbs and nouns are just inferior and superior context, we can talk about “the dog barking” with the dog as a noun and the transitive verb “barking” but “the dog's bark was raucous” blurrs “bark” as both a noun and a verb : o ) (

an enterovirus (HEV-B) causing crohn's ?

I notice that my gut gets queasy with higher or step doses of vitamin D!

the short term impact of vitamin D is to reduce virus immune resistance !

shodo on the hard core zen blog asked brad warner

Why did you write this book?

What central point did you want the reader to go away with after reading your book?

pseudo - brad replies

to make money and attract women !

the central point is you can't make money writing these days ! : o(

shodo on the hard core zen blog asked brad warner

Why did you write this book?

What central point did you want the reader to go away with after reading your book?

pseudo - brad replies

to make money and attract women !

you can't make money writing these days ! : o(

dave st. germain writes

[ ..... ] I remember you writing about a vision you had being possibly explained by some quantum wormhole effect. What is the point of that line of thinking? [ ..... ]

[ ..... ] why does the 7th Patriarch waste time and energy criticizing Tina Turner? ;-)

you certainly have a lovely place to live !

make the most of the summer sun and get some midday sun on the whole body skin as it doesn't just make vitamin D but makes vitamin D like molecules that reduce inflammation !

you only have that place while you have good joint health !

i waste my time being seventh patriarch too !!!!!!!!!!!!! : o (

the author of the lankavatara sutra , bill porter, you, me, tina turner, charles dodgson , what is the common thread ?

autism, asperger's syndrome, autistic spectrum and gender blurring................................

that is infinity, not DMT !

dave st. germain writes

[ ..... ] I remember you writing about a vision you had being possibly explained by some quantum wormhole effect. What is the point of that line of thinking? [ ..... ]

[ ..... ] why does the 7th Patriarch waste time and energy criticizing Tina Turner? ;-)

you certainly have a lovely place to live !

make the most of the summer sun and get some midday sun on the whole body skin as it doesn't just make vitamin D but makes vitamin D like molecules that reduce inflammation !

you only have that place while you have good joint health !

i waste my time being seventh patriarch too !!!!!!!!!!!!! : o (

the author of the lankavatara sutra, bill porter, you, me, tina turner, charles dodgson, what is the common thread ?

autism, asperger's syndrome, autistic spectrum and gender blurring................................

that is infinity, not DMT !

i think you can generalize from this that vitamin D levels drop 40% as a consequence of surgery, especially pfo placement in the heart wall and similar where an immune reaction can be destructive, but more generally as well

in hospital you are out of the sun and the diet is prison like so supplementing well before and also after the operation is essential !

why preconditioning skin flaws/spots, pre-cancers and cancers with iodine before the application of 35% hydrogen peroxide may be that it wakes up stem cells harboring mutations which then exposes them to the immune action excited by the hp (and also the iodine!)

absolutely staggering , that skull is 700,000 years old

she's obviously had a facelift, she can't accept aging, overweights physical appearance and social approval and all her talk is just hypocrisy, fluffy bullshit

dave st. germain asks/writes

Have you ever researched DMT, specifically the theory that DMT produced in the pineal gland can explain near death experiences, alien abduction stories, and mystical encounters?

There's a basic documentary here and here's a detailed description of a high dose experience

If you read/watch enough of the first hand accounts, there are intriguing questions – how much of this is produced in the body? why is it found throughout nature? what is actually going on during these experiences?

Although not discussed much in the documentary, it seems plausible to me that certain practices (meditation, yoga, diet, etc) could influence production of DMT, and if enough were produced, a mystical experience of some kind would surely result. People report their experiences as being "more real" than normal existence, quite different than a dream or hallucination from any other drug.

What do you make of that?

that's interesting , thanx and no doubt use of these hallucinogens is a coming social trend !

i have always thought the widespread 50's to 80's interest in zen was substantially inducted from LSD use and the perceptual disruption opening an interest in these matters since if you take that sort of thing “reality” is obviously not what it seems : o)

the amounts of DMT naturally in the brain are miniscule compared to what would be ingested taking/smoking it, however there is obviously a whole biochemistry receptor system relating to it and you are overloading/operating this system in a different space with ingestion/absorbtion

interestingly it obviously crosses the blood brain barrier

the trouble is that a true mystical experience has to be semantically co-hereing with infinity so to speak, that guy describing his high dose experience/s has the experience of perceptual distortion and the brain running in a different malfunctional space but the reality of himself he still doesn't question and this is the usual story, in short in terms of mystical understanding, they get a wall partly broken down and it doesn't go any further !

there is no need to do this sort of thing and a walk in bushland or by the sea is more intensely visionary than any hallucinogenic drug !

in my years of developing the biofilm/microbiome carbohydrate diet and the compendium for supplements the golden rule with this sort of stuff is “ is there any permanent health damage ? ” and this substance looks risky imo, you are really messing with the brain running it way outside it's normal parameters and perhaps risking hppd (hallucinogenic persisting perception disorder) ?

lol, one of the worst experiences i ever had was making my own kefir and the consequent biofilm/microbiome from the natural yeast and bacterial culture in it

blew my brain for a month : o (

personally i have never taken this sort of thing and don't even drink coffee and teetotal, if anyone does try something like dmt (which actually sounds abit safer than lsd), they should take tiny doses and establish the purity of what they are taking !

again i have no experience in this area but from what i read you are always at risk for potentially a very toxic adulteration !

what we call “ reality ” is an hallucinogen, just a particular and sensibly cohereing type, the mistake zen and all people make is to think this limited case is the true reality, but it's just one space amongst many, abillion trillon zillion !!!!!!!!!!!!!!......................

however we are not bound by it tho we are physically limited to being in it, what is the hunting of the snark ? ..........

hallucinogens are no answer in my observation and take the brain and body into physically unsafe and physically damaging places, as does alcohol of course .......... but we have an evolutionary history of tolerance to alcohol and these substances do not have that !

you ask if “certain practices (meditation, yoga, diet, etc) could influence production of DMT”, i doubt it as the brain will try to keep things within certain operating parameters and you can't single out one brain neurochemical and receptor system and anyway what's the point?

it's semantic identity that's important and that's the true visionary space, of course completely misunderstood in religion and zen, but well understood through the poetry and writings of great luminaries like janet frame, emily dickinson, osip mandelstam and john of the cross !

well i'm not going to die ! at least until it happens : o ) (

fred, you are doing three things wrong !

you are not feeding your brain

you are not testing what you write and think for inner coherency, energy and truth

and you are not looking around enough !

the truth betold you only seem to look in the wrong places !

why be unrecoverably schizophrenic like marke foote?

i think you are also unrecoverably schizophrenic/brain damaged, you willjust walk over this and ignore it : o ( )

actually i think it's four things and the most important is a lack of humility in being able to admit you are substantially wrong in what you think it's about : o( !

if you can't see where you are wrong you will never be right will you?

see the fundamental insight is humility, we are secondary to infinity and hence our lives are an intrinsic process of error, you can actually see that brad warner understands that, his issue is not one of not having that insight, but being spread too thin to be effective : o(

but all these zen and religious teachers and acolytes and the endless messageboard/blog/you tube wanking, so sure they are right and rigidily unable to look at any alternative...............

the dull moron normals want to treat what is more intelligent than themselves and reduce that to their own level of moronacy ! :o(

the dull moron normals want to treat what is more intelligent than them and reduce that to their own level of moronacy ! :o(

the dull moron normals want to treat what is more intelligent than them and reduce that to it's own level of moronacy ! :o(

“ men do not accept their prophets and slay them, but they love their martyrs and worship those whom they have tortured to death ”

the three ages of women, i think the lipodystrophy shows something you wouldn't normally see ! : o (

chilblains ! don't walk in socks and sandals in the frost and temper using a uvb lamp on the toes at this time of year ! : o (

“ they found that some of the regions of susceptibility lay close to a network of genes that are sensitive to oxidative stress, a biochemical process that results in the dysfunction of cells ”

that's why lower iron must be so helpful in reducing migraine for me

a close relative got one of those ops that correct the vision by lasering the cornea and now has a dry eye problem, which was not thinking straight as there is alot of stuff on the web about the problems with that op

if he had talked to me about it i would have warned him

hopefully it will improve over a year, but dry eyes would suck

oddly he said that he had read about the dry eye problem on the web but thought it wouldn't happen to him

but really if your relative (me) has been rambling about health for years, why wouldn't you discuss it?

in fact because he's on autistic spectrum it was likely as we have lower nerve densities and it's the loss of nerves in the cornea and reduced sensory feedback consequent on this that causes the dry eye problem !

anyway i make plenty of mistakes myself, it's just this one of his is unfortunate

fred, writing endless meaningless yabber thinking himself enlightened

he might be right he might be wrong but he's certainly benightened : o )(

fred, writing endless meaningless yabber thinking himself enlightened

he might be right he might be wrong but he's certainly benightened

fred, writing meaningless endless yabber thinking himself enlightened

he might be right he might be wrong but he's certainly benightened

fred, writing endless yabber thinking himself enlightened

he might be right he might be wrong but he's certainly benightened

gordon rugg strikes again ! : o )

no shortage of schizophrenics though, they will be seeking it's “secret message” forever

edward kelly and john dee and their wives left an inestimable treasure :o)

marcelo montemurro and damián zanette make the same mistake as the mercury brain damaged isaac newton with the book of revelations actually, looking for sense when it's not there and of course since it can never make sense except as a fraudulent representation of a work by roger bacon, then you will look forever or your lifetime which ever is the shorter :o ( )