CHAPTER 11
He watched them dance, Toy seemed to be happy and he was glad that she was, but couldn't help but wonder what would have been. He thought about the two of the some more, until his thoughts were interrupted when he looked back-up at Toy and saw that her experssion had changed and she was pushing the guy away. He was touching all over her, the guy was drunk, when she slapped him he grabbed her by her arm roughly. This really pissed Carson off, here this ass hole was harrassing her, tring to take advantage of her, after she was nice enough to dance with that loser. He was also pissed because her 'fiencce' was nowhere to be found.He just left her there. Carson got up and walked over towards the two of them.
"What the hell is going on here?" Carson asked pulling Victoria away from the guy.
"Nothin' were just having fun that's all. Now let her go so we can finish." the guy said, his words slurring alot.
"you're drunk go away and leave the lady alone."he said
"Fuck that. I had her first. Go find your own, she's mine." he said grabbing her arm and wrapping his arm around her. Carson was already pised off and by this dude doing this just mad it worse.
"I thought i told you to leave her alone!?" Carson said pulling toy away and punching the guy in his face.. Marcus came over, picked the guy up and took throw him out of the club.
"Thanks Carson that guy.." Victoria started to say beforeCarson kissed her. AJ had walked back into the room just as that happened. This pissed AJ off. Just lastnight she had accused him of cheating on her and here she was kissing Carson, as soon as his back was turned. Aj angerily walked over towards them and pulled Victoria away, and was about to hit him but Toy stopped him.
"Baby don't. He's drunk..he doesn't.." she was cut off.
"Ok i might be drunk. But i very well what i was doing. I still love babe. I never stopped..Iwant you back."Carson said facing Toy.
"What the Fuck? What in hell is he talking about.? Have the two of you been fucking around behind my back?" AJ asked looking from Carson back to Toy. She notice the hurt look in his eyes, and it almost riped her apart.
"Baby no. you know i would never doing that to you. I love you AJ." she said looking into AJ eyes
"No we didn't do that.. she's an honest girl you never have to worry about her doing that to you.But her on the other hand..she does have to worry about you..everyone knows how rock stars are, they could never be faithful. "
"Fuck you Carson."Aj said wanting to hit him even more then before now.
"Carson. Why are you doing this?" Victoria asked.
"I told you becasue i still love you. I never stopped, and i don't think i ever will. This should be our engament party baby. I wish i would have never let you go. If i would have only told you that i needed you , want you to stay. We could have been." he said
"Carson why in the hell are you trying to take my girl?' AJ asked
"YOUR girl! She was mine for four years before she was yours. And she just as good of a kisser now thenshe was back then." Carson said pulling Victoria to him and kissing her once again. This time AJ couldn't fight it. He punched Carson in his eye. looked at TOy wiht hurt in his eyes and walked out.
"Carson Have you lost your mind? How dare you come and distroy my life after all these years. We were apart for awhole fucking year before i even meet AJ. If you felt that way then, way in the heel did you wait until know to tell me.this shit." Toy said
"I don't know. But i love you., and i know you still love me. You have to get us another chan.."
"No! Us ended four years ago, and your right Carson i do still love you, but i'm in love with AJ, my fiencee." she was highly upset. So upset that when Carson tried to grab her she slapped him hard. and walked out to find AJ. When Toy gets outside, but Aj's nowhere to be found. She saw some people standing outside and asked some of them did they see him. One of the girls tell her that he got in a cab and was head towards the hotel they were staying at. When she get there the lady at the front desk conformed that he was there
When Toy walked into the room Aj was sitiing on the edge of the bed with a JD bottle in his hand, and rolled his eyes at her when she walked into the room. She tried to talk to himand explain, but as soon as she started talking he got up, throw he's second bottle, of Jack Danials away then pushe past her to go to the rest room to change. She tried to explain again when he cames out, but he ignored her and gots into bed then fell asleep. When Toy realized he was sleep she started to pack some of her things, changed , then laid next to him and thought about the last couple of days they just had. She then wiped the sweat from his head..and whispered into his ear. "I'm sorry baby, I Love you" then kissed his check and fall asleep next to him.
AJ woke up early the next morning. He took a few minutes to look over his
finacee who layed nexy to him.She wasnt sleeping as peaceful asshe usually
slept. this time she had a look of worry plastered across her face. HE
shrugged it off, tokk a shower and got his things together. HE took one more
look at Toy then waled out the dorr. Toy work up about an hour and a hlaf
later at the sound of the alarm clock going off. TA least Aj was kind enough
to set the alarm so se didnt miss her flight bak to orlando .
"alex baby wake up" she mumbled half asleep. "Alex.." She tunred over to see
AJ wasnt there. she turned the clock of and took a deep sigh. After and hour
she was dressed and ready to go. She met Pe in the lobby along with the rest
of the girls and they loaded their privat van to go to the airport. The guys
rented out a private jet to avoid the Airport jams, considering there we so
mant different award shows going on at the time. Toy sat in the back of the
van while Pe kristin and Legianne sat in the seat in front of her.
"you alright?" Kristin said truning around to face her. Toy was leaning
agains the window with her eyes closed.
"Uh.. Yeah" she mumbled.
"What ahppened with you and AJ?"
"Well.. Me and Carson dated for a few years. abd i decided i wanted to go to
FSU and we ended up breaking up.. a year later i started dating AJ.. last
noght at the party carson was drunk and kissed me as AJ waled in.. then kised
me again AJ got mad hit him and walked out."
"ohh" they said in sequence "did u try to talk to him"
"tried.. didnt happen.. he didnt wanna hear it"
"oh" Teh rest f the ride was vertioult scilent. The reahed the jet and
shortly after the plaine took off. Just as victoria got on the plaine AJ
waled to a secluded area as if he knew what they had to do.
"look alex listen.."
"why didnt you tell me!" AJ shouted
"Because i didnt know it was a big deal!" she snapped back
"Not a big deal! You date somebody for four years and its a SERIOUS
relationship but u dont bother to tell me"
\"I didnt think i needed to tell you about EVERY boyfriend ive had"
"I didnt say EVERY one ,, jsut the opnes you could have been married to!"
just then nick walked in
"You mean to tell me you've tole me about every serisou girl uve been with??"
"serious ones yes"
"So you told her about beoncye and the baby?" Nick chimed in.
"What?? Beoncye??? baby?????" Victoria shouted.
"sorry.. im gonna .. go " Nick walked out the room.
"what the hell was thath about beoncye and a baby?" Victoria shouted."I take
it you didnt tell me about ALL of them"
"Me and beoncye dated fr a few years" he said nonchalantly
"and where does the baby come in??"
"She ended up pregnant..."
"So now u have a baby??"
"NO! If you would let me finish.. She endedup pregnant. i got mad and
eventually got over it. She started to drink.. a LOT and i told her to
stop,, she wouldnt. and she ended up loosing the baby because of it. so i
broke up with her." Toy say across from him.. on the verge of tears.
eventually they started to fall.
".. so you tell me this AFTER we're engaged..."
"I didnt wanna" Toy got up and started to walk away. AJ grabbed her arm
puller her into him kissing her hard. she kissed him back for a while then
pushed him of f her and walked away
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