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"The future is no more uncertain than the present." -- Walt Whitman

     (Thanks for the great quote, fish.)

     i am always baffled at how the days seem to whiz by so quickly.  Yet i don't notice just how many have passed until i look at the last date on a journal entry, and then i suffer a pang of guilt for not keeping current.  Especially now, since starting the webring and having other journalers sharing with me.  

     i like the diversity of the other three people that have joined the ring.  i feel a kinship with them, as i read their words.  Suddenly i don't feel so lonely ... like i am the only woman out there who is living the kind of life i am.  On an intellectual level, i know there are many.  But on an emotional level, i need to hear from at least a few; how they feel and think and function in this lifestyle. 

     Each journal is unique in its own way, and i think i like that part the best.  i "watch" as one relationship is being born and excitement/fear is shown.  i "hear" as another relationship with many years of highs and lows, is described.  And i am moved to tears as the writer of the third journal contemplates her insecurities; her hopes and her fears.  While i am reading about her thoughts as she is enveloped in the warmth of water and bubbles, i am taken to my own memories of standing in a shower, my mind drifting as i turn my face to the stream of wetness.  If i stand there long enough, no one will know when i cry.

     i guess this entry is just a small thank you to these women, for joining with me and sharing with me.

     Thanks. :)

February 21, 2000

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