"If you were going to die soon
and had only one phone call you could make,
who would you call and what would you say?
And why are you waiting?"
-Stephen Levine
And again i have a gap in my writing. Life seems to get busy and i have very good intentions, but then i end up just living life, so i suppose that is a positive thing as well.
A short synopsis:
my brother went to Italy, my other brother still is not talking, my sister is looking after my mother who's illness is progressing which is causing me much distress because i can feel the "closure issues" nearing, pS is turning into an ornery buzzard type bird 'cause she has been neglected since i started back working full time ... speaking of which, the contract ran out so i faced the unemployment line but someone whom i work with and find rather "difficult" moved on and recommended me to the new place, who have hired me ... so that problem is solved for a bit ... i have spent much time with Sir (lucky me!) ... and been to another play party and an anniversary ...
*inhaling*.. okay.. that was different.. and a bit fun :)
... and right now i can't concentrate on serious at all ...