[x] Marriage is one way that you show God that you believe in him and his way if it last a life time
For there can be a lot of good in this world if they would care for others but get rid of the bad and if people would not use others [p5-b4] just because they do not want to work it is different if they can't and if there are no jobs around to be had and there are those who like to live just off what they can get, for even a Bag person or a Hobo has the right to live and they like to live the way they are at least some of them for all are not forced into that kind of life, But I do not like the wineo who leaves just to drink and there is not much difference between a wineo and a person who drinks just to pass the time or to forget their problems or those who drink just because they think that it makes them big like to impress others.
For I have keep thy son form boosting about himself and thy son has heard [p6-b4] others who have and all it is, is trying to empress others and have even heard others bull shit about things to impress others and it is sickening and have heard others trying to impress people to make them think that they are something that they are not.
Then there are women who just pick a fight with a man and those who do not know when it is better to shut up their mouth for what good does it do to teach a man not to hit a woman when the woman wants to be a man.
For thy son always learned from his mistakes and he thinks that his biggest mistake was finding out that God was in him and his mistake was that he really did not believe that God existed and boy did he learn.
Jesus loved mankind for he know that what they were doing was wrong and that they really did not know God and he tried to help them understand God for God is mean and Jesus know it for Jesus know that God would not let man do [p14-b4] anything that they wanted and that God wanted man to worship him and nothing else and his laws was set forth to help man live right and Gods way and by living by Gods laws let God know that they believed and cared.
[xxx] God, does not go around and plan every bodies life and does not plan all the things that happen to them that would he control and thy son is the only one that knows about control and what it is like for all the bad things that has happened to him and has done since I have been in him I [p26-b4] have made him do as not let him get away from the trouble.
[x] So this man is in hell and he does not know if he can get out, for I told him that hell is a place of endless torture and that is what he has been through and he does not really know if it is going to stop for life on earth can be like hell to him, for even if I stop and help him what are the people going to do to him.
It is not wrong to party and have fun but to live just for it makes it wrong.
For this thing in my head that calls it self God won't leave me alone.
Life was not meant for what people wanted but for what God wanted it is not for God to please people but for people to please people God for people to please God.
[x] You can worship any God but only one well let you in to heaven.
For remember thy son I said I choose and I make the decisions on if man kind live or not.
Then there was the time when we said that if it were left up to the people of this town to let the world know that thy son is the son of God and his life depended up on them then he would be dead.
One thing for sure I have thought thy son to have some thing take over your body sure is not fun to just set around and have to take what ever it does to you is hell.
Street gangs are no better then some biker gangs for they are up to no good and a lot of them do more harm than good and drugs is a problem and the way that they think that they have to have a lot of money so they can have the things that the other [p71-b4] no goods have; like the pimps which with all that have well not get them in to heaven but buys them a place in hell.
I do not like it when the laws help women destroy families and I do not like it [p83-b4] when men go wrong, just because I say that man is above women does not all ways mean that man is right for if man does not know Gods way then he does not know any thing and it does no good if neither man or woman believe enough in God to live his way for if you live for the body of flesh and that you think is right because you are flesh then you care not about your spirit which is unknown to you really till you die and if you care not about the unknown then how can you say that you care about God.
Samson shows what a woman well do in the name of love and think only of greed and herself and not about God.
For all my children or lost thy son and they have gone astray from what I want and wanted to be known, for there are those who do try but they need help and really do not know what it is all about like you do thy son for they need the writings but do not know what well help and do not know that if you just teach what they want to hear then they are only doing half of a job.
For you can not base everything on what happen to thy son for what has happen to him is different than what any body has been [p96-b4] through but the meanings are to help others if they believe in God and do things Gods way and one way to help prove that you believe in God is to go to church but not all people can go on just one day so the church should be open all the time so people can come in and pray when ever they like and bring their families and it would not hurt to read the Bible at home to the young so they would know more about it and what it does say and it does not hurt to discuss the bible and talk about God when you are with or around others for it is better to talk God than your puny little lives and one way to tell if some one cares about God is to talk about God but God does not expect people to [p97-b4] talk about him all the time otherwise people would not know what is happening around the world or what is new.
To have been doing something for God for so long and no body knowing it and when he did start telling people they did not want to believe him because of what they have all ready done to him it was easier to try and destroy him than believe him for to believe him means that what they done was against God.
The world is not for thy son to rule and is too big for just one man to try and rule for thy son and I have talked about a world Gov. but it is not up to him to do it or make it would be better if it was like the Jeniva convention and work on world problems and for countries to listen to them; For one man can not solve all problems for even Mosses even said that [p100-b4] he could not take all the problems and whining, crying of the people so God had him get others to help, For it is time for people to think of this of being a world in stead of just a country and there are some good points in All gave but some Gov. are better than others for it is good to have people to chose but if the people are not God's people them then you well not know if you get a good one or not, and not matter what you really do no know what one man really has on his mind to do, so it is not all ways wise to give so much power to just one person and a man dealing with God is that only one who should have that kind of power and only if God says so and God himself let it be known that that is what he wants for there [p101-b4] are a lot that thinks that God is going to rule the world when God wants it to be his way that rules for if all lived by Gods laws and rules it would be a better world and it would be a better world if people could live in peace with one another.
For we let one read something's that was written before and yet they did not [p105-b4] learn from what they read.
For why ask this man what lays ahead for people when he knows that God is angered for he alone knows of the destruction that can happen if God decides that he has had enough of it all
[x] For force thy son to defy me and this world well wish that God does not exist.
For it is hard but thy son knows that all men are not good and a no good man [p120-b4] does no good things and they are like a sickness for they spread their no goodness
For then there was the time [p130-b4] when thy son call me a commonest because he sees it as it is my way are not at all and that is what it takes to get in to heaven.
For to be a chosen one this day and age thy son knows well not be fun.
Here is some more about us and Stevenson Wa. dated 08/20/1998