For there were those who were afraid of Jesus for he was telling them what they were doing was wrong and was trying to change them.
For a young asked us how our [p6-b5] bible is coming along and said that we were a profit and some old heard it and for the first time they understand that we are serious about what we are doing and that what we are writing is what is called a bible.
For this thing puts me through all this and tells me that it is not over yet and tells others that I have more to go through and one asked how much do you have to go through and got no answer for that is one thing I would like to know for I heard that Satan could do this and then kill me when he got tired of playing with my life and then I've heard where Satan is suppose to do something good for a person that would like to make a deal and no body can explain to me what is happening to me [p7-b5] and what is in me for it tells people that it is God.
For to know that something can enter the body and make you do and believe anything even over time can make you think that it is you; can make other [p9-b5] people think that it is you all that happened is that you just changed or what they done stopped you from doing what you were doing or even has help you for you are different from the way that you were, to know that you could go through your whole life this way and no body know it, to walk a life and not be you for even the change people well never know what happen for the man is different than he ever used to be no body can tell if the man is a man anymore or is he something that nobody well ever know, has God done something to him to change him or is it still God just using his body for God has all ready shown us that he can become him and does not care what happens for he has let things happen that no one would think that God would do and has said [p10-b5] that he can wait till people die to get them back.
For do not try and make a world leader out of thy son he is a man of God and was not meant to be a leader of the world but just to help for he has not come to destroy for he just searches peace and Gods way, let him lead the leaders of the church and straighten them out for a lot have lost their way and do not know any more what it is all about for there are some that is trying to please the people and them selves more then God and I have shown thy son that it has been written and talked about before in another place and time, for one way to say it is do not put faith in the man but put [p11-b5] your faith in God.
For do not ask man to do something that only God can do for man is and well all ways be limited to what they can do, for man can ask for Gods help but it does not mean that they well get it.
For if it seems like God has made a burden upon you that is no reason to lose faith.
For we have written about the battle of Armageddon and revolution taken out up on this one and that he has been through a war and battle that no one can see and it all has been in his mind so all he really knows is that he has been through extreme hell.
For thy son and I have a dream and that is Jerusalem becomes a city of solid peace and neutral where scientist can come from all over and talk about thing and where world problems can be discussed and hopefully solved, a city that any evil doing the person is put to death, a city that listens to Gods way a place where people can come and not be afraid that something well go wrong a place if need were men from different country would not try and defect for we seek world peace where people can go and visit all country with out the fear of there lives a world where you would not need spies a world that dealt in honesty a world that would help one and another a world that would not need war or [p14-b5] their machines but as a world of peace we do say that to have a defense is not bad for even in space things of war can be used for the good, for star track is a good dream of a world of peace and space and if found other planets that is like earth and has people on them instead of just taking the planet could unite with them if they are more advance or less. But all ways remember who your God is it well be the same as theirs but things might have been done a little different there so just because they do not believe exactly like you do dose not mean that they do not believe in God; its Gods laws and ways that there can only be peace and remember Jesus was of this world
[xx] For I have looked at the people through thy sons eyes and have should him things that he would not have seen if I did not show him have made him look at things that others take for granted, have thought him things that no one is thought any more, have preached to him in a way that no body is preached to, have been so hard on him that he wishes [p16-b5] that he was dead, So far those who say that church is to hard well it is no where near as hard as God, for those who say that there parents are to hard they are no where near as hard as God; for those who say that life is hard it could be a lot worse.
[x] For Jesus asked one to give every thing that he had away and walk with him and he would not do it, to walk with a man of God you do not have to have a lot for it just shows that some well believe [p18-b5] in God but well not give up what they have for God and there are those who do not want the hard ships that they see a man of God goes through; and it lets thy son know that all well not do things to prove that they believe even though it is the son asking, for it is hard to understand people and the information of the old is how people were then
[x] For I do not and well not take all the blame for what happened to you thy son I keep you from doing things and just sat back and watched the things happen for I could have stopped it at anytime but them you would not have seen as much as you did, you would not [p21-b5] have seen the changes and you would not have learned as much as you did, for you have had things done to you and been taken places because no one would believe
[xxx] [runs for six page] For the thoughts for how it
really was back then for there must of had been some of the great minds there really was,
for how do you explain the thoughts of men that really know God.
For how do you tell them that I can only do what God wants.
For how do you tell them that you are talking to God.
[p22-b5] For what does it matter what you do to me but you never know what God might do to
you.
For they do not know how to act to some one that knows God.
For I do not want to be God.
For to play God is to know that what the hell there is nothing that they really can do to
me for I all ready know that I have a place in heaven and I know that they do not.
For why is she like that don't she know if God gets mad he well do something to her.
For why God did you do this to me I did nothing.
For haven't they learned yet that God is God.
For God he's all ready should people that there is no other God.
[p23-b5] For don't they know that they can't take that stuff to heaven.
For there was a wars of the Gods once for God went around and let others know that there
is really one God.
For I have showed them that I'm like God but I am not God.
For why does not God give me what I want for I am his servant.
For why does God give me something and others want respect what god has done.
For what can I say what God well do.
For God made everything he can destroy everything to.
For what power that God must have.
For don't they know that nothing means anything to me but God.
For people should fear God for you never know what he is [p24-b5] going to do.
For there is no power greater than God's, not even satins.
For what do they think that God is going to come down here and talk to me just cause they
want to know something.
For why did God give a woman a mouth.
For didn't god give them a mind to think with.
[x] For God is making me do it.
For why didn't God make them all look alike then they wouldn't kill for one.
For if God wanted he could give me a child.
For what is life really all about if God all ready has plans for us.
For I am the one who knows God who is he to tell me different.
For why doesn't God talk to him to let him know [p25-b5] that I am talking to God.
For if only God would talk to them for they well not listen to me.
For does God really expect people to believe that.
For doesn't God know how hard this is on me.
For doesn't God know how hard it would be for me to do, But if that is what it takes for
me to prove something to him then I well do it.
For why does God want to test me for haven't I all ready done enough.
For I wish that I had never told her.
For I hope that thy do not kill me for what God is doing.
For why does God make me do this and let them do that.
For if God is going to fight for us then there is no way [p26-b5] we can lose.
For why does god tell us not to kill but then has us kill all them because they have
another god.
For who am I to question what god says.
For why does God want me to sacrifice something that I love.
For listen to that woman gripe for he is given her what she wanted a child.
For why gripe at me because you can not have a child for I am not God.
For why does thy father want me to die.
For how much does God want me to go through.
[x] For God would not let this happen to him.
For the people think that I am God and God is the one that is doing it.
For if God would only give me strength back I would tear [p27-b5] this place apart.
For is God doing this because I love them and feel more for them than I do him.
For I wonder if God really is going to do that.
For I wonder if God well let that happen.
For if God wanted he could change anything.
For why won't God tell us what heaven is like.
For why did God send an angel to stop me.
For if God has another place why does he mess with us.
For what does it do to teach some and not all.
For why is God mean to us for doing that and not do something to them.
For God wants us to show him our faith in him so that no matter what happens he wants us
to believe in him.
For God is going to destroy [p28-b5] everything and they won't believe me.
For they make fun of me and God is the one telling me to do it.
For God did this because of what you done.
For God wants it that way other wise he would do it different.
For why does God wait so long before he lets us know something. For God has sent spirits
from heaven to talk with us so why does he make us suffer just so we can go there to.
For what did God do that for for they did not want to mess with him.
For God has us to do some strange things.
For how do you know if you are talking to God if you are asleep.
For how can God make me [p29-b5] dream.
For why does God only talk to just the one he wants why does not he talk to us all.
For why does God let Satan torture me.
For why does God want us to teach them about him why does not he do it himself.
For why did the people turn away from God so fast for they see what he could do.
For if God would only let me I would show them that I could do it.
For they do not want to believe God has something else in mind for us.
For I wonder if God well just give up and destroy everything.
[x] For I really laugh at you for you do not know my God.
For God takes his time about things we could be dead before [p30-b5] he teaches them a
lessen.
For if God does not let people see what he does how well they believe.
For how do they know, they don't know God.
For if God did this to them they would believe.
For I wonder what God is going to do in the future.
For why does God wait to let me know something's.
[x] For God only wants us to do things his way.
For if they go away from God he well get angry.
For how does God expect us to love him after he has done this to us.
For why does God let Satan exist if he does not like him.
[x] For God does not care what man has for it means nothing
to God.
For God wants us to believe more than any.
For God lets us know things [p31-b5] of the past to give us something to think about.
For how did the people go wrong did not they believe the elders.
For they know Gods laws but they do not care.
For why do they mess with a man that says the he is the son of God. [/xxx]
[p69-b5] [x] For we told one that what we were written was about the coming of Christ and she wants a copy
[x] For I see some that change mates like some would change their garments
[xx] For isn't the love of heaven worth anything that you have to go through and that happens to you
[xxx] For what good does this body do me for I do not feel it no more for the wounds that you see I do not feel for I belong in heaven now and I am here for just a short will. (Jesus)
[xx] For if they can not see God does that mean that he isn't here if they can not see what is in me then does that mean that it is not there.
(5/25/1987) For who is to say that there not something with in me and is controlling me for if you do not believe it possible [p90-b5] then you can not say for sure, and if you do believe it possible then we have a start on what can be happening for what ever would happen to some one that is a profit for there is no way they would believe if he was forced to so things the way I have and if he was pulled off the street because he had nothing and spoke of God
For look at the US one of the greatest country and richest there is but look how the people are and what is happening to families because they do not believe in God's way and look at all the crime because they got away for God's laws or they do not in force them
[xx] For how do I know that God does not have a nagging old lady at home and he is [p122-b5] taking it out on us, so God must love other wise he would Zap her; But I just do not believe that God would tolerate some ones presents very long if they did not act accordingly
[xx] For who else could create something and spend thousands of years trying to teach them right from wrong but God.
Here is some more about us and Stevenson Wa. dated 08/20/1998