Two Lost Souls...
I was suspecting that I was pregnant and I did some really heavy thinking the past few days. I always wanted a child when I was younger but now that Im older,Ireally want to be completely ready for it. Emotionally, mentially, bodily, financially, and then some. Its funny cause they say when you dream of fish, someone you know is pregnant. Well last night I dreampt of fish...A tank that had been filled to the top and one had jumped out. I went to go call my mother so she could put it back in but when I returned, my neice had picked it up and just as I statred to wonder, she grabed the part of the tail that spilts in two and ripped it until the insides started to show. I started yelling at her but by then I think it was too late. I ended up slapping her and to my surprise she showed no emotion. Anyway, I think this dream represented my pregnancy and the thoughts that I had of not having it. Again, I want to be fully prepared to feed my "family of five". So, I think I'll stick to school and get this hustle on right quick.