Its been almost 2 months since the last he wrote and almost 3 since the last we've talked. Infact, the last we've seen each other was also about 3 months ago...the day of our break-up...the day I said I wanted nothing more to do with him. My life has much since improved and I cant help but notice how much more focused I am. Everything seemed to be going fine and the natural order of things returned to its normal pace...and then yesterday he gets in contact with me...and the world around me slowed down. So much so, I had to give it a bit of a push to remind myself not to stop. To make a long story short, we spoke for hours and he asked to meet up with me. He claims he wont be doing anything for his birthday and says I'd be the perfect gift. *Seems more like the perfect drug if you ask me* Apparently things arent working out as well as he'd like them to and it appears as though he's resorting to me for lack of having something better to do. In any case, for reasonings of it being his birthday, which only happens once every four years, and not to mention, I do miss him, I agreed. However, Im not sure that was the best idea. Infact, if I were giving a friend advice on this situation I'd tell her not to go. But I guess I always was the type to give good advice and yet not take it.
Posted by adroit_deviant
at 6:48 PM EST
Updated: Wednesday, 25 February 2004 7:53 PM EST