July 2, 2007
Ok wow it has been two years since I have last updated. and it has been a crazy two years at that. A lot has definitely
happened. I stayed in Guam until March 2006 and then I moved to Florida which is where I still am. I bartended for a couple
months in Guam and did something stupid got fired and started working at the youth center on base. It was fun but then things
started getting tense, I was getting yelled at for things I had nothing to do with and for stupid things. I ended up very
miserable by the time I left. I was drinking a lot and was just ready to go. So I left and moved to Florida where a whole
other can of worms was opened. It was ok with the person I first moved in but then she expected me to do everything she wanted
said and all that, and I was being a part time nanny for another friend and the first friend did not like that I was spending
more time with the other friend and listening to her more. I ended up moving out of the first friends place and into the place
of the friends i was nannying for. but that did not last long, they were not paying me anywhere near enough for the work i
was doing but i dealt for a while. this friend introduced me to some people and then got upset because i wanted to hang out
with them instead of her. so i ended up calling the first friend back asking if i could come back because i needed to get
out of there. but that was a big mistake, a huge one. because i ended up doing something so stupid.. i ended up losing 2 1/2
months of my life. and i was stupid enough to ask for the first friends help when i got out of jail. she helped me but expected
me to continue to grovel and beg forgiveness, it made her feel good to have someone do that for her. I had enough and wasn't
going to do it, I had asked for forgiveness and if she wasn't going to forgive me then i needed to stop trying and let her
do it on her own time. she then accused me of doing something i really did not do, so it was time to cut that tie and i did,
i had no contact with her whatsoever anyway more did happen but i don't feel like going into it at this time...lets just say
i am finally back on my feet and its about time
August 14th, 2005
Well I have finally decided to update this once again after ages passing. I am in guam right now trying to deal with
personal and family issues. It is great seeing my family again. I am just getting tired of dealing with some of the issues
that keep coming up. *shrugs* but what is life without a bit of annoyance eh? well thats it for now...lol will update later
January 30, 2005
Ok so it has been a whole month since I have last updated and a lot has definantly happened since December. Well it seems
like a lot to me but when i really think about it, I guess in all actuallity it isn't really all that much. This is the only
place right now that I feel pretty safe about writing about this specific thing because all of my other friends in Florida
read my online journal. So yeah, I met this really great guy named Byron he is a black albino which is one of the things that
drew me to him. I also really like his personality for the most part. And I like him, I just don't know if the way i like
him is just as a potentially really good friend or something different. Last night sort of made my decision on that subject...I
like him as a friend right now nothing more...I think the thing that threw me off was the fact that we connected so quickly
and it was a mental connection rather than a physical connection and I was coming to that conclusion before our talk but yeah...I
just don't know what to think anymore. He wants me to be his best friend and he wants to be mine but the thing is that i already
have one best friend and it will take a lot of work on his part to get to that point. I do know one thing though, I really
miss my best friend right now. She is the best person I know and if you ever read this sweetie, i want you to know that no
one and i mean NO ONE will ever replace you. Face you are stuck with me. You are in my heart and there you will stay until
after i am dead...
~Shona ^_^
December 7, 2004
Well it has definantly been ages since I last updated on here. I now have a live journal where you can read what
i do everyday here in Florida. my thing for that is devilishkris... feel free to drop in and check it out on livejournal.com
ok so yeah now I am almost a junior 1 1/2 weeks left and I will be as long as i pass all my classes. I have been seeing this
guy who i can't seem to get enough of but i really shouldn't be seeing much of him because he is getting married to his girlfriend....but
i don't think he is ready to be a husband as well as a father and it is going to slap him in the face when he realizes what
he has gotten himself into... i think part of that may be from jealousy though...lol but i do think that he is really ready
for both let alone one of them...anyway, finals are creeping up on me...next week but hey thats how it always goes...you don't
realize how close something is until it is almost biting you in the ass lmao..well i will update more eventually
ciao
May 29, 2004
Good grief it seems like ages since I updated my site!! Well I have been busy, working at Ikea...trying to figure out
what to do with the rest of my life...You know I was thinking the other day about what I wanted to major in. I know I said
I was looking into journalism and I haven't completely ruled that out. But I was remembering how much fun I had in my psych
class and how much I learned when I took it. I have previously looked at a psych major type profession ( a counselor ( I know
that is probably spelled horriblly wrong but hey.. I am allowed a few mistakes here and there.)) Sadly there is still no change
in dating portion of my life...ahh well I am trying though...^_^ Well thats it for now...hopefully I will update again soon,...like
tomorrow or something. ciao until then.
April 28, 2004
geez it has been a long ass time since I have been on here. Im still working at Ikea hoping to stay there for a while.
Not much to update on my life. Still single, don't have a car, and living with my parents...but I am hoping to change all
three of those sad pitiful things. *sigh* ahh well sometime soon I hope :) until later. ciao
March 5, 2004, 1pm
Its been a while since I have written in here. I have been quite busy with my new job. I will be updating my poems soon
when I have more time...possibly tomorrow.
January 31, 10am
Goodness look at this!! Almost 2 weeks since I have written in here... Well my life has been crazy. I had a job interview
yesterday for a job at a bookstore. I am hoping to get called back for a second interview next week *crosses fingers* ^_^
Plus my computer access has been limited as the dumb thing refused to let me update my site so ugg it sucked but now it is
back so hopefully it won't be screwing up anymore. That way I can update regularly like I was planning to. ^_^ Well I posted
either 3 or 4 more new poems... enjoy. I gotta run so until next time
Kris
January 22, 2 pm
Well Today I took a bunch of pictures so I won't be adding a poem. The pictures are on the page "My Pictures" oddly enough....
^_^ Well I don't have much to say today so I guess I will say....until tomorrow...
January 21, 3 pm
Oh look at this! I forgot to put an entry in for yesterday! Oh well, nothing really happened yesterday anyway. Today
I stopped by Food Lion and it looks like I might actually get a job there!! Oh Joy!! I mean Food Lion isn't the greatest place
to work but it is definantly better than nothing. Well don't have much to say right now.. Until later.... Ciao people...
January 19, 9 pm
Well now for another entry. Today was so totally boring. My sister draged me to the mall to look for a shirt to buy for
her interview tomorrow. By the way that really sucks that she is getting a job interview whereas I am still applying to all
these bloody places and not getting a single call. But that is off the subject. My dad bought my sister a new pair of shoes
as well as the shirt. Totally unfair since there are things that I desparately need but since I don't have money right now
I have to wait to get them because my parents won't. But yeah, I had sooo much fun *dripping with sarcasm* hopping from shop
to shop with my butterfly of a sister being picky as hell... hehe oh well. Yeah that was the extent of my day today. Maybe
tomorrow will hold much more interesting activities for me... hmmm we shall see. til then ciao and have fun!! ^_^
January 19, 2004 1 am
Well I was actually going to add an entry for yesterday but I just realized that it wasn't the 18th anymore. Anyway,
so here is what I was going to say for yesterday... Today was pretty much eventless. I went to church in the morning and then
sat at home all day. I am still trying to get used to being new here in Virginia. It's been a long time since I have lived
here in the States because I have been in Korea and then Germany. So back to the day, I watched t.v for a little while and
then played on the computer until I got bored again. I was working on my crosstitch Angel until about 11 pm this evening.
Then I started working on this site. Well as you can see I have no life right now, especially on the weekend. I suppose I
should close this for now. Until later when I can add more in here..Ciao people
Kris
