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By Sacred Heart

Summary: A double 155-word mid-ep for Genderbender, Brother Andrew
POV, in his room in the main house.
 
Rating: Strong NC-17
 
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This time, I touch her with intent. The effect on her is almost immediate.
Her eyes glaze and her mouth parts. Intoxicating, how her tongue peeks
out to lick her lower lip - I felt it viscerally. No wonder Brother Marty
gave up everything. For this, I would too.
 
I watch as my enhanced pheromones rush into her body. How much of my
being should I put into the chemicals? I don't want to sicken her, much
less kill her. No, she is too extraordinary a human to squander. I recognize
her brilliance, even through the haze of my lust. I just want to overwhelm
her senses. For just one stolen moment, I want to taste her ecstasy.
 
Seeing her knees weaken, I lower her to the bed and throw caution to the
wind. I put all of myself into the pheromones, knowing this leaves my
physical body empty, defenseless. Should her partner find us now, he
could kill me easily. I no longer care.
 
A pesky little thought enters what is left of my mind: exactly who has
overwhelmed whom here?
 
As I sink beneath her skin, I hear her moan and whimper. I enter her
bloodstream, swimming through her veins like a fish that escaped the
trawler's net, unsure what miracle afforded me this freedom, but not
pausing to question divine providence. I just go -- as fast as I can -- in
sheer terror and joy.
 
What remains of consciousness inside my body feels her hips rise to rub
against mine. I hear her gasp softly, "God... Muld... Please." I settle my
body fully over her and feel her first orgasm rise like a tsunami.
 
It takes my breath away.
 
...
 
My next conscious thought is of hitting the ground. I sink through the dark
loamy soil, knowing exactly what happened.
 
She vomited me.
 
Humans and their poetic justice.

Author's Notes: 
 
1. Thank you to DFS (guest2) for helping me find this. It was posted on
12/28/02, about an hour before Haven went down. I was going to just let
sleeping dogs lie, but I should have known better, with friends like you. 
 
2. I know that going over the word limit defeats the purpose of the writing
exercise, but I'm not doing this to overcome writer's block. The 310 word
self-imposed limit is an homage to Livia's "Too Great To Hold." 
 
3. I rated this Strong NC-17 for the non-consensual sexual content. By no
means am I implying that rape could be pleasurable to any victim. Please
consider the supernatural context. And I hope the ending dispels all such
thoughts. I consider it fitting that any man who would take advantage of a
woman be portrayed as emesis.
 
4. This is for a good friend, whose name is always on my lips. I leave it up
to you to decide why Scully called out Mulder's name at that precise
moment. Was it out of sexual desire, or because he is her
friend/partner/intellectual equal and the one she trusts most? Ambiguity is
the name of the game. <g> I just hope this little gift brought a smile to
your lips.