My Torn Lover
Written on: June 18, 2009
My mysterious lover
Oh, how I love thee
Your penetrating eyes see through me
But can you see the real me?
Can you see how I feel about you truly?
Your guard is up always.
Those walls you built are never down.
Is there a way to get through to you?
I'm not afraid of your rough exterior
I see through you to your struggling interior
Your heart has been torn and shredded
The tape you use to hold it together, is barely holding
My eyes can't hold back my tears of sorrow for you.
I want to help your heart heal, putting it back together
with you.
But I know your heart does not trust so easily.
Hurt has filled your life with distrust, sorrow and
unhappiness
Let my love shine through and give you hope for
happiness
I am not like the others.
What I feel is true and pure
I plead for a chance to show you I love you and that I will never hurt you
Will you allow me that chance?
Is there a break in the wall that I may squeeze through?
Is there room in your heart for my love?
Just give me a chance
Give yourself a chance at love and happiness
I promise you a never-ending love and affection as well
as support and faith in you.
I promise you will not regret allowing me into your life
and heart to love the real you.
To love you, with your hurtful past, torn heart and
misgivings.
I will have patience and work through them with you.
I love you, from the moment I met you
Now, if only you could see and trust that.
Safe
Written on: September 1, 2007
I'm no longer walking the thin line high in the sky.
A loving hand reaches for me
Bringing me into the safety of loving arms.
In these arms, I am ME completely.
I will not fall into old ways.
Painful memories will not sneak through.
Old fears will not plague my mind.
No harm will come while I'm in his arms.
My body is yours completely.
For in the arms of the man I love, I am safe and loved.
I Can't Imagine
Written on: August 31, 2007
I can't imagine waking up and you are not there.
I can't imagine never hearing your voice.
I can't imagine not seeing you smile or laugh.
I can't imagine not feeling your arms around me, holding
me tight.
I can't imagine never feeling your hand holding mine.
I can't imagine you not doing or saying anthing that will
make me smile or laugh.
I can't imagine never hearing "I love you" pass your lips.
I can't imagine not having you as my everything.
I can't imagine not having you in my life.
Finally, I can't imagine you not being my husband and
soulmate!
I Love You!
What my Boyfriend has given me...
Written on: October 28, 2004
He has given me a shoulder to cry on when I need one.
He has given me his arms to be held safe in.
He has given me his hand to hold for as long as I
wish.
He has given me his ears to listen to everything I have
to say and about what is bothering me.
He has given me his heart to take care of.
He has given me his trust which I will not break.
He has given me a special place in his life, that I never
want to lose that spot.
He has given me a reason to get up and go each
morning knowing he's supportive.
He has given me a reason to smile each day just at the
sound of his voice.
He has given me more insight on topics, I never thought
about.
He has given me encouragement to do things I needed it
to do.
He has given me a slight desire to do things I never
thought I would.
He has given me pushes to get me to do things I fear.
He has given me a reason to laugh at his jokes and
actions.
He has given me a higher self-esteem by telling me I'm
beautiful and the only one in his eyes.
He has given me confidence in myself that I greatly
lack.
He has given me little things that meant the world to
me.
He has given me support for my goals and decisions.
He has given me hope of a future together.
He has given me strength to overcome all obstacles.
He most of all has given me his love which I hold dear
to my heart.
He has given me so much and I hope I've given just as
much back.
I love him very much!
That Day...
Written on: October 25, 2004
My heart loved you for a long time.
But doubted that you loved me.
You thought your actions showed love.
But actions are often misconstrued.
My heart needed reassurance that you trully loved me.
I needed to hear those actual words.
Why couldn't you say it?
You knew I needed to know.
Then one day you said it, when I needed to hear it
most.
I couldn't believe you said, "I love you."
I cried for many minutes because I was so surprised.
My heart beated rapidly.
I could hardly respond to those words.
All I wanted to do was cry and even hug and kiss you to
death.
I was never more happy than at that moment.
I'll never forget that day you said, "I love you."
Happiest Day
Written in: 2003
A bright and sunny Spring morning
It was warm, flowers were alive with color
Trully a rebirth from the harsh cold.
This day was special especially to women.
The guests would arrive soon in their suits and
dresses.
Cake and other delicious foods would be
prepared for the celebration.
Dancing, singing, laughing, it was her happiest
day.
As she prepared herself, putting on that white
dress, she thought of the vow of love finally
being sealed.
Her love for him would now be known, she
could spread it until death do they part.
Anxious, nervous, she walks down the aisle with
her daddy by her side.
He was giving his little girl to the man who won
her heart.
Gazing in each other's eyes, reciting their vows
to one another.
Each's heart pounding anxiously awaiting to
hear those words, "I Do."
A kiss to seal their union because now their life
would be different.
Their lives now had their love by their side to
form a unity, full of love and build their lives
together.
Indeed, it was their happiest day, the day they
included officially their love in their life and
published it to the world.
When I met you...
Written on: April 1, 2003
My heart was broken many times before.
When I had met you, my heart was hopeless.
It felt like a black hole replaced it.
I did not want to feel anything for anyone because
eventually I'd be back to where I was.
Upon our first encounter, I saw beneath the initial
awkwardness and silence.
When I really got to look into your eyes, I saw
something special.
I cannot trully say what that was then and still am
not
able to express that now.
All I can say is with those eyes and your smile, my
heart
started to restore.
As time grew so did what I felt for you, it was more
than
friends for me.
When you asked me if I would want to make this
official, my heart leaped.
My heart began to feel hope again as well as many
emotions it had not felt in a long time.
I still at times still cannot believe you asked me.
Through our relationship so far, we have had our ups and
downs, but hey who doesn't.
You have never given up, nor will I.
I will treasure each moment with you, even if I do not
always show it, believe me it's your presence
I enjoy
the most.
All I really want at times is just to be in your arms and
looking into those eyes and just talking.
Your smile still means the world to me, I can picture it
in my head and then I smile.
Your eyes still hold something special to me, eyes hold
the truth and also the secrets of the
heart.
All together with all your features whether they might be
good or bad or even switch at times,
you still mean
the world to me.
Even if your heart is yet unsure of how it feels, mine
is
sure and always wants me to express it.
I Love You!!!
I've Dreamed...
Written on: November 13, 2003
I've dreamed about a man who possessed...
A mind that when unleashed brought a whole new
world to me.
Eyes that possessed every thought, emotion,
aspiration, and past experiences.
A smile that could scare away those negative
thoughts & happenings to brighten up
my day.
Ears that would listen to my problems and every
thoughts, without drowning me out.
A nose to smell things when I cannot because of
being stuffy.
Lips that when pressed against my own would send a
warm sensation to my heart.
A mouth that would speak, what was on his mind
and heart so it would unleash into the world.
Shoulders to cry on when things got to that point.
Strong arms that could embrace me so tight to
comfort me, show love and shield me from harm.
Hands to hold tightly to have a reminder that he is
there.
I've dreamed he had...
An unbound curiosity, always searching for
knowledge allowing his mind to expand to new
horizons.
A trust that could never be broken or doubted.
Support for my aspirations and I would lend mine.
A respect for my hopes, dreams, feelings and
decisions as his own.
An understanding of who I am and who I hope to be.
A dream to go far in this world and knowledge to
where he wants to be.
A personality that attracts and captures people's
attention no matter where he goes.
Wisdom to know what's right and what's wrong and
when each is appropriate.
A sense of humor that has people rolling on the floor
laughing.
A creative intellect to produce ideas never thought
before and to improve on others.
Romance to show he really cares.
A heart that is open for new experiences and views,
as well as for the emotions to come.
Kindness to all people, to not be selfish and to give
more than he receives.
A love not only for those close to him but for others
as well and most of all himself.
I've dreamed all this and more in a man.
People may say it's too much to dream for, therefore it
would always be a dream.
They're wrong, it's not a dream to me, at least not
anymore.
I've found all these qualities in you and so much more,
you're more than I could have ever dreamed
of
finding or being with.
I love you for everything that makes you who you are
today.
Simple Happy Poem
The love in my life has gone far from me.
Oh please bring him back to me!
Time and time I wait
I grow impatient with fate
I go to my love for my feelings will not cease
Once in his arms again, I’ll know if this is meant to be!
Oh please, let it be!
I see my love, I run to him
He takes me in his arms and I know it is meant to be.
We kiss softly, my heart leaps for joy.
We go to your home and once there, I know this is where I am supposed to be.
I love this man and that will never cease to exist.
I am happy to finally be with him forever.
