"There will be no day or days then when a New World Order comes into being.  Step-by-step, here and there it will arrive."






Let's put together some theories, this is only a world of illusion, it is time to "awaken", open up our eyes, and "see the light".  Hmmm... It sounds to me almost like some virtual reality dream we all got stuck in.  Maybe the movie "The Matrix" was closer to being true than many of us initially thought.  What is we had some type of technology sometime in the future place, got bored with our luxury, amped up the juice on the machine, and went into some virtual reality dream and got trapped?  Think about the messages we keep telling each other for a second.  Anyway, it's just a thought... Something to think about.






























  Delusions of a Half-Crazed Mind  

If this love is not mine own, why doth it consume me?  If these passions do not lie within why am I consumed in these flames?  Who is that brought me to a land that preys upon those who offer it that which it feeds upon and takes it upon itself to feed?  What is this fury that lies below?  What is this demon that fails to present itself?  It hides in the shadows.  It stalks when the shadows are deep.  Thy name is Lust that travels in Fear.  Thy father is the Dark One.  Thine protector is the pride and ego.  Only the strength of a child's faith can protect from you.  My weapon is compassion.  My shield is friendship.  My protector is Loyalty.  My vessel is courage.  Be gone Evil Heathen.   Satan behind me!  (LMWO~ A pagan writing to a christian demon?  Interesting!)










I am now beginning to gain a sense of my personal power.  I promote this feeling to allow myself to grow in being centered and protected by my psyche so that I may harvest my psychic fruition.  I can only obstruct my process by repeatedly reflecting on my past mistakes I have already resolved within myself.  I find my stability by offering my reality the benefit of past, present, and future tenses.  I am in the mood to withdraw for self- introspection.  I can see now my recent past has allowed me to focus on the good and positive of giving others proper recognition for their actions.  Soon I will form a reversal to willingly release my negative views of my self.  My self- deceptions of the past offer me the strength now to teach myself not to oppress my hopes and fears and release the power my own ego has had over me.  I can tell now that developing gentle love of myself will result in being able to overcome my difficulties, and offer rewards I can not yet imagine is possible.



  The Ultimate World of Virtual Questioning  
I was sitting down relaxing when a thought came to me: Why ARE we here? We can't be here just to wake up and leave.  What are we here to learn?  How to think like good little boys and girls?  I don't think so.  There has to be more to it than that.  There has to be.  We learn to feel, to think, to communicate.  We even learn the lessons of spirituality.  We learn and assist in creation and about the importance of originality.  We feel love, anger, and passion.  We learn how to achieve our goals.  We experience hatred and happiness, and acting on impulse.  We create our reality and recognize it, but then what?  As we get to know this world and our own truly benevolent and malevolent natures and how to work with them, who we are becomes interchangeable with both nature and technology.  We will soon learn we not only discovered how we create ourselves, but how me create it over and over again.  So I ask once again... What's the point?  Do you know?  I know.




  My First Intention    

Every one will understand something, Some one will understand every thing, a few will understand most, or none at all.  My first intention when I first started with the Podipelans was to create a story to answer the question:  "What is the meaning of life?"  Unfortunately I soon learned that was that not only impractical, it was impossible to put it into concrete form especially since it could vary so greatly from person to person.   Instead I decided to center around my own self and it soon turned into me talking about the meaning IN my own life.

I am hoping that by giving the pieces to others, and showing my own order and perspective it may make at least one other's life a little easier to comprehend and answer this question for them self.  This is in part due to the fact that I found my life to be a lesson in process and going step-by-tedious step in order to progress.  As I go through and rediscover and redefine from my angle I hope you are able to do it too.  If I could help you in any way to make your own path a little less confusing and a little less painful, then I have done my job well.  Please understand.  Some of this is from a perspective never voiced before, the inner perspective of my self.  
Namaste.


  Simple Truths

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It is not my choice that I will tell you about, but my confidence in your choice

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The most difficult path is one not yet taken.

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Trust that if you choose it, it will be done.  To see the results you must relax and trust the experience.

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I am aware of my feelings for you and your feelings for yourself.

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I see your distortion but it does not blind me to the truth.  I may look through your eyes into your dream, but I could never experience as you experience the truth and the illusion.

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The infinite and the finite are not compatible.  One truly exists and it is truth.  The other does not and is but an illusion.

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Pass through the illusion and enter the truth by acknowledging that you wish to have a more comfortable journey.

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Accept truth by choosing inner peace and love over fear.  You are already a master at life and as divine as you'll ever be.

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The future always lies ahead, the past is always behind.  Neither can be lived in the present moment.

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The only limitations we have are the one's in our own minds.  There is nothing we cannot do for we have already done them.  The only separation lies in perception and opinion.  If you want something you must already have it.

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The only work that needs to be done is self- discipline.

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Illusion has a beginning and an end, a plan and a reason.  Reality lasts forever and makes no sense.

  Points to Ponder

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Pure strength of character brings success.

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Oppression means having to know how to create

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Sacrifice with courage and be renewed

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Accept and deal with establishment of priorities

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Do not be afraid of innovative change

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See yourself accurately

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Free yourself from self- imposed limitation

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Conflicts are openings for new seeds to flower

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Go to the depths and get to the bottom of it all

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It is not that you don't know ANYTHING, it is that you don't know EVERYTHING

  Mendacity     

Personally I have nothing to say for it all means nothing and is just an illusion anyway.  What's the point of even trying?  No matter what we do or what we say makes no difference in illusions, does it?  I would prefer to make this experience a plush, royal one and do nothing but sit on my arse all day long eating bon- bons.  Do you think transients care that life is passing them by?  There are no mistakes!


  Oxymoron

One person calls another stupid but does nothing to educate them
Another says to be strong but never offers strength
A third says to be independent while teaching CO-dependance
A fourth then says to be respectful but treats the person like a peon
The group says to try but encourages laziness
Even when the person wanted to try, they were told they couldn't
And whatever that person wanted, they were told they shouldn't.



  You Do Not Know

How can you tell me what I can or cannot, should or should not do when you have not lived my life?  Are you so ignorant that you must focus on living my life instead of your own?  My limitations are not the same as yours.  You could not know if I was going to Heaven or to Hell after this life for you do not even know which one you will be going to and why.  Leave my problems alone, they are big enough without you adding to them.  Work on your own.  I'd rather be alone than to be kept company by ignorant fools.


  Aspirating into Death

We must move through death while still alive.  We all know that after death there is a tunnel that leads into the light.  You feel peaceful, and calm.  Those you love and lost are on the other side.  You are always together, yet you are still here connected to lifetime and reality.  
Feeling this separation can sometimes be much worse that facing your worst fears.  Anger and fear, growing and transforming and how we choose to perceive and change reality affects us in a way of withdrawal and shutdown.  It is these passageways into ourselves that show our individual and collective futures.



  A Paradoxical  
    
The future is ever changing.  All you do changes it.  Therefore you can see how the path to higher consciousness does not involve pleasantly coasting around not giving much thought to any one action.  

Dictators, medals, statues, and famous people for role models, all that people have worshipped falsely is gradually disappearing in the modern state of enlightenment.  Actions such as incest, abuse, neglect, and rape are slowly being brought into the light of day, where the unfortunate victims can once again be free.  Those things that the collective has long since ignored is being noticed by the individuals who seek the signs of the new awakening.
As with any period of dramatic chance, problems tend to arise and it becomes important to act wisely when it is possible.  Humans naturally march comfortably forward when they know what is around the next turn, but tend to disappear from the face of the Earth when it comes to change.  Lack of comfort in these trying and unpredictable times will cause those who cannot achieve the luxury to become quite uptight and set up many stumbling blocks within their own path to prove the illusion that change is wrong.

There will be bumps and grinds, surges forward only to relapse into inertia and periods of regression in crazy backslides.  It is imperative for individuals to be more responsive to the world within themselves as well as be responsible for their outside actions.  The word I think of to describe this would be "self-governing".

Our consciousness has slowly progressed but not even close to the degree needed to get through the next evolutionary leap and survive our very foundations being rattled and provoked by the chaos that will undoubtedly arise sooner than later.  Without a clear perspective and a non-attachment to the physical nature of the world, one will be tempted to fall into the pit of insanity.

Faith goes beyond intellect and logical responsibility.  To be able to still hold on to one's faith without physical proof is the instillation of inner peace, centering, serenity, and guidance of the Highest Power.  

  Amanda on Consciousness     

Illusion exists the moment  one interprets free will to mean choice without consequence.

The only thing separating where I am in my spiritual development and where you are is the state of perception.

Recognize that you have never made another choice but to be awake and live in your current state of being

You choose to be here.  You choose when to leave.

Rituals are meaningless unless they mean something to the individual performing them.

Vow to not do anything that does not bring you to your center.

Try to stop thinking so much.  Blank out your mind for a moment or two and just be.  Savor the gentle piece of total silence.  Recognize the true form of your problems.  This is an example of meditation in an awake, action- filled state of physical being.

Achieving and maintaining a meditative state in daily activities helps to maintain the reality of who we truly are and what our highest purposes are.

The light is always on, the light is always able to be seen, the light is not always recognized for what it is.

I will fear no evil because I recognize it as only an illusion.  I also recognize that I am only dreaming and I have never left my peaceful home.

Truth is in Faith, Faith is in Purity, Purity is within Truth.

Questions reflect where one is at in a point of acceptance.

Karma is not a viable excuse for continuation of a negative pattern you have become comfortable with.


  Amanda on Ego

Definition: A way of limiting expression of one's own true emotions limiting truth through the expression and creating a lack of confidence and separation when placed above all else.  This process leaves one with the inability to express and recognize fulfilling abundance du to lack of connection to the Divine Source.
Surrender of:  One must shed old limiting habits, attitudes, and belief systems that limit he expression of one's infinite wholeness that restores the individual to the state of peace and tranquility.

One needs not to project love to feel love and to feel being loved.  When one loves oneself, the transmission of  that fact is natural and automatic.

There is no difference in anyone's ability to recognize truth, but some have developed the ability to hide the truth better than others.

It is impossible to die and strife is but an illusion.

You are a pure, clear energy field of electrochemical energy.  You must keep resistance from building up in your body by staying open with the knowledge that there is nothing to fear but the creations of over- active imagination.

When one has become attuned to the knowledge of the self, that perfection is expressed in every aspect of the individual.

Recognize that we use the physical body to communicate and to be communicated to.  When a problem manifests in the body, it more than likely began somewhere in the mind.





























What is in this world that can make us feel so beaten and torn?  Even with that feeling so deep, it is still possible to set one's eyes upon the beauty of the world.  It may feel far away even though one may be surrounded by the luster and beauty.  Still don't feel like it's you inside of that body.  If it is of you, than who is it?  As children many of us did not have the freedom to choose for ourselves.  Fortunately, through the perseverance of time we overcame and became the liberated adult of our childhood dreams at least to some degree, we have become Divine.





  School- Essay

    As I see it life is a continual learning experience.  Unfortunately life has become very technologically advanced also, something not contained in the genetic talents of our ancestors.  Much more schooling is becoming necessary to be able to understand the world around us.
    Even out of school I found myself craving knowledge.  I took up the studies of metaphysics.  Not having any connections to the metaphysical crowd I began to again study books.  Once again my lack of practical application has left me unable to tap into the higher realms of this knowledge.  My quest is yet incomplete.  I know crave the deep wisdom that is hidden below.





-On the Division between the Ut Supra and the Ut Infra

***Integrity and Wisdom goes both ways, whereas motivated energy is seemingly a one-way energy exchange.

The higher vibration of ne that seeks the integrity and wisom allows one's form to travel through the fine membrane which lies between the realms of the spiritual and that which is the physical worlds.  Only one of a "light body" can safely travel through the multiple dimensions.  The size and weight of one's physical body seems to not have any impact on this travel, contrary to ancient and modern spiritual beliefs.  With the highest concentration of these light bodies right now focused in on the upper levels of our own ionosphere as well as the ionosphere of the other realm, it is easy to see how so many have misinterpreted the images drawn from here as Heaven itself rather than observing that is is but the threshold, the doorway to the "other side".  One's spirit is pulled here quite naturally and without much concious recognition however one must be enlightened to the point of full concious awareness in order to know to make the choice to step through the doorway into that which is currently known only as Zion.
    The connection between body and soul strengthens rather than diminishes in quality as a new connection to the higher realm attaches, much like an umbilical cord, to one's spiritual body.  This is only possible as one begins to shed their attachment to the Mother Earth as she now stands to be, and prepare to birth themselves in to a new reality.  
    As a group we believe it to be this cord and connection that allowed the great messiahs such as Jesus, three days after his physical death to use his physical body to ascend to the the Divine.  The same as we carry our spirits into this lifetime, we are obliged upon entering the higher realms to prepare this spirit to function in the divine by process of enlightenment and spiritual attainment.
    Eventually the physical body allows separation from the attachment to the physical reality.  This process is said to be akin to a snake shedding it's skin in many, but not all ways.  

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