And Yet Still More Random Thoughts

January 12, 2006

Well, on my Yahoo messenger I mostly will set my status line to say something stupd, to see what kind of reaction I can get from people. Like last night, my status line said "No one loves me....or anyway, you don't..." and then I started getting PMs from this person. I am still not certain who she was, but she has me on her Yahoo list so I can only guess that I had spoken to her at some point previous to this.

Grace:  Quit feeling sorry for yourself.....no one loves me either

 

JJD: Who are you? And I don't feel sorry for myself

 

Grace: you always put up such negative msgs....be beat and sick…u always have msgs like that

 

JJD: it's just to see what people will say

 

Grace: oh well i have real problems.....u know? not just fakey things that are made up....to see what people will say

 

JJD: Sorry to hear that. I usually don't air my real problems like that.  I'm just goofing around

 

Grace: oh  thanks

 

JJD: anything you want to talk about?

 

Grace: like what? I’m 28 started having seizures the past 3 months out of nowhere, no one knows why

 

JJD: thats weird

 

Grace: i lost my job last week

 

JJD: omg that sucks, what happened?

 

Grace: medically released

 

JJD: wow…I'm sorry to hear that

 

Grace: yah so say noone loves me…some guy i have known since elementary school  said......one minute he loved me for that entire time...then the next day said u take too many pills.....and i dont want someone sick

 

JJD: Well that's not real love. You don't need a guy like that

 

Grace: oh really? 24yrs right? then i need one like the guy i met last week? Huh the one that was married and i didnt know, and his wife busted us having dinner? real enough for u? how about all the bills i have and me going to lose my credit now, after keeping it good for years and years?? want to just make something up to see what ppl say ?? u have nothing else to do

 

JJD: It seems like you're angry at me

 

Grace: U want some REAL problems?

 

JJD: I have my share of real problems

 

Grace: if u can joke about shit so easy.....and make things up just to see what people will say....not so sure u do

 

JJD: Well, I don't feel the need to prove anything to you, and anyway what did I do to you that made you so angry at me?

 

Grace : ur wanting attention and to create "false ideas" about u just to get attention.....meanwhile people with REAL problems get ignored because they usually don't like to air their dirty laundry

 

JJD: So you feel that I am taking attention away from you?

 

Grace: no

 

JJD: That's what it sounded like

 

Grace: its just annoying when ppl act like kids all the time

 

JJD: I'm sorry that I annoy you, I didn't intend to

 

Grace: then quit making up things

 

JJD: I should do this for your sake, because you and I are so close?

 

Grace: sorry to bother u, bye

 

JJD: bye

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