Father, I mend your shirt. Its grayed silk soft in my arms.
This
view of Kitakyushu with its racing river
looks the same as water standing still.
I am surface, smooth rock against
vibrant sky,
slate and azure. I am your needle woman.
A strand of hair at nape of neck becomes my thread.
My body is the needle holding two worlds. I sew together
the
field of time where stone and air meet. When mother
hands me clothing to patch my thought is always I am needed,
I
am quiet. This I do with the needles voice.
Father, what the needle tells me of your shirt
I see again in cloud, ledge and sky.
The fabric stronger for the
patching,
more beautiful well-worn. This shirt holds
the shape of your chest, the olive odors of your skin.
I give
it back to you mended, whole.
A look through my needle exposes
hip curved into rock. Another look shows
open horizon. Inside my own heartbeat
I study
the needles point. The slender metal stabs fabric,
emerges to fingers underneath. Blindly I guide the needle.
My
fingers anxious, willing to be pierced.
Mother hands me another shirt saying, mend first,
and in so doing you will
create.
~Patricia L. Johnson