November 2000-January 2001 Poetry

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99)Lillith the Forsaken From:Portland Oregon	The day the clover died His little feet will never touch the pitcher's mound His eyes will never brighten at his first glympse of Disney world No more happy giggling will be heard from his little mouth And he won't be bouncing on the bed anymore. He's gone now With the darkened shadows of midnight's crow A Sad loss for a chosen few And now I sit alone in sorrow Wondering "Why?.....oh god,why?" All was silenced in a matter of secconds The day the clover died In loving memory of Christopher Robin Peraza May 27,1997-August 24,2000 [Back to Top]	11/02/00
100)Nicole Cleveland From:New York	Trivial Pleasures I Wake To The Soft Morning Light. Still Exausted From The Night Before. I Walk Over To Where You Are And You Greet meet With A Beam Of A Smile As You Reach For Me To Hold you.Your Eyes Study Me As I Talk To You And You Hang On My Every Breathe.Lying There Together You Call My Name And I Marvel Once More Of Gods Blessings. Your So Beautiful , No! A Miracle. Noone Can Know What I Went Through Just To be With You. I Caress Your Velvet Cheek And Look Deep Into Your Endless Brown Eyes And Gasp In Realization That Yes I Am Your Mother. You Coo Softly. Watching You As I Did Last Night , With My Heart In My Hands. [Back to Top]	11/02/00
101)Christine Schmelzeisen From:Germany	My Crow My Crow All wiped out. in one night The dreams, the hopes There is nothing more………but emptiness My heart brakes and only the wind knows the tears But no one remembers And no one cares Bring me back Pray for the lost souls Be my guide thru the emptiness of death I follow you thru the streets I see thru your eyes I must remember something Pictures of happy days – feelings lost, buried Like me You are my answer, my life in my death and my guide © by Shadowcrow (Shadowcrow@lycos.de) November 2000 [Back to Top]	11/21/00
102)Christine Schmelzeisen From:Germany	The truth between the shadows The truth between the shadows We are vanished into the shadows I remember the blood and the pain, the agony We will never see us again – my love – my only true love Hate is the barrier Divided by revenge – forever Hate live until all things - as I will live My redemption is the hate © by Shadowcrow (Shadowcrow@lycos.de) November 2000 [Back to Top]	11/21/00
103)laine johnson From:my darkness	the wind i have seen the rain it fallson my face and creates scabs of soft mondays the harsh hours are gone i am alone in my outside world inside i am the only occupant yet still i am full others stare at me and scream at me and hate me and still i look on and cry in my desperation most would die the choice to live on and love is mine [Back to Top]	11/24/00
104)laine johnson From:my darkness	My Heart enter the night broken sorrow and remove these pins from my spine enter pain enter the morrow pray that the marrow is strong i've given you my heart and i have give you my soul my love, is true to you and still the pins and the thorns within shatter i love i love i love i love you... (to ronnie) [Back to Top]	12/03/00
105)Super Girl From:Crow Heaven	(I BID YOU) GOODNIGHT Goodnight sweet angel for night's closing hand has come down again falling across the land I wish that I could stay with you this night and not let you go till morning's early light But you are a dream I cannot posses I cannot caress you with gentle kiss So I leave you tonight with this fond farewell, in the hopes someday, you'll be able to tell that I'm the one you've been looking for, and you'll invite me into your heart's open door. Mailed to you by Supergirl, in the loving memories of Chain. (true love is forever..love is stronger than death) [Back to Top]	12/08/00
Total Poems	105

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106)tWISTEd sPINe
From:Crow Heaven

Blood Through Fingers

In death
the splinters of truth seem to fade away
In light, the hatred of youth seems to decay

I am the sorrow in a glance
the fear in your scream
the sacred little whisper that escapes your lips
the spill of red red blood
as your flesh slowly rips

I let the crimson warmth seep through my fingers

Vengeance feels like liquid pleasure in my veins

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12/19/00

107)Jeff Davis
From:Ohio

The Recount

THE RECOUNT

The blessings have been counted
But one thing is true
We need to have a recount
We've missed quite a few
We thank HIM for the good times
When things are at their best
But do we thank HIM for the struggles
That put our faith to the test?
We'll never count them all
No matter how hard we try
Our blessing's are infinite
There's no number that high
And yet we'll go shopping
And mark off our lists
But did we forget
Whose birthday it is?
The results of the recount ~
We're abundantly blessed
Put CHRIST back in Christmas
And may you all be BLESSED!

Written By Jeff Davis

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12/22/00

108)kelly tunney
From:England

sweet brandon lee may his soul rest in peace

now they lay brandon down to sleep. i prey the lord with his soul to keep and if
he dies before i wake i prey the lord with his soul to take may you rest in
peace brandon i miss you

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1/01/2001

109)James E. Enslow
From:Oklahoma City, OK

JUST A DREAM

As I close my eyes at night, but only to see your face.
I'am taken but the beauty, that starts in you eyes and seem
to find a way,to wrap themselfs arround my heart.
But as I reach for you, you start to fade away, and slow you disappear.
I'm very sadden by this terrible thouhgt, as I awake in emptyness.
But only to see,that you are here next to me,and this was only a dream.

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1/07/2001

110)Nicklas R. Denner
From:Columbus, OH

the crow

As I looked into the night,
I seen an object,
the object was coming towards me,
It was black,
black as night
As i stood there,
I realized that this was the bird I had seen at the time of my death

THE CROW

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1/09/2001

111)Chandler Kauffman
From:Atlanta, Georgia

Night all the Time

At night...emotions run high,
and the cosmos energy is at
extreme.
thoughts way heavy on the
hearts of everyone....
this is ok when one can
sleep and dream
because there is always
tomarrow's healing sun.

but what happens when life's
black vail doesn't deminish
what happens when the black
night covers the heart
this unending perril will never
finish
there will be no beggining...
no new start.

is this what drives us to
insanity?
is this why we feel lost?
darkness's gloriouse infamy....
we pay with deadly cost...

Although we don't choose,
for darkness to ensue.
we can't controll it ever
we are puppets for this
evil's muse..
so then the only way to excape
is for our life cord to be
severed.

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1/18/2001

112)pyromance
From:singapore

Sorrow

A flutter of wings
A caw of death
Torrents of wind
Rising...
They fly past
Black as night
Dark as death
Feathers like razors
Brought forth blood
Scraped my skin
But hurt within

I saw her die
I shared the pain
The hurt within
Less, more than sin
Her eyes, mirrors of my soul
Focused far away
Violated, desecrated
Bloodied hair
Framing despair
Her hands driven through
Searching eternally for mine
Gaping mouth
Forever silent
Pallid skin
Silken sin
Hurt me in

23rd night of January '99
Inspired by The Crow
it speaks to no one... quietly as pain

Check out http://members.nbci.com/sacrarium/sorrow.htm

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1/26/2001

Total Poems

112