I dreamt of the end of us
Your resolve so absolute.
Every word and every action,
Pushing me away from you.
I dreamt your love was gone.
No more was I for you.
There was no hope, no second chance,
There was nothing I could do.
In despair and confusion
I wandered the barren plains
Of a bleak and harsh existence,
Where nought but darkness remained.
I hated you yet i loved you,
I cursed and swore and raged.
You destroyed my life so suddenly
And left me there to fade.
Out of the light and into darkness,
My life had come apart,
My screams unravelled, my heart laid bare,
Frozen by your frigid heart.
I wandered there for an eternity,
No light or love to sustain
My fragile my existence.
And here i yet remain.
I tried to awake, to enter the light,
To escape this nightmare.
I cried out for your help
But you were no longer there.
So here am I, trapped,
an exile from life and hope.
Here in this unreal reality,
Awaiting death, agonising and slow.
In this dream I lost you,
My beloved, my true love,
In all the world nothing is dearer,
Than the love I no longer have.