12:16am

Well, today my emotions came out in a geyser.

For the last week, people have been on my ass about finishing my project for computer class. Now, there's encouragement to finish, and then there's crossing the line and pissing me off, which is what happened today.

I was getting comments back and forth about finishing my project and how it's stupid that I'm not doing anything. So at the end of class, I blew up on my friend Justin and Mr. Cole, the CommTech teacher. Immediately after we left class, Cole went and told Mr. Coates, the school Chaplain.

So then Coatsie and I talked, and I went back to computer class (after visiting Tim Hortons and getting a cappuccino) and apologized. By the time Justin and I left, I had helped him fix some videos for his project, been given until the end of the semester to finish my project (along with the exam), and made 2 videos for the internet.

So suffice to say, my problems at home are effecting my head, because I've become anti-social, and when I do talk, it's usually to tell someone to 'fuck off'.

My female situation has neither improved nor deteriorated. I still have no girlfriend. No candidates, for that matter. My friends say they will hook me up with people, but I doubt any of them will work out.

So what's next for me? Well, I'm (hopefully) going to the Barrie North semi-formal on Saturday night. No date, of course, but going nevertheless.

Let's just hope things start to improve for me, because if they don't, I think I might start slipping again. You know what I'm talking about. I may begin considering resorting to drastic measures again.

Sincerely Yours,