10:28pm

Well, I guess I should start off by saying we finished 10th at the 4 Steps to Stardom Provincial finals.

But that's not the important issue in this entry. What is important is that for the last week, someone who seems to think they're important has decided to send me threatening e-mails. To top it all off, they refuse to relenquish their identity, and I'm getting absolutely no help from people who know who is doing it to me. I guess they all stick together.

This all started when I told this girl how much I liked her. Sure, it would have been nice if she was with me and not her current boyfriend, but I told her repeatedly that I, in no way, had any intention to be responsible for their breakup. If they were to breakup, it would be for reasons they caused, and would have nothing to do with me.

Anyways, I guess the boyfriend is too scared to fight his own battles, because now he has one of his friends send me threatening e-mails. 'Leave her alone or else...', 'If you don't stop, you'll regret it'...stupid things like this. The best part is, this guy thinks I care what he is saying. I don't.

The thing that bugs me is that he's to afraid to own up to his actions...maybe it's just a fear of me. Whatever the reason, this guy is a coward. He has to hide behind an e-mail, because he doesn't have the guts to say these things to my face.

So what do I do now? Well, I was almost gonna fight the boyfriend tonight, but we came to an agreement that neither of us really wanted to fight each other. However, that doesn't necessarily mean I don't wanna fight. I think if I met this e-mailer right now, I'd probably injure them very badly.

One funny little tidbit I neglected to mention was the fact that even though this guy started the whole thing with the threatening e-mail, he has the balls to send me ultimatums. What the fuck is that? He's doing it now that he realizes that I'm ready to press charges. I've already been in contact with his ISP, as well as had Hotmail mail him about harassing me.

It's not bad enough that things in my life are shit. Now I got this hanging over my head.

But ya wanna know the worst part? Tonight, on my home from Barrie, we hit a rabbit on the highway. We tried to avoid it, but we couldn't. All the way home, I felt horrible, thinking we had taken an innocent life. Then I think of this e-mailer, and I honeslt have hostile feelings towards them.

My prayers go out to this person when I do get a hold of them...

Sincerely Yours,