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Right at the end, when we heard the words
“blooming fragrance", a delicate white rose formed in the center of the sakhee's letter.
Right before our eyes, it opened up and from it came the lushest most tantalizing intoxicating scent that I had ever experienced.
We just sat there enraptured by it as it seeped into us. The letter slowly dimmed, but the fragrance lingered on. A special joy permeated me. I felt wonderful and without want. Although this had been
the most fantastic morning in my life, somehow it felt perfectly natural that I should feel this way - this
was my inner most right; I was created to feel like this! After a long time, Aunty Jee said,
“Wow! This one was special. What timing!" It was rare to
see Aunty Jee so moved. “That Sakhee! Oooh, I am going to send her a big hug right now!" And to our utter amazement,
we saw a small glow of bright light come from Aunty Jee's heart and streak out of the window into the dark sky! The Vaja ToR kid could no longer contain his excitement (oooh,
I fell deeply for the next vaja that comes his way), “This can't be happening. Am I dreaming? Ow! I guess
I am not. Aunty Jee, what was THAT?" Aunty Jee laughed, “Well, where should I begin? … Ok, my Sakhee knew that we were going to be
discussing this pauree about amrit vela but even I am surprised at her timing. The story she wrote in her letter is
the story of our soul. The True One has given us so much, what can we possibly give back? The enchanted Guru
Nanak says there is one thing that is worthy of the True One and that is one of the most beautiful things that the True One
has created and given to us. Do you know what that is?"
she asked me. Normally, I would have thought about this for a long time (before answering "no"), but today
the answer came quickly, “The mind." “Very good," Aunty Jee continued, “That is the gift that is hardest to give - the mind is very difficult to capture, let
alone present as a gift. But Guru Nanak says (and here is the essence of this
pauree) that we can capture it at Amrit Vela, wrap it with Naam and praises, and present it to the True One. When our gift
is accepted, we become the True One's bride and we see the True One permeating all." We drove the rest of the way to the Amrit Vela Naam Simran Session
in silence. By the time we arrived, the sounds of naamjap could be heard reverberating through the hall in full swing.
This my second such session felt quite different from before. Every time I said “WaheGuru” I felt the most awesomely soothing wave wash over me. I kept having visions of
the rose releasing its scent - every time the rose opened up, I could sense, even taste, its pure scent filling and pervading
the room... aasaa mehlaa 4 chhant ghar 4 (panna 448) har amrit bhinnay lo-inaa man paraym ratannaa raam raajay || My eyes are wet with the Nectar of the True One, and my mind is imbued with True One’s Love, O
Lord King. man raam kasvatee laa-i-aa kanchan sovinnaa. The Lord applied Truth to my mind, and made it pure gold. gurmukh rang chalooli-aa mayraa man tano bhinnaa. Through the Guru, I am dyed in the deep red color, and my mind and body are drenched with True One’s
Love. jan naanak musak jhakoli-aa sabh janam Dhan Dhannaa. ||1|| Servant Nanak is drenched with True One’s Fragrance; blessed, blessed is the entire life. ||1|| To be continued....
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