Closer
By Nine Inch Nails

you let me violate you, you let me desecrate you
you let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you
help me I broke apart my insides
help me I've got no soul to sell
help me the only thing that works for me
help me get away from myself

I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to God

you can have my isolation
you can have the hate that it brings
you can have my abscense of faith
you can have my everything
help me tear down my reason
help me it's your sex I can smell
help me you make me perfect
help me become somebody else

I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to God

through every forest, above the trees
within my stomach, scraped off my knees
I drink the honey inside your hive
you are the reason I stay alive

While walking around the back, I saw an ass that I would know anywhere in those leather pants. It was Kevin Nash. I turned around, and ducked into the locker room. I stood against the wall panting and fanning myself. Ivory walked up to me. "You're the new girl, right?" All I could do was nod. "Are you scared about the match?" I shook my head. "Then what's wrong? Speak girl." "K-K-K-Kevin..." "Nash? He just came back from his injury." "I saw that." A knowing grin crossed her lips. "You couldn't introduce yourself, could you?" "No." "Come on. I'll introduce you to him." I shook my head. "Come on. You'll see he's just like anyone else around here."

She grabbed my arm, and half dragged me back into the hall. Once we were out there, she tapped on his shoulder. When he turned around, I felt the breath catch in my throat. "Kevin, this is the new girl, the Dominatress. Dominatress, this is Kevin Nash." I looked up from his chest (which was eye level), to his handsome face. I smiled at him. "It's nice to meet you, Dom." "It's nice to meet you, too, Kev." "Is tonight your first show?" "Yes." "Don't get nervous. Just go out there, and focus on your opponent." "I'll remember that. Good luck in your match tonight. I'd say break a leg, but I think you've had enough bad luck with your knees." He laughed. "Good luck to you, too. I'll be watching you."

I stuck my hand out to shake his, but he kissed the back, instead. I was in shock, until he walked away. "Oh my gawd! He is so fucking hot!" He turned around, and gave me a smile. My cheeks burned red hot. I couldn't believe I said that out loud. I turned quickly, and went into the locker room. "So that's why you couldn't introduce yourself," Ivory said from behind me while laughing. "If you only knew how long I've had the hots for him..." "Well, get your mind off of him, and on your match. You and Molly are first." "I will."

The match went off without an injury or error, which is considered a good match. Even though I didn't win, I was proud of it. When I went back through the curtain, Scott Steiner was waiting for his cue. "Dominatress, huh? I think I'm going to make you my new freak." "I think you're going to think again." "Come on, baby. Nobody turns me down." "I just did." "Leave her alone, Scott. That freak is with me," someone said from the shadows behind him. "Sorry, Kev. I didn't know." Scott moved out of the way, so I could pass by him.

When I entered the shadows, I was grabbed from the side. "Can I talk to you alone?" "Sure." We walked toward the back, and went into the first room that was unlocked, without a name on it. "So, what's your real name?" "Jade." "Pretty name." "Thank you." "Can I see you after the show?" "Sure." He leaned down, and kissed my lips gently. I turned to putty in his hands. When he stood up straight again, he said, "I have to go do my match. Will you be here when I get back?" "Yes." "I'll be back before long."

As soon as he left the room, I went to the women's locker room to watch him fight Kane. The match ended in a count out. As he made his way up the ramp, I grabbed my bag, and went back to the empty room. As soon as he came through the door, he picked me up by my ass, and pressed me against the wall. He gave me a kiss that took my breath away. I felt his breath on my lips as he said, "I wanna fuck you like an animal." He kissed my neck before saying, "I wanna feel you from the inside." "I want you to." He set me down, and began stripping away my clothes, until I stood naked before him.

He bent me over, then flipped me on his shoulders, as if he were going to give me the power bomb. "Oh, shit!" "Shhh... Relax." When his tongue teased my clitoris, I knew I was in no danger. He let me lean my back against the wall, as he lapped at my wet hole. "Oh, Kevin..." After I came on his tongue, he set me on the floor. I helped him out of his costume, then, without hesitation, took him into my mouth. He moaned and closed his eyes, as his hand went to the back of my head. Once he was harder than a rock, and slicked up, I stood. It didn't take him two seconds to turn me around, bend me over the coach, and enter me. His thrusts were fast and hard, leaving me breathless. It felt so good, I had to bite my lip to keep from screaming as my orgasm came. He made me cum two more times, before he reached his peak. I kneeled before him, and took him into my mouth. His hot fluid shot down the back of my throat, and I drank every last drop.

He petted my cheek, before turning to his clothes, and putting them back on. "I'm going to take a shower, and change. Will you wait here for me?" "Yes." He grabbed a handful of my hair, tilted my head back, and kissed my throat. "I'm not done with you." Then, he left the room. I waited there for an hour. Unfortunately, he never came back.

I will have to end my entry early tonight, Diary, as someone is knocking on the door. I will finish tomorrow.

I yell out, "just a minute." I close my lap top, make sure nothing is peeking out of my robe, and fix the towel on top of my head, before answering the door. I look up into the beautiful green eyes of Kevin. A smile tugs at the corner of his lips. "I said I wasn't done with you."